My Bipolar Boy's

118. Cravings

Cahya and her family are on their way home. Of course with Bryan who is now sitting next to Cahya. Cahya herself did not look at her husband.

Since then he has only struggled with his thoughts. Because he believes that in the near future, Bryan will be further away from him. I don't know why his feelings are so strong about it.

Several times, Bryan glanced at Cahya who was sitting quietly beside him. Although his mother said that the figure next to him was his wife.

It was hard for Bryan to believe. After all, even one small memory is not remembered by Bryan about the figure of Cahya. Even if Cahya was really his wife, why was she not there when he opened his eyes.

Even the figure believed by Bryan as his lover is what is beside him.

During the trip, no one spoke. Both Bryan, Bryan and Cahya's parents prefer silence. The four of them arrived at Bryan's apartment.

Cahya's body felt very tired. Not to mention that she was currently pregnant, making her weakness feel many times more than usual.

"You slept with Cahya, Bryan." The words of his mother Bryan stopped his steps.

"No, Ma."

Rejection is already predicted by Cahya, but why the pain is increasing. Even Cahya did not expect, just because of that rejection alone, her mood got worse.

"Ta--,"

"Already, Ma. Let me sleep in the other room." I don't want to argue any longer. He just wants to rest. Bryan needs a rest, too. For future problems, let it be a business later.

After all, forcing Bryan to remember him would only make Bryan depressed. And it must be a little longer for Bryan to remember.

"Cahya said goodbye to the room first, Ma, Dad." After saying that, Cahya headed straight to the room closest to her current position.

Irena and Sanjaya just nodded while watching Cahya who had just entered the room. Bryan just looked at her indifferently and passed towards his room. Of course the room was different from Cahya earlier.

Fortunately in the mother's apartment there are 3 rooms, so Cahya can rest in peace tonight.

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The clock is 02.23 A.M.

Someone who had just woken up from his sleep was unable to resume his sleep. I don't know what made him go back to sleep.

He tried to close his eyes a few times, but he did not fall asleep. Since then, his body has been very tired and of course needs rest.

Not to mention, he had just returned from the hospital after an accident that he did not remember. He is the only son of Irena and Sanjaya Wirautama.

Bryan grunted in annoyance. He finally gave up and decided to get up from that position. Though he was not hungry at all, but somehow he arrived - suddenly wanted to eat something.

Something that smells of peanuts. Bryan rarely eats food made from peanuts.

She headed for the lower floor of her apartment. He intended to take a drink and look for peanut butter in his refrigerator.

But just a few steps away, he set foot on the ground floor. But Bryan's gaze shifted to the TV room to the left of his standing position.

Curiosity made Bryan step towards the room that was limited by several shelves. He saw the TV in a lighted position and Bryan could hear the sound of the TV even though it was faint. As watching TV today does not sound the volume of the TV in normal mode.

He saw the figure of a long-haired woman who is now focusing on TV broadcasts while occasionally eating food in front of him.

"Huhya?" The call made the owner of the name look over. She was surprised to see her husband nearby.

"You awake?" Cahya looked at Bryan who was still standing a few meters beside her.

Bryan did not answer. Bryan stared at the plate Cahya was carrying. For a second, Bryan gulped his hard-earned saliva. Because on the plate served food that makes Bryan's hunger reappear.

Because his words were not responded by Bryan, making Cahya again call him. "Mas. Bryan's mom?"

"Yes" answered Bryan who had just realized from his daydream.

"Why wake?"

Bryan cleared his throat for a while after taking his eyes off the plate that was in Cahya's hand. "Well."

That short answer made Cahya nod. Cahya herself did not bother because of the short answer from her husband.

He went back to eating his food. Cahya is the same as Bryan. He also woke up suddenly hungry. That's why he cooks the food he currently eats.

In the refrigerator, there are several kinds of food. But somehow, Cahya was not interested in eating that food. In fact, he really wants to eat meat with peanut spices.

This food is sort of satay, but not skewed with bamboo. Cahya just burned it and covered it with peanut butter. Fortunately, in the refrigerator there is a supply of nuts, so Cahya has no trouble getting it.

Feeling Bryan who had not yet moved from his position, made Cahya frown confused. "What's up, you want?" bargain so see the direction Bryan gaze fixed on the plate in his hand it.

