
#MEaning LOVE#
LOVE is like ice cream, you will still choose your favorite flavor
LOVE is like a dance you have to do your best without seeing how the conditions look
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After Viona came out, Agra refocused on Ara, she approached
ara who was still silent did not speak anymore
“speak ...” Agra held Ara's hand, but soon on the tepis
by him
Agra only looked at Ara guiltily, he had no idea what she was doing
made her feel so guilty, but maybe because she was beginning to realize
her feelings
“I hate you ..., AGRA ANUGRA SON, I really, really hate you .
all night, hoping you'd talk to me, I was too scared
to greet you because I think I don't deserve you..”.
“and again ..., I was wrong, I shouldn't have fallen
love you ...., I should have realized that there is no place here ...”
said Ara while pointing at Agra's chest
“but I was too stupid to let all this happen ...,
I think I still have hope for my feelings because I'm your wife .
today ..., you told me that everything is really over
without starting first ..”
“i was wrong ...., I misinterpreted all your attention during
this ...., I was wrong for expecting too much from this relationship...”.
“I hate you ..., but I love you too .
unable to hate you ...., really .... stupid me ....” Ara
speaking at length poured out all his feelings and threw everything out
his frustration, hoping that after this his feelings would be a little relieved
While Agra can only be silent listening to all the words
Ara, everything that was quiet all this time, she did not know how to behave, she did not know,
there is a sense of pleasure because it turns out Ara loves him, there is a sense of annoyance because it happened
at the wrong time, guilty of being too cowardly to
express his feelings
Ara came back crying .., she didn't know what else to say
‘why is this, why is my view getting darker alone ...” Inner Ara
“Ra..., I can explain everything ..” but before Agra had time
finishing his words, Ara's body had already collapsed first, though,
Fortunately Agra's hand swiftly caught Araa's body before
landed on the floor,
“ra wake up ....” Agra was so panicked, he kept patting Ara on the cheek
hope the girl wakes up soon
“gra ...., stop gra ..., you hurt her ..” Joints immediately
hold Agra's hand
“aku stupid Rend ...” Agra
blaming himself when he found Ara's body lying weak
in his lap
“now is not the time to blame yourself, put him to bed
sofa” Rendi realized Agra , Agra immediately lifted Ara's body and
put him on the couch
Agra did not want to let go of Ara's hand even for a second, he continued
holding Ara's leashed fingers, her regrets seemed useless,
Rendi actually wants to come closer to want to also touch her,
but what right
“i will contact doctor Frans” said Rendi
“fast ...” shouted Agra
Randi did not want to linger immediately put a call on Frans doctor and told him to
come
Fortunately, the distance between the hospital and the office is not too far,
it only takes 15 minutes, Frans doctor has arrived, the arrival of Frans doctor
enough to grab the attention of all office employees, they wonder who
actually the sick to present doctor Frans, if ordinary employees, the,
usually enough to be taken to the office clinic does not need to call a family doctor
Vijaya
After arriving inside that spacious enough room, Rendi immediately
lead Dr. Frans to Ara's place
“actually what happened?” tanyanya pafda Rendi while continuing
walk
“nona Ara suddenly fainted ..”
“what because of the effect of her pregnancy?”
“I don't know ...”
After being near Ara, Frans' doctor immediately examined her, Agra
still loyal to be on Ara's side, not moving a bit
“seems like lo's wife
terspekan” doctor Frans check pulse and pressure of virgin Ara
“Hbnya very low ...., seems like he's been sleep deprived lately
this”
“but it looks like there's something awkward here” real Agra know what
what Frans wants to reveal, he has resigned, which he thinks at this time only
seeing Ara regain consciousness
“like wife lo not ..” Frans wanted to continue, he said but
I can't bear to see his best friend messed up next to his wife
“ini serep vitaminnya, ntar lo redeemable yes, if anything what do not
forgot to contact me, I go first”
“thank you Frans” only that word can be said Agra, Rendi too
come out with Dr. Frans,
He followed Doctor Frans down
“do you know something?” suddenly, Frans stopped
his steps and looked at Rendi
“apa?” ask Rendi back
“something big”
“ for example?”
“pregnancy sister-in-law”
“means?”
“dia is not pregnant”
“whatever you are” Rendi tried not to believe the talk
doctor Frans, but regardless of the refutation doctor Frans is still a doctor
who knows better his situation
Rendi immediately pulled Doctor Frans into a deserted passageway, which was,
I wish no one would hear it
“tell again ..” pinta Rendi
“I'm talking real, even though I'm not an obstetrician but
at least I know if someone is pregnant or not”
Rendi was seen massaging her head that was getting dizzy thinking
more and more problems, the one that has not been completed now must increase
one more problem
“can you keep everything yourself, at least until the time
arrived?” rendi told Dr Frans
“you mean I have to hide everything from mom?”
“ya ..., at least until they are fully aware
feelings”
“cehh...., I really don't understand you, this should be right
your chance to take what you want to get”
“love doesn't go the way we think, but what we think
we feel”
“cehh...., you are so wise, I know from the past between us.
all three of you are the smartest and mature .., but now I ask you...,
if you say love doesn't work out the way you think it does but it does
you feel, then now what do you feel?”
“i feel happy if she is happy, and will be hurt if she
injured”
“and you are sure Agra will make her happy, and if not ...?”
