My Boss Is My Ex - Boyfriend

Chapter 12's

Day by day goes by properly. Radit and Mesya's relationship is getting closer and the two often spend time together, either for dinner or spending time on weekends. As of today, Mesya is already in Radit's house, a private house that is only filled by the man alone and there will be housekeepers who come at eight in the morning to five in the afternoon.

The hour was nine in the morning when Mesya finished making breakfast. Mesya climbed onto the second floor of this sizable house, entering into Radit's unlocked room without knocking first. On the king-size bed Radit lay peacefully, hiding his face behind a thick black blanket.

Mesya walked towards the window, opened the curtains for the sunlight to enter completely, then stepped closer towards the bed and sat on the edge, waking Radit up by patting the man's cheek. Not to forget Mesya also pulled the blanket that the man used so that Radit did not get more soundly in his sleep.

Radit who was disturbed also blinked his eyes many times to adjust to the incoming light, then smiled when he found the smiling face of Mesya who he first saw.

It was not only this time that Mesya came to Radit's house, including the third time since the man was sick some time ago that requires Mesya to come and take care of him. Mesya knows enough how Radit works when sick and he misses those times, where he used to take care of the man because Radit's parents were always busy.

“When do you come?” asked Radit who had changed his position to sit down. Both calls have indeed changed, Radit said it is not comfortable to talk wearing lo-gue at their age. Mesya just according to it, anyway he likes it. Sounds sweet and friendly.

“Since. I even made breakfast for you,”

“Serious?” Radit's forehead shriveled uncertainly, because he knew that since the first woman who became a former lover who still expected it was never able to cook. The kitchen will be destroyed when Mesya touches the goods there, especially the stove.

“iya, so quickly get up, wash your face, brush your teeth, keep bathing, after that we go to the kitchen. The food was cold later,” Radit chose to nod and get up from his seat, stepping towards the bathroom that was in his room.

Radit came out with a fresh face. The originally messy bed is now neat and a change of clothes is available on the bed. A smile on his thin lips rose and then put on the clothes that Mesya had prepared. Radit feels like he has a wife like this.

Not wanting to make Mesya wait too long, Radit rushed out of his room, descended the steps with wide steps and walked towards the dining room. There the beautiful woman with a peace-collared knee-length dres Sabrina stood pouring the still steaming tea into a cup. She smiles when she realizes Radit is coming, and asks him to sit on the chair.

Mesya painstakingly spooned the rice as well as the hot chicken soup into the dish, and several other side dishes before finally giving the plate that was fully filled with it to Radit.

“I feel I have a wife know not, Sya,” said Radit while feeding a spoonful of rice and side dishes.

Mesya only smiled a little, not daring to respond more because it was clear he still remembered his status who already had a fiancee. Not wanting to destroy his mood, Mesya then took the rice as well as the side dish for himself.

“Bot engaged you are not angry you are the same I keep?” tanya Radit opened a dialogue in the middle of their breakfast.

Mesya who was about to put rice into his mouth stopped and put it back on the plate. “He doesn't know,” he replied slowly. In his heart, Mesya continued to curse himself who had not dared to be honest with Aldrich about Radit, but also because lately they rarely met. Aldrich only contacts him occasionally.

“Why? You don't intend to tell him about me?” radit asked a little disappointed, but there was also a relief that he could not ignore. Although the initial impression is good, Radit is not sure the man who became the fiancee of his former lover will still allow a close relationship.

“Not that, I'm just confused how to say it, and again there is no time also for me to tell about you the same Al, he's been busy lately, and again,” said Mesya did not want to make Radit misunderstand, consider himself deliberately hiding the relationship between those who intertwined many years ago. Aldrich already knew that Radit his superior, Mesya did not want Radit to consider his presence worthless to Mesya.

“You love him?” the question was thrown around without Radit planning.

“Sorry that my honesty disappointed you, Dit. But I must admit that I do love Aldrich. Since your departure he has always been by my side, comforting me and hearing my grievances. Convincing me to rise from grief, offering me the happiness I need. At first I refused but her persistence in pursuing me made me finally melt and decided to go through this relationship. Initially it did feel bland, but over time my love developed. He's a good man who sincerely loves me. It feels outrageous if I don't reciprocate her feelings,”

Mesya glanced at Radit, reviewing his thin smile. “A day that was originally gray due to your stay, slowly turns pink. Little by little I can forget you .. more precisely mengikhlaskan your departure,” ralat Mesya.

“Sorry not waiting for you,” continued Mesya slightly whispered.

Radit did not respond at all, too confused and claustrophobic to Mesya's story that made him realize that hope was no longer there. Although their relationship has improved, it does not guarantee to re-knit the story that once existed. Radit was sorry, but it was too late. Mesya is happy with the men

After breakfast the two sat in the living room, watching television broadcast the news with an awkward atmosphere that Radit had actually created. Radit's head is too full of stifling shadows about Mesya and her happy fiance amid her regret that has decided to leave.

Sometimes Radit glanced at Mesya who both chose silence. Radit had no idea what the woman beside him was thinking, but he could guess that it must not be him in the Mesya reverie.

“If I hadn't chosen to end our relationship, maybe now we'd have married, yes?” said Radit suddenly, breaking the reverie of Mesya.

