My choice My regret
5 trauma
a few hours later, the class ended,
" well our class today has ended, we continue in the next meeting.
the teacher also left the class....
and the students who took the class left the room one by one....
"tiwi canteen yuk.
tiwi left the room to walk to the cafeteria, without saying a word
rita who saw the behavior of tiwi even dumbstruck...
when Tiwi was out of class, she realized....
uh.. wi wait...
rita who was tired of chasing tiwi, her breathing pus dashed with fatigue....
" fucking lo wi, ninggalin. tired tau ngejar you.
" anyways even bengong, you who took to the cafeteria said tiwi.
basic lo wi. said rita....
tiwi just smiled faintly...
they walked to the cafeteria together,
because today there are still further courses then tiwi and rita decided to fill the stomach...
tiwi entered the canteen, eyes fixed on the tiwi.
some say hello, smile, some whisper but look straight ahead tiwi coldly.
tiwi, ordering his favorite food and drink, fried rice anchovies and mineral water, after ordering food, he chose a table in the corner sitting with rita, and he chose a table,
" wi, I go to the toilet first.
" yes. said tiwi.
rita leaves the tiwi and goes to the toilet...
while waiting for rita and order came tiwi chose to read the book and listen to music wearing headphones.
people's views remain fixed on the tiwi, out of curiosity with the super cute girl...
until finally the tiwi order came...
" excuse me, is this neng fried rice? said the canteen mother
tiwi closed the book and took off her headphones while smiling at the canteen mother and saying
" Thank you, mom!!!!! "
" Same neng." replied the canteen's mother.
leave the tiwi....
" when eating fried rice teri, suddenly his best friend surprised tiwi from behind without tiwi noticing....
" dor's......
rita surprised tiwi
tiwi was shocked, though,
direct choke
" tiwi is coughing...
rita who was shocked turned out her best friend again ate, felt guilty and immediately thrust the drink on the table in front of Rita while stroking the back of the tiwi and said...
" sorry. sorry....
tiwi just glanced at Rita, annoyed with her actions....
rita sits in front of the tiwi, but the tiwi inhabits the rita and continues to eat it with a cold face..
rita who feels in cuekin, open the sound...
with a sinless flat face, even grinning the horse while saying,
hihihi.. sorry ya wi... don't be angry dong tiwi beautiful I love, if angry more beautiful deh....
guys run away if you're angry....
rita's god, rita,
uncle tralala...
fortunately not to a spoon, said tiwi slowly, but rita heard the words tiwi and laughed out loud...
haha....
you're joking wi again?
time can be scoop to telen !!!
there-there are you....
the students in the cafeteria turned to the source of the laughter....
tiwi immediately beckoned to Rita by attaching the index finger to the lips, because realizing the laughter made the attention of the people in the canteen to them....
rita nodded, knowing the tiwi gesture...
sorry...
eh.... like good fried rice, I want deh. said rita while standing up to order fried rice teri as well....
after ordering the rita sat back in front of the tiwi....
tiwi opened the conversation,
" it's so long you....What's wrong? tiwi
" just back to the cafeteria I met the lecturer. and said the lecturer of English courses, there is a quiz. "answered rita.
" ooo." answered tiwi briefly....
" round wi.". "tease rita while giggling....
" your base, when can be normal, said Tiwi,
" i'm normal times wi, still like men.don't-don't you ya wi who is not normal...
hearing rita's words, tiwi put on a cynical face...
" you think......
" hehehe.
as a result, during being your best friend, I never saw you deket same guy tuh.
" not that there is nothing, but there is nothing that fits in the heart." replied a short tiwi.
while chatting, rita's order came...
" mission neng, here's the fried rice.....
" thank you, ma'am......? answer rita
" together, neng....
" uh.... It's really fragrant, it's as good as this....
rita ate her food...
when eating fried rice, rita still
confused by tiwi's answer,
but rita only looked at the tiwi who was in front of her,
rita also gave input to her closed friend in order to open her heart a little against men.
" wi, call rita.
" yes, answered tiwi
"about that, I don't think there's been anything that fits? but, how can you know what fits not if deket same guy just no, anyone wants to deket you even avoid just acquaintances doank already, try you welcome the same them, try them, maybe you can know their nature how..try deh wi, learn to open your heart a little for guys who want to know you, do not be ice-rich gini.... rita said
only with a nod, tiwi responded to rita's input, while thinking fear of the past events of tiwi repeated again, but rita never knew the problem of dark tiwi, which so far tiwi closed,
the great trauma makes the tiwi afraid to be close to what other men fall in love as if not ready to feel the pain that once tiwi felt....
it has been five years that the incident haunted the tiwi, traumatized the tiwi, learned to fight the fear until now there is still fear....
what else does his past not leave the tiwi completely, but it is still always in the eyes of the man, whatever the tiwi is doing.
" wi, call rita... "
yet tiwi is silent in daydreams...
rita called back to Tiwi, in a rather loud voice...
" SATUR..........!!!!!!
you why?
startled by the loud voice of rita, tiwi finally responded to rita's call
" i. yes rita, why? ? with a confused face
why you wi? something you think about!!!!
dong wi, what's wrong? rita asked curiously.
but tiwi chose not to tell it first, instead of not wanting to tell a story, just not ready for the story....
" there's nothing, ko rita...! with a forced smile
but Rita is sure, there are hidden with tiwi, but rita does not know what it is about.
but Rita chose silence not to continue asking, rita was afraid to offend her best friend...
" ok....!!!!
if you have a story problem?
answered with a nod by a tiwi....
" cring, cring, cring
the bell has rung
rita invites tiwi to go to class,
yes, if we go to class yuk...
yuk.
they also moved from their seats to leave the cafeteria and go to class to attend a course today...
