
“I'm lost and you're quiet, it doesn't matter if you don't want to do anything. But at least turn around and look back, there is Me sitting quietly waiting.”
after arriving at the upper room, Agra immediately closed the door so as not to
someone listened to their conversation
Agra threw the fig body on the sofa close to the wide window, until Ara screamed in pain
"sick bby ...." Ara stroked her elbow that hit the back of the sofa
“now tell me” said Agra flat with a cold face
“a-what's bby?” Ara pretended not to understand
“mau until when you don't want to be honest with me.
making me a useless husband ..., I'm such a stupid husband ...” Agra said this time a little
meningu made Ara a little surprised, she immediately lowered her gaze no
she had the courage to look at her husband
for the first time in a long time, Ara saw the anger of her husband, Ara was so frightened that she felt her body tremble
“maaf dear ..” Agra was regretful when he saw the frightened face on
his wife, Agra squatted in front of Ara
“i just want you to be honest, is that heavy being honest with me? What
as hard as it is to believe in your own husband?” agra said while rubbing her hair
and dropping his ass on the floor he sat back down with Ara bowing his head
“forgive me bby ..” Ara came down and hugged her husband
“I don't want to be honest with you bby, but I'm not ready bby ..”
ara's tears were not held back, falling just like that
“if you really consider me your husband, now say
to be honest, I don't like you depending on Rendi or anyone else, you've made my heart really hurt
the big one in the eyes of her husband, made Ara not intend to continue her lie
“aku HAMIL bby ..” Ara closed her eyes, she was ready
husband's anger
Agra who heard Ara's confession, immediately raised his head
looking at his wife who was in front of him, the disappointment that had prevailed
his heart seemed to be annihilated into a happiness priceless by
whatever
“sayang ..” Agra immediately pulled Ara's body into her arms, Ara
the surprised one immediately opened his eyes as his body was already in an embrace
husband
“you're not mad at me bby ..?”
But instead of answering, Agra instead showered Ara's face with
kisses were on all of Ara's face
“bby ...”
“stop ..” Agra covered Ara's mouth with her index finger
“let me feel this immeasurable happiness ..” Agra continues
just hugging and kissing Ara as soon as possible, Agra's happy tears without feeling
dripping in the corner of his eyes
Ara who saw the happiness of her husband, felt very guilty
because she had been presumptuous to hide the news that should have been the right of her husband
“you cry bby?” Ara rubbed the corner of Agra's eyes
“why are you so mean dear ..., why?” ask Agra with
eyes that glaze over
“forgive me bby, I didn't mean ..” Ara stopped
his words when he saw Agra's deeply wounded gaze mixed in
blissfully
“how I don't deserve to be your husband until you're more
choosing Rendi to be the first to know your pregnancy?”
Agra's question so hurt Ara, he doesn't know if
her lies would hurt her husband's feelings so deeply
After wiping away her tears, Agra immediately moved and left
Ara who was still sitting limp
“bby ...”
Agra's steps came to a halt in front of the door, as Ara called out to him
“let me alone for a moment ...” said Agra without turning to
Ara, he did not want his disappointment would hurt his son and wife, Agra prefers to calm down
After Agra was not seen again, Ara cried out,
occasionally hitting his chest that felt tight, so painful, because of his stupidity
she hurt her husband's heart
It should be a happy day for them, today,
but their happiness is hindered by their stupidity
Suppose that. That must be the saddest word in the world." (Mercedes Lacke)
"Sometimes we create our own heartache through his expectations"
***
Downstairs, downstairs, please,
Agra was soon approached by Nadin who had been waiting
her brother came down, but his steps came to a halt right in front of Agra
Nadin became unwilling to ask after
looking at her sister-in-law's disheveled face, her lips were as though they were all alone
“you take care of your brother first, I came out for a while ..” said Agra flatly,
without waiting for an answer from Nadin, Agra immediately ran away from Nadin
Agra exits Ruko and heads to the motorbike that is already parked there,
he immediately got on the motorbike and left the Ruko parking lot
After Agra was not seen again, Nadin immediately ran up
on the stairs, she opened the door and found her brother crying
front sofa
“kakak ..” Nadin immediately ran over to his brother and
sat him on the sofa
“kak why? Brother got into a fight with brother Agra?” Nadin stroking
ara's back
Ara immediately hugged her sister
“kak why? Brother story..”
“dumb brother deck ...., stupid brother ..”
“iya I know..., stupid brother why?” nadin's speech made Ara immediately widen
the pillow to Nadin's back was upset
“instead of entertaining sister, you even tease sister” Ara said
still with tears flowing
“now say , what folly have you done, let
I can help ..”
“kakak HAMIL deck ..”
Hearing Ara's words, Nadin was completely shocked, he immediately closed
his mouth is open
“then, did brother Agra not want it, until he left
a sister? This should be happy news, right, brother....? agra is not really
love with brother? Very bad brother Agra, over time slang the same ice block made
his heart is frozen, so I want to rub my nose pack vase bunga”
“stooooppppp ...” shouted Ara
“diem you used to deck ..., let me explain first the problem, please,
don't origin nudu”
“this is not accusing brother, we just go home brother, do not take care of it
the husband is not useful, so before me, the other brother also did not cry
essential”
“don't crewet you deck, if you don't want diem, brother kick you
up to the bottom floor , can be silent, let brother who say”
“maaf ..., I diem ..”
