
Ever since Alex got allergic and went to the Hospital yesterday, Emelin has been pretty quiet.
After the conversation with Antony yesterday, Emelin also no longer opened a conversation with Antony.
Antony himself did not start a conversation with Emelin.
They both kept Alex in silence.
This morning when Emelin woke up from her sleep, she seemed to fall asleep, she felt a jacket covering her body.
Of course, Emelin knew who this belonged to.
"You're awake? Here I bring you breakfast, don't forget to keep eating regularly" Antony said, handing over a box of food.
Emelin fell, then received the box,
"Thank you,"
"Yes." Yeah."
Then again there was silence there,
"You still want to be here?" Ask Antony.
"Hmm, I have to take care of Alex, she'll probably look for me when she wakes up,"
"Yes, you can stay here, you can change with me to take care of Alex."
"Thank you,"
"Now eat your breakfast, you can't get sick,"
Emelin just complied, then ate his breakfast.
This is chicken porridge, the menu is suitable in the morning, there are also no nuts that Emelin does not like, there is also extra sambal, because Emelin likes spicy.
He had never noticed it before, but Antony always provided the things he liked, even the food menu, was always carefully selected according to his taste.
Not once or twice, but many times.
It's just him who might pay less attention to it.
Now paying attention to Antony's behavior towards her, Emelin is increasingly beset by guilt.
He doesn't even know the things Antony likes, but Antony knows what he likes and dislikes.
"You should have breakfast too,"
Antony just scratched, then also ate the breakfast he bought.
They had breakfast quietly, until Alex woke up.
"Ah, Mama and Papa have breakfast? Where's Alex's breakfast? Alex is hungry, Alex also wants chicken porridge," Alex said after seeing the chicken porridge that Emelin ate.
Emelin put the chicken porridge that had just a few mouthfuls Emelin ate in his hand onto the table, then tried to persuade Alex.
"Alex should not eat things outside first, there will be breakfast from the Hospital, it should be coming soon,"
"But Alex wants the Chicken Porridge like Mama's,"
"You can't just yet,"
"But... But Alex wants to..."
Then, Emelin looked at Antony, tried to seek approval, and asked,
"Can Alex?"
Seeing how Emelin seemed to be very worried about Alex's state, Antony's angry feelings completely disappeared.
It felt like seeing that sad face, his heart also felt sad, not wanting to see this woman in front of him become sad.
"May, but only a little,"
"Asik!! Alex wants chicken porridge!!"
Emelin began to ask, then,
"Does anyone make Alex allergic? Or things Alex doesn't like?"
Antony thought for a moment, looking at Emelin seemed to look serious when he asked,
"Alex doesn't like peanuts like you, he's just allergic to mutton and its preparations, including goat's milk,"
Alex agreed with his father's words.
"Right, Alex doesn't like the kind of nuts, it's not tasty. Alex doesn't like carrots either,"
"Yes, my God, Alex, why are you so picky?" Emelin asked in a slightly joking tone.
Antony replied, too,
"I'm not picky!"
"Ah? Did ya? I see you often avoid some kind of food,"
"That's for the diet okay? Beans are always not good for facial health,"
"I told you not to diet, look how skinny you are,"
Thanks to Alex, the tension between Emelin and Antony is slightly reduced.
However, inwardly, Emelin still felt uneasy.
In the end, the days just passed when Alex was hospitalized.
Four days there, Emelin also asked for a leave of absence for filming for more than a week because he had to take care of Alex.
In these days at the Hospital, except when Alex spoke, Emelin was so quiet especially to Antony.
Emelin has yet to start her one-on-one conversation with Antony.
Still afraid that Antony's mad at him.
Antony himself just stared at Emelin silently, but always pay attention to what Emelin needs.
They help each other and take turns to take care of Alex.
Right now, after Alex is discharged from the Hospital, Alex looks happy, he is running around in the garden of the house with pleasure.
Emelin was also happy, seeing how it looked like Alex had recovered, although the doctor said, Alex still had to take medication and outpatient for a few days.
"You're not back on set?" Ask Antony suddenly.
Hearing that question, nervousness returned.
Indeed, he has been here for more than a week, he should be here only 2-4 days.
But it doesn't matter at all, even if the director is angry, he can't go back there.
For Antony to ask, did Antony suspect he was going to go the song like he used to?
Suddenly, the discomfort returned.
"I... I'll stay here until Alex is completely healed."
"But isn't your filming important?"
"Alex is the most important thing in my life... When I lost everything, including my career, I just realized, that there are still people who love me even though I am like that, Alex still loves me very much even though I was once evil to him, then, Alex, seeing Alex love me and seeing him smile happily like that..."
Antony echoed Emelin calmly, Emelin continued to speak,
"I was happy, too, when I thought, it was enough for me to be with Alex and see Alex happy, sometimes I think about him, sometimes I think about him, I actually might not really like money or the stage of the entertainment world... Maybe it's just my selfish desire to live with my father's lack of love, get compliments and be loved from everyone to be so much fun, that's why I want to be a Popular Artist... But it's all pseudo-love... That could disappear at any time, so when I saw Alex say he liked me, I was really touched. I just wanted to be a good mother to her, to be a Mother she could be proud of as well, which is why I intend to return to the Entertainment World again..."
Emelin smiled, and said again,
"So, what does it mean that I go back to the Entertainment World again if I can't see Alex happy? Thank you Antony, you gave me Alex, made me have Alex who is very valuable to me. You've always been a good father,"
Hearing those words, this Emelin felt very familiar as well.
The feeling he felt first.
At that time he also felt he lost everything, his mother had died a long time ago, the lover he loved most left him and had an affair, and his Grandfather who was very dear to him also suddenly died.
It made Antony feel a piece of kara, and have no one in the world.
Till...
Emelin gave birth to a child for her, Alex, who was everything to her at the time.
A little baby who filled the void in her life, Emelin had already sucked in giving birth to her until she was in a coma by then.
"Yes, I feel so too, Alex is precious to me and I never regretted choosing to marry you, it was the best decision I've taken in my life."
Emelin was still a little dazed by Antony's words, but before Emelin could think of its profound meaning, or before Antony did his remarks, Alex called Emelin.
"Mama!! Come look around, Papa bought Alex a new toy!"
Emelin immediately turned his eyes to Alex.
"Alright, well Alex Mama's right there,"
Antony should have wanted to say something more to Emelin, but seeing the woman walk away, Antony could only hold back his words.
Maybe not now.
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