My Conversion for Love

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On the other hand, Azzar who was already in Cairo Egypt, was also very lost and very guilty to Naura for leaving him alone. His heart was also so sick because what he had been fighting for was just destroyed because he had not received the blessing of his Abinya. But this is all he did so that the conditions given by his ashes can be resolved as soon as possible.

In the room after reading the Quran, Azzar could only look at the Naura Photo

“I'm sorry Naura, I'm sorry Mas is so cruel to you. This is all I do so that what was ordered abi quickly I finish” said Azzar who can only stroke the photo of Naura on his phone screen because he missed it so much

“Zar, You can sleep?” Ask Rangga his roommate

“Not yet, you just go first” Azzar said with a smile

“Actually you're here for what? Though in the past you did not want to go abroad and now you even want to stay long here” Tanya Rangga

“Ehm, so you are not happy if I am here” Canda Azzar

“Not so anyway but you did not want to leave the pesantren” replied Rangga

“All because Abi” said Azzar

“He sent you here?”

“iya, Abi told me to come here so that she could prove that the girl I was going to marry was really a muslimah not”

“You're patient yes, I'm sure your Abi didn't mean anything. He only wants the best for you and certainly married a good woman” said Rangga while patting Azzar on the shoulder

“Thank you for accommodating me here for a while”

“Sama-sama. You do not need to hesitate.forever you stay here is also not what kok”

“Once again thank you yes, maybe I only stay a few months here. After that I returned to Indonesia”

“Why? What's no problem with your abim”

“Not go home, but to another boarding school to deepen the science of religion I” Rangga just smiled and could only nod at Azzar's words.

“Yuk we are out looking for food” invite Rangga who only replied nod by Azzar

They got into the car and then headed to the restaurant. When they arrived there they ordered food

“You want to order Rice or other food?” Ask Rangga

“I order another meal only, again lazy to eat nasi”

“Ya already, then just order what you want” said Rangga then submit a list of food menus.

Azzar opened the menu sheet by sheet. Until his eyes were fixed on the Pizza that Naura really liked and immediately his heart was so sick when he remembered Naura again.

“I'm sorry Ra” muttered Azzar while stroking that pizza picture”

“You are okay to” Tanya Rangga because seeing Azzar too long to pay attention to the menu

“ooh No. I ordered Pizza ya” said Azzar

“Oke” replied Rangga and I then ordered the food

Before long, the order finally arrived. Again the Azzar was amazed by the restaurant's dishes that served pizza and put a sprig of red roses next to their meal. Sontak Azzar rubbed his head violently

“You why Zar?” Ask rangga

“I'm tormented with the shadow of Naura”'s face

“iya,”

“You are patient yes, you must be strong.and you must be able to fight so that you quickly find your soul mate's path”

“Insya Allah” Azzar replied

“Let's spend this food, so we can quickly go home and you can more quickly break” pinta Rangga which only answered a nod by Azzar.

Azzar ate a few slices of pizza, after he felt full enough he then took a break while opening his social media. Without thinking, he then searched Naura's account. How shocked he was when Naura's social media account was no longer found.

“Loh, why is it no longer found huh? Azzar's words were loud enough that Rangga also heard it

“What does Zar not find?” Ask Rangga

“Naura” social account

“Kok can? Could he block you?”

“ don't know either, but try to check your deacon. You trying to find Naura's name?” azzar's orders were followed by Rangga who searched for Naura's name in the Blue application

“I can't also Zar” Rangga said

“Did he close his account? Or have you changed your account name? Ask Azzar

“Can be both”

“i'm sure he already knew that I left him. He must be very angry and upset with me who has gone without 1 word at all” said Azzar who looked disappointed. Seeing Azzar like that, Rangga could only lift his clothes because he did not know their love journey either.

“We go home yuk?” take Rangga

“you're done eating? Ask Azzar

“after all, I am full. Yuk rumah” said Rangga who slipped money in the menu book on the table then called the restaurant waiter and left the restaurant.

Rangga and Azzar got in the car and went straight to their boarding house. Upon arrival at Kos, Azzar then performed the prayer and immediately lay down his body without much bicaa with Rangga.

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Keeseokan day at Naura's

“Papa has asked the manager of the boarding school, he said there are still empty rooms” Tomi told Naura who sat together at the dinner table

“When Naura can go there pa” Naura said excitedly in order to forget all the memories in her home

“Tomorrow can also, later Papa the same Mama who brought you there ya” continued Tomi

“Alhamdulillah, Thank you Pa” said Naura

“Sama-sama darling”

After finishing dinner, Naura went straight to her room and prepared all the clothes and supplies she would take to the boarding school. When putting clothes in the suitcase, he saw Azzar-given items such as towels and shoes in pink but quickly Naura put the item back away so that it is not visible in front of her eyes.

After all her gear was ready, Naura picked up her phone and sent a short message to Fani. Maybe that's his message for the next few months because he won't use his phone again after he arrives at the school.

Naura said goodbye to Fani because it was already midnight. Fani no longer sees Naura's message but Naura turns off her phone because Naura is afraid Fani will question her relationship with Azzar and if it is told eating will drain her tears again and make her heart increasingly wound.