“me wrong deck, I've covered all this from brother's husband, brother,
she was as if I was pregnant on the deck, full of joy, even she put aside her upset taste
her pride deck, I prefer Rendi to know first than husband
sister own”
“uuuhhhh ..” Nadin immediately hugged his brother back while
pursed his lips
“patient brother yes, I'm sure brother Agra will not be angry for long
brother, he just needs himself to nenangin selam”
“hopefully deck ..”
“but brother is really heartless anyway, I tell ya brother, the husband will be very cool if made the first.
Agra, try me think, if you are in the position of Agra, you must be the next brother
angry with Agra”
Nadin's words made Ara's cries again break
“you're right deck..., hiks hiks hiks ..”.
“yah ..., why so cry again ..., yahh yahhh ....” Nadin scratched his head
which actually doesn't itch
***
Agra stopped his motor at the edge of the lake, a lake that used to be frequent
Agra, Rendi and Frans visited while still in High School, there is a place
their favorite to avoid all the rules set by Ratih
Agra sat on one of the benches overlooking the lake, he
looking at the lake water that reflects orange light from the sun almost
drowned
The leaves that fell on it oscillated following the waves of water
who was exposed to the wind
Suddenly a voice startled him, someone immediately sat in
beside
“lo here?” that person is Rendi
As if feeling lazy in response to the leafy person beside her, agra
feeling the person next to him has created complexity in the home
ladder
Not getting an answer from Agra, Rendi also stood closer
the lip of the lake and took out a pebble and threw it into the middle of the lake
“lo see that stone ..., you would be like that stone if it were too
confident to solve everything, if you want to get to the middle of the lake but do not sink, put a stone
it was on top of the leaf, that leaf that would carry it to the middle of the lake, if it remained
fear of drowning then look for leaves wider”
“gue does not understand what you crapin” said Agra remains
with his uncertain look
“gue best friend lo.., I'll always be there every lo need me, I
will be a leaf that is ready to support you up to the middle of there”
“gue do not like you too meddle in my household affairs, I
do not like Ara too hanging everything to elo”
“he still thinks lo the number one, not I”
“that's what you always tell me about my truth, but in fact
do you still be my pride, I am indeed his biological son, but
nyokap I just think of me as garbage, nothing more ...” said Agra while
standing close to Rendi with a face that shone with such fury
within
“lo wrong ...” Rendi tried to explain, but got cut back
with the words of Agra
“ya I was wrong, I was too naive, I was too trusting
same lo, I already consider you as my brother, but it turns out I was wrong, after
you took my nyokap, you still want to take my wife” said Agra while attractive
collar Rendi
“stop doing stupid” snapped Rendi while shaking hands
Agra until Agra fell down because of the loss of his balance, he sat on the ground
the ground, Rendi also lowered her head and pulled back the collar of Agra's shirt
“gue does not know you are pretending to be stupid or are you stupid,
you should be able to differ where people who are truly sincere are the same you, maybe
there are people out there clapping our hands like gini, they're happy
watch us fight, you already give a fresh breeze on them”
Agra silently confirmed the words of his best friend, Rendi took her hand off
agra's collar when he saw Agra was not as angry as before, Agra's anger had begun to subside
Rendi stood up, and let Agra wake up on her own, after waking up
Agra sat back on the bench he was sitting on
“sorry ..., I am confused, I am disappointed, I am angry, injured because of Ara
more choose lo more to know the happy news for us”
Rendi immediately sat down next to Agra, staring at the lake
just like Agra was looking at
“so you already know if Ara is pregnant?” Agra just nodded
responding to Rendi's words
“actually not Ara who told me, at that time I was the same Frans
deliberately told the mistress to take Ara to Frans” hospital
“ibu?” Agra made sure to re-create Rendi's words
“iya ...., the mistress who told us to do the examination, initially
Just make a regular checkup to arrange a pregnancy program because of the mistress
I wanted grandchildren, but it turned out that everything was more than what we were
allegedly, when checked it turns out Ara already contains 10 weeks” Rendi gives
explanation of Agra
“he loves you very much, he just wants to protect you
by sending you away from her because Madame Aruni has a plan
bad for you guys”
Agra digested well Rendi's speech, he still had to find
proof for himself what Rendi said, he did not want to be too hopeful on
Rendi, his mother or anyone else
In the midst of that silence, they were shocked by the arrival
doctor Frans is bored like running a marathon
“ah ...., thankfully you do not pa pa. ..” said doctor Frans
while holding his chest
Agra and Rendi looked at each other
“lo from where?” ask Agra
“gue kira lo, lo ..” doctor Frans appointed his two friends
‘emang why with us?” tanya Rendi remained with her dingy face
“gue guess you guys are in truce, said adjutant lo ucal
my calling-calling he said you guys are fighting again, they are confused to take sides
who, if you guys really fight I will tell your adjutant to make jeburin
you guys go to the lake so no one wins”
“basic lo ...” Agra and Rendi immediately approach Frans and
immediately oppressed doctor Frans, they laughed together as if back in time
where they don't think too much about such a complicated problem
They enjoy the twilight on the edge of the lake by eating some snacks that are deliberately brought by
Frans before they got to that place, they laughed, poked each other, and each other
it is like friendship in general
"I'll stay here to be sad for a while. So, you don't have to worry about me. *all will come back good."
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