To be honest Bryan wanted to nod, but he had the prestige to admit it. "No. I'm not hungry." After saying that, Bryan passed towards the kitchen.

In his current position, Bryan was taking a cold drink in the refrigerator. The initial intention of where he wanted to eat peanut butter had to run aground. As soon as he saw there was only chocolate jam and strawberries in his refrigerator.

Somehow he suddenly wanted to eat the food Cahya had eaten earlier. But again - again the sense of prestige appeared. Where would he ask for the food eaten by Cahya earlier.

It was better to endure that hunger, than to have to ask Cahya. For a long time he fought with his mind, until he did not realize that there was Cahya nearby.

"Mass?"

The call made Bryan jump in shock. But his face immediately turned flat when he saw the presence of Cahya. "Why?"

"I should have asked, Why?"

"What am I really doing?"

Cahya let out a patient breath. It had been a few minutes since Cahya was standing near Bryan. She thought her husband had gone straight back to the room after drinking water.

But as soon as he returned to the kitchen to put the dishes and the glasses down. He saw that the kitchen lights were still on. It turns out her husband is still there.

Cahya had heard that Bryan was hungry. But the question is, why did he not eat the food in the refrigerator.

Yesterday, Mama Irena ordered a lot of food. Because he did not have time to cook, because he was busy taking care of Bryan's return from the hospital.

Back to Cahya, who was now staring confusedly at Bryan. Her husband looked at the plate he had used to eat.

It was as if I knew what Bryan was thinking. Cahya stepped towards the washbasin father behind Bryan. "If Mas hungry, in the refrigerator there is still a lot of food" he said while washing dishes and used glasses earlier.

"I also know that." Bryan replied rather sniffly.

Still doing the dishes. Cahya returned. "If you know why it's not eaten. Didn't go to the kitchen hungry, did you?"

Checkmate

Bryan no longer replied to Cahya, because it was true. It's just that he doesn't want to eat the food that's in the fridge.

He just wanted to eat - the food that Cahya had just eaten. Not with the others. But Bryan also knew that the food had been eaten by Cahya. Just look at the plate is not left a single piece of food.

Bryan wanted that food. I don't know why he wants to eat right now. And that should be food. Not another, even Bryan had imagined what the taste of meat covered with peanut seasoning would look like.

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The sound of a plate placed in front of him made Bryan look down while staring at what was on the plate earlier.

The grilled meat with the peanut seasoning that looked comforting, was now in front of his eyes. He turned his gaze towards the side. Where the plate came from.

Bahyah.

He's all he saw was there. Don't forget her smile that somehow felt sweet in her vision.

"Eat, Mas. It's still new, I did it a little bit. If it's less, in the microwave there's also."

Bryan did not reply to that. He just felt a little familiar with the smile of Cahya earlier. And somehow his heart was racing.

Seeing the husband who was just silent, made Cahya again speak up. "If you don't want to, it's okay." Cahya had just wanted to pull back the plate, but failed because of her hand she was held back by Bryan.

"Leave it here. If I'm hungry, I'll eat." That answer made Cahya comment on a bright smile.

Cahya knew of her husband's prestige, so she took the initiative to leave Bryan alone. Because if he's still there. Cahya was 100% sure that Bryan would not want to eat the food he made.

"Then, excuse me, Mom. When you're done, put the plate in the washbasin. Let me wash it tomorrow."

Shortly after saying that, Cahya passed away. Bryan also made sure that Cahya was no longer visible. Then he ate the food crazily. It was as if he had not eaten for a few days.

"Enak" he muttered involuntarily. But like Bryan did not realize that from a distance Cahya returned to review a soft smile. As soon as he saw Bryan greedily eating the dishes he made.

"It looks like your papa is cravings, son" he said softly even barely audible while stroking his flat stomach.

Cahya went into her room because she did not want to disturb her husband's eating activities. Worth it, when I woke up. Cahya wanted to cook the food in a fairly large portion.

It turns out this is the answer. Her husband was cravings, eating peanut-smelling food. Though Cahya also knew that Bryan rarely eat - processed foods made from nuts.

...The reason is none other than because Bryan was cravings😂....

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...🍁 Papa candidates again cravings. Fortunately the prospective mother sensitized, yes😂 🍁 ...