“Dit—”

“Unfortunately I can't turn back time either. Regretting is no longer meaningful, forcing will instead increasingly show my selfishness,” turned his face in the other direction, Radit pulled the corner of his lips forcefully. Miris, he was feeling sorry for himself.

“Dit—”

“I should have realized that you no longer belong to me, but this heart refused. I'm sorry, Sya. I'm sorry that my presence messed up your future with her. But I beg you, do not pity me, do not try to consider,” Radit shook his head lightly. “As you said, he is kind and makes you happy. It already makes me relieved, at least you fell on the right man.”

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When the afternoon before Mesya came home, Radit who intended to deliver was rejected gently by the beautiful woman. In addition to carrying his own vehicle, Mesya also intends to stop by other places. Since the chat with Radit earlier Mesya decided to meet Aldrich and tell him about Radit. As his ex said, Mesya will not change his decision. He will still choose Aldrich because after all the man is his fiancee. Radit also did not mind even though it still looks unreasonable.

It is not the fault of Radit who is late, nor is it the fault of Mesya who too quickly decided to get engaged. It is all about time, destiny and the way of life that God determines.

On the way to Aldrich's apartment, Mesya decided to stop by the supermarket first. He intends to cook for dinner later with his fiancee who on holidays like this is still busy with work.

Mesya had intended to go to the man's office, but stopped and chose to wait in the apartment, giving a surprise to the fiancee he missed. Mesya hopes that his presence in welcoming the man's return can reduce the fatigue and burden of Aldrich from his work.

Since taking care of his father's legacy company, Aldrich did decide to live alone in the apartment because the distance is closer to the office. Sofia only resigned when her first child chose to stay apart on the condition that the weekend should go home. But it can not always be filled Aldrich because of his busyness.

This is not the first time Mesya also came to the apartment Aldrich, because they used to spend time together, whether it was to chat, do tasks or gather with other friends. But since the man was busy with his work as well as his, Mesya no longer visited his fiance's apartment. This was his first time coming again in the last few months, especially without Aldrich.

Still remember with the password that Aldrich once told him, Mesya pressed one by one number until the sound of ‘klik’ made his smile engraved. Mesya entered the quiet room, stepping into the kitchen to put the plastic groceries he had bought in the supermarket he passed while on the way.

It was still four past fifteen minutes in the afternoon when Mesya glanced at the clock on his left wrist. After washing his hands in the sink, Mesya's feet stepped towards the living room, turning on the television so that the atmosphere was not too quiet. But when the remote lying on the new sofa he managed to reach, a strange sound was heard by his senses.

Mesya approached the sound to make sure that what he heard was real. Trying not to make Mesya's voice run slowly, approaching until the sound is more clearly heard. Mesya frowned as the returning voice felt he recognized.

Slowly Mesya opened the door that was not closed perfectly, after which Mesya gasped when he saw two people billowing on the bed with a naked keadaa. Mesya's eyes heat up, his hands he uses to cover his mouth that is wide open due to shock that makes him tight.

The groans of the two men on the bed sounded disgusting in Mesya's ears. But even so Mesya did not intend to leave, nor did he intend to stop the two who had not yet realized his presence. Many times Mesya closed his eyes, feeling annoyed with what he saw.

It was only this first time that Mesya watched the hot scene in bed live, and it really made Mesya nauseous. Unable to bear to witness further what the two men were doing, Mesya finally cleared his throat hard enough to make the two men realize that they were no longer just the two of them. And yes, it succeeded in making the two turn their heads, the woman immediately pulled the blanket that had been lying horribly on the floor with a reddened face, holding in shame, and, while the man was surprised when he found out who was interfering with his activities.

“This is what you said was busy working?” mesya asked with a flat face and an eye highlight that implied she would be disappointed. “Ah yes you are indeed busy working .. work makes children mean,” continued Mesya while nodding his head with his hands folded in the chest. “From the first you were always honest Al,” added Mesya smiled cynically at the man who is now wearing his thin shorts.

“Sorry, I interrupted when you were tense,” Mesya grimaced pretending to be guilty, staring alternately at the two people in front of him who were still silent.

“Al, I'm not angry. I know as a guide I can not always be there for you, can not always accompany you, and even I can not fulfill your wishes. I am quite self-aware, you are like this because of my mistakes. You're a normal guy who needs to channel your lust. Honestly I was disappointed, but also grateful because I knew firsthand and knew early. God is good, he shows your behavior let me realize that you are indeed not a good man as you have always displayed. Ah, errat you good man actually, but not the best for me.”

The length of Mesya spoke without any cutting. Her tears had dripped unsolicited, conveying her disappointment towards the fiancee she intended to defend. But everything changes, not when faith is destroyed so cruelly.

“I'm not a woman who likes to share, Al, therefore it seems like our relationship must be ended,” Mesya release a small object that is circular on his ring finger. “After this, you are free with any woman. Thank you for two years. And thank you for the disappointment you gave me today. I'm sorry.”

After saying that and throwing his engagement ring at Aldrich, Mesya left Aldrich's apartment feeling devastated. He could still clearly hear Aldrich's angry and frustrated groans inside before Mesya managed to close the apartment door.

Wiping away the rest of her tears Mesya then took a heavy breath, entered the elevator and tried to develop her smile. Mesya was disappointed with what he saw just now. But he could not deny that there was relief that suddenly approached.