My Bipolar Boy's

123. Relationship

After returning from the supermarket, Bryan often stared at Cahya. Cahya herself was aware of her husband's gaze. But he tried to ignore, because he thought Bryan only felt guilty for making him exhausted by Amertha.

Cahya is already in her room. He was lying down while stroking his stomach slowly. Somehow she felt like her husband was trying to stroke her stomach while singing a lullaby.

Feeling unable to sleep, Cahya decided to leave the room. Maybe watching tv will be the first option that Cahya will do after leaving the room. But suddenly his steps became stopped as soon as he saw the existence of the husband sitting on the sofa.

Bryan who felt the presence of others immediately circulated his gaze. His eyes were fixed on Cahya's perspective which was now staring at him. Suddenly Bryan felt nervous after looking at Cahya.

“You why haven't you slept?” The question greeted Bryan's hearing. Now Cahya was sitting beside Bryan by separating a distance of several tens of cm between them. “Not yet. You yourself why haven't you slept.”

Cahya reviewed a thin smile. “Same as you.” the answer is short which of course is not the truth.

There's no way Cahya said that her son wanted his father to pet her. It's not the right time to tell Bryan about her pregnancy. Bryan still doesn't remember it.

Bryan just’oh’ only. Now the views of the two are focused on the tv channel, but not with the minds of those who are now traveling somewhere. “How's your lecture? Is there a constraint?” Cahya tried to melt the atmosphere by discussing the topic of lectures.

“Leave a few more things to reach the target and so far smoothly.” The reply is still facing the tv. “If you are alone? Still in college or already working?” Actually this question Bryan wanted to ask from the beginning. Because Bryan never knew Cahya activities outside the house. And all he knew was, Cahya was often at home.

Is this really Cahya his wife? That's what Bryan often asked himself.

“I'm in college, but not here. Besides this is still in my holiday period.” replied Cahya soberly.

Circumstances suddenly quiet and Cahya tries to find another topic. But the question Bryan was asking made him turn his head.

“Actually you're me? Why do you and my mom always say we're married. Though I don't remember anything at all about you.”

Cahya sighed for a moment before answering her. “What you need to know is that I am your wife and you are my husband.”

“Then who is Amertha? Why do I remember only him being my girlfriend?” She looked into her husband's eyes. Bryan also stared long into Cahya's eyes. From that gaze, Bryan could feel sincere feelings and despair at the same time. And somehow that hopeless look bothered him so much.

“I don't know what you've had to do with Amertha since being here. But before you left for college here, we were married. And your attitude has changed somewhat since this 3 months. So I decided to visit you here. But what did I get? You even made fun of him.” The sad face graced Cahya's face. His eyes returned to tv.

His memory repeats the heart where he came to surprise Bryan, but he was surprised. Though previously Cahya had prepared a happy surprise for her husband.

There was regret lodged in Cahya's heart, if only she would have listened to Bryan's explanation at that time. Bryan would not be likely to be hurt and result in forgetting memories like this. Everything will be so much better.

But even though it feels useless, his relationship with Bryan still can not be said well despite progress. Bryan still doesn't remember. After all, Cahya soon had to return to her country to continue her studies.

For a moment Cahya pondered, thinking that in the end Bryan did not remember it at all, then how is this marriage? Does Cahya have to be right – properly release Bryan for others. Although Cahya himself will not be able to release Bryan.

...[ * ¥ * ]...

Last night's talk only came to the topic of the lecture and Cahya paid to the room first to avoid the topic that would later even damage the mood. Now Cahya just intend to leave the room to prepare breakfast.

Just closing the room door, Cahya was jolted by the existence of the two people who were now hugging in her kitchen. A feeling of pain immediately surrounded Cahya's heart as soon as she saw her husband's intimacy with her boyfriend.

Trying to catch her breath, Cahya now steadily stepped towards the dining table facing the kitchen. “Good Morning.” He prefers to sit at the dining table.

The greeting jerked the two and they immediately released their embrace.

“Good morning.” It was a reply from Amertha who had been in her apartment since when.

“You came here early in the morning.” said Cahya who intends to slightly insinuate Amertha who has come early – early in the morning here.

Bryan's gaze for a moment was fixed on Cahya, Cahya herself ignored the gaze of her husband. Let's say Cahya is jealous of the affection Bryan showed Amertha. After all, which wife is not jealous if her husband is making out with other women. Cahya was just an ordinary woman who could certainly feel jealous.

Bryan tries to ignore the guilt he somehow feels after being caught making out with his own girlfriend. So why is this Bryan?.

“Then I take a shower first, after which we have breakfast together.” Bryan kissed Amertha. But his gaze was directed at Cahya who was now throwing her face at him. After Bryan left, Cahya looked straight at Amertha who was now serving ready food on the dining table.

If you think Amertha cooked earlier, certainly not entirely wrong. Amertha was just heating up the food she had bought in the restaurant. Amertha sat in front of Cahya and Cahya was still staring at her for a long time.

Realizing that he was being stared at made Amertha belik staring at Cahya. “What's up? Why look at me like that.”

“Are you not ashamed?”

Alis Amertha linked “Malu? About what?”.

Cahya rolled her eyes lazily. “I don't think you're stupid to know what I mean.”.

Amertha stared cynically at Cahya. “What do you really want to talk to? Don't beat – tele!” Amertha's tone increased by 1 octave.

For a moment Cahya closed her eyes, pussing so as not to follow the emotions. “Not that you already know that I'm Bryan's wife. But why are you still approaching my husband.”

“Of course you didn't forget, did you? If Bryan thinks of me as his girlfriend.”

“But you should remember your limits. Not – mornings gini you've come here.”

Really, serving Amertha in the morning like this even makes Cahya's mood so damaged.

“What is the problem. Bryan alone does not protest, why even you are angry.”

Amertha moved a little towards Cahya. “You should remember your position here. You're not more just hitchhiking here. And your presence doesn't mean what – is for Bryan.”

Cahya was stunned to hear that remark. Indeed, since Bryan forgot his memory, his presence was only like the wind and then for Bryan. Seeing his inertia Cahya made Amertha review a slanted smile.

Cahya got up from her position, she walked towards the kitchen to make pregnant mother's milk. Before that, he picked up the milk he had put under near the refrigerator. This is done to avoid questions from Bryan. So to be safer, he better hide the fact that she is currently pregnant.

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Currently Cahya is leaning on the sofa, her body feels sore because she finished cooking food for her husband. Since Jamil Cahya so easily tired, maybe this is the effect of her pregnancy. And again, he had not checked the womb for a long time to the doctor.

Since living here, Cahya is indeed preoccupied with his household affairs that until today has not been spread out as well. Bryan still does not remember it and in the near future Cahya must return to his homeland.

If Bryan still doesn't remember, what to do. Although Bryan's attitude was not as cold as before, but that does not mean his attitude became warm. Even often Bryan openly - light mingle with Amertha.

How Cahya can be good, if in front of her own face treated to the intimacy of the husband with another girl. "I I just have to give up?"

Cahya shook her head loudly or her words just now. "Cannot. I had to make Bryan remember me. Just gotta!" he cried with spirit.

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