“if not , maybe I'll take it”
“when dealing with mom?”
“you gave me a complicated question ..”
“at least I know if it turns out you still have the heart to
make a choice for your own life, I go ..” doctor Frans immediately.
leaving Rendi who was still silent in her place
***
leaving Agra who is still faithful to wait for Ara, after the death of the Frans doctor and
Rendi , Agra did not get out of place, ioa sat beside the sofa
where Ara lay, she held Ara's hand, and the other hand was used
to wipe the face of Ara who still refused to open her eyes
“wake Ra...., you really managed to scare me ....”
“i know our marriage only started from a misunderstanding, but you
must know...., despite a misunderstanding but I never refuse.
marriage is because I feel comfortable living near you, I don't know why
feel happy this misunderstanding happened, I have absolutely no regrets”
“after what we went through together, whether since when did the feeling
it's growing, I'm afraid if I'm always with you I can't let you go anymore,
I'm too comfortable with you that I'm afraid that one day you'll leave
from me”
“I don't want to make you feel in prison for living with me, I
maybe selfish, on the one hand I want you to stay but on the other
listening to your sighs every day, I know perhaps by letting go will
make you happy”
“why should it be on the loose?” ara's weak voice shocked Agra, until
making Agra lunge backwards, releasing her yang link with Ara
“astaga ....., you surprised me ....., you're awake?”
“if I have spoken, I have woken up ..., you are ...”
“cehhh ..., why at a time like this he still sucks”
gerutu Agra while waking up from his strangled place
Ara tried to wake up, but it turned out that her body had not been able to be made
wake up
“don't get up first, drink” Agra immediately get a glass of water
on the table, Ara drank water
the one Agra offered
“why are you speaking honestly
to Miss Viona, Miss Viona could misunderstand, you'd regret it if
remove it, do not remove it ...”
“stop....., don't talk again” Agra put her index finger on
ara's lips, made the girl instantly silent
“why should I stop talking?” Ara immediately put away the finger
agra
“you made me really sick ..., I'd go crazy if I kept going
look...”
“doesn't he hurt me ..” murmured Ara slowly
“what did you say earlier was true?” ask Agra
‘what did I say?” Ara asked Agra again
“cehhh .., which you said before you fainted”
“I didn't say anything ..” Ara tried to recall what
what happened before made him faint
“how do you remember ....?” Agra tilted her face hoping
get the answer soon
Ara seemed to think hard, then a memory floated in her mind,
all the long words he had uttered before, the words he had spoken
just get out of his mouth
“I hate you ..., AGRA ANUGRA SON, I really, really hate you .
all night, hoping you'd talk to me, I was too scared
to greet you because I think I don't deserve you..”.
“and again ..., I was wrong, I shouldn't have fallen
love you ...., I should have realized that there is no place here ...”
“but I was too stupid to let all this happen ...,
I think I still have hope for my feelings because I'm your wife .
today ..., you told me that everything is really over
without starting first ..”
“i was wrong ...., I misinterpreted all your attention during
this ...., I was wrong for expecting too much from this relationship...”.
“I hate you ..., but I love you too .
unable to hate you ...., really .... stupid me ....”
The words returned to his brain
“astaga ...., what are you doing Ara ....
....” Inner Ara
Ara immediately ruffled her hair, and shook her head
head fast
“how ...., do you remember ....?” Agra still made sure but
with a curvy smile on his lips, he really liked to see Ara who was
like that
“no ...., I don't remember ...” Ara denied it
‘cehhh ..., you this ...., now listen to me......”
“apa?”
“listen carefully ...”
“iya ...”.
“AULIA ZAHRA ..., this is AGRA ANUGRA SON loves you ....,
very-love you .... AULIA ZAHRA, so will you forgive me and
stay by my side, no matter what happens .
from the story of my life, we write together our story in a new page with
more beautiful, let dusk remain dusk and dawn will come tomorrow
....I LOVE YOU ..”
“hahhhh” That's all he can say after hearing a sentence
at length from her husband, she really did not expect it turned out all this time
he considers his feelings wrong because he loves people who do not love him,
but what he had just seen before fainting was also real
How her husband's lips were attached to the woman's lips,
her husband's ex-lover, won't it show that her husband still hasn't
move on
“i know, it's wrong, I shouldn't love you, forgive
I” Agra looks frustrated with Ara's reaction, he really can't read
ara's eye view
“Gra ..” Ara who was still lying on the sofa looked at Agra like
very not the heart
“hemmmm”
“what did you say just now is right?”
“so you doubted me?”
“but that kiss?” Ara recalled Agra's kiss with
Viona, it hurts so much
“dia who kissed me..., not me ..”
“cehhh ..., but you want ..”
‘why the hell are you always asking me to argue.., sucks” Agra.
stand up from her seat and rub her hair in frustration
“i can be honest?”
“what else...?, not if you just want to invite me to argue”
“actually I love you”
“aku know ....” Agra looked back at Ara and immediately sat in front of the ara making sure
the girl's words
“hahhh ..., where did you know?”
“you yourself said earlier before fainting ..”
“iya yes ...., I'm sorry for loving you, but really I
don't mean it that way, I just don't want to be between you and Miss
Viona”
“what the hell do you mean?”
“maybe your feelings for me are just a comfort, no
love, you kissed her for sure because you still love her” Ara's eyes came back
glazed
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