My Cold Paid Husband

Episode 125: Don't Be Angry, Papa

Emelin then now remember one of the events in the past, where things like this also happened.

That day, Alex went to a hospital like this....

And that's because of him.

Yes, said Antony, why can he forget these things?

It was very important, but he could forget.

He himself is stupid.

Noticing those things, Emelin began to look even worse.

She doesn't deserve to be Alex's mother.

It's all his fault.....

She has always been unworthy of being Alex's mother....

And now he has committed a fatal mistake.

What if something happens to Alex?

"Yes... It's all my fault. Why am I so stupid? I don't deserve to be Alex's mother... Now it's... Now Alex is like that because of me...." Emelin said back to Antony just now.

His heart was still very worried about Alex's situation and was so frustrated with his stupidity.

What do you want to be a good mother?

She doesn't even know how to be a good mother...

Not worth being a mother to Alex...

Especially trying to be a good wife to Antony....

And because of her...

Alex got like this....

"It's my fault... Alex... Alex got like this... Alex.." - Alex...."

Emelin sniffled there.

Antony was also restrained for a moment to see how Emelin was scavenging and worried about their son.

He doesn't know what to do either...

Just...

The anger in his heart was still a little left....

Thinking about how Emelin can't remember....

Antony was silent again, not knowing what to respond as well.

Seeing how Emelin is scavenging, Antony also realizes how he might also worry Alex, their son....

Emelin is the child's mother after all.

But Antony also tangent what to behave like to Emelin, can only stay there.

Until the doctor came out of the IGD room, Antony asked anxiously,

"How's Alex doing, Doc?"

Emelin also tried to wipe his tears, while waiting for a response from the Doctor.

"He's okay, just fainted and some allergic reactions, won't put his life in danger, he was brought here in time, he's still in the treatment stage, he should be conscious soon."

Antony and Emelin now felt a little relieved after hearing the remark from the Doctor.

"Thank you, doctor. Can we see him now?"

"Of course, she'll be transferred to the inpatient room soon,"

With a bed immediately out of the room, Alex was immediately transferred to the hospital room.

Antony and Emelin follow the nurses until Alex arrives at her hospital room.

But only Antony went inside, Emelin was still outside the room, not daring to enter.

Antony who intends to enter, seeing how Emelin still quiet outside, does not know what to respond.

Thinking, maybe this is also his fault why not tell Emelin about trivial things like this which is actually very important.

"Emelinu? Why are you still out there? Come on in, Alex will definitely be looking for you once you're sober,"

"A... L'm... Can I come in?"

Again, Antony let out a long sigh, though,

"Of course, come in, Alex will be sad if he doesn't see his mother,"

Emelin was still down, not daring to look at Antony, just straight in, then sat down at Alex's bedside chair.

Then immediately grabbed the boy's hand.

Staring at Alex who was still lying weakly in front of him, Emelin's feelings became more and more guilty, he came back crying.

"Alexes.... Sorry Mama...."

In bed, Alex opened his eyes.

The first thing she saw was her mother.

"Mama... Mama.don't cry...."

"Alexes... Alex, are you conscious?"

"Yes... Alex is conscious... This..this Where?"

"You're in the hospital, baby. Sorry Mama... If only Mama hadn't been so careless and given you that soup...."

Alex did not really understand what Mama said, seeing the face of her mother who was so sad and crying, making Alex also feel sad.

"Mama don't be sad, Mama why are you sad? Look Alex is fine, Alex is fine, Alex is fine" said the boy tried to calm Emelin down, but it made Emelin cry more and more, seeing the ascetic Alex care about him.

"Mama... Why are you fighting again? Is there something bad about Mama?"

"No... Not just Alex... It's Mama's fault that Alex is like this."

"Who blames Mama? Alex is fine, it's okay, Ma! Is Dad angry with you?" Alex looked at Antony who had been silent, not saying anything.

"Papa? Papa's angry with Mama? Papa can't be mad at you, Mama... Papa don't be mad at Mama..."

Antony saw the two dearest people in his life became sad, his angry feelings suddenly disappeared.

Indeed, Antony also realizes this is no one's fault, this they are equally wrong.

Lack of communication until things become like this.

She also knows that Emelin is now trying to change and become a good mother, seeing how Emelin starts to love Alex very much, and watching the child.

He understands that Emelin must also be very hit with these things.

He must also feel very sad to see Alex like this.

"Papa is not angry with your mother,"

"Really, Pa?"

"Yes, of course Papa is not angry, how can your Papa be angry at your Mama hmm?"

"Mama, now don't cry anymore, look Papa isn't angry!!"

Emelin had no idea what Antony was saying was true or not, or it was just pseudo words to astonish Alex...

But here, Emelin tried to wipe his tears.

Then she was so shocked, feeling Antony hug her all of a sudden.

"It's okay now Emelin, Alex is fine, I know you're so worried about him, I just freaked out a little bit, so don't be sad again, everything's gonna be okay, okay?"

Seeing Mama and Papa look peaceful, Alex also felt happy, even though his body was still not comfortable.

Emelin back sobbing,

"I'm sorry... Excuse me... Excuse me...

Antony, I'm not good at being a mother..."

Antony tightened his arms around her stroking Emelin's hair trying to calm her down.

"No no, we're both wrong here... Just next time don't do this again...."

"I... I won't be anymore..."

"Other times, if there's something you don't know, you can just ask me, whatever it is, whether it's Alex's favorite or what Alex doesn't like, or whatever it is, you just ask me, I'll always answer,"

Emelin returned the hug.

His heart still felt very sad, trying to forget all his frustration emotions.

"Hmm, I really suck at not knowing anything about you and Alex,"

"It's okay.... You ask anything."

"I don't even know what your favorite food is and Alex...."

"Hmm, you can always ask, me and Alex love seafood,"

"Keep the date of your Birthday...."

"24 December...."

"I... I want to know everything about you...."

"Of course, you can, Emelin."

With that Emelin tried to calm himself in Antony's arms.

But in my heart, Emelin still feels so wrong about all this...

Although Antony can be so good...

Suddenly feeling this kindness, Emelin felt himself unworthy...

Desperation arises...

After what I did...

Do I still deserve Antony?

Is it worth it to be Alex's mom?

Today was supposed to be a beautiful day, but it all fell apart because of him....

Alex had to endure all this pain...

Must be in a hospital like this...

"Hey, Hey... Papa and Mama forgot about Alex?"

"Of course not" Antony said and put Alex in his arms.

They hugged so warmly, but somehow Emelin's heart was still uncomfortable.

He did not feel worthy of this warmth....

Antony why are you always so kind to me and willing to forgive me?

L'm...

I feel unworthy....

What should I do....

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