My Best Happiness Is With You.
WALK
That morning Nia wakes Eun Dan up for the morning prayer, Eun Dan who thinks that she will be bad luck soon rises from her sleep before opening her eyes.
"Be careful when you stumble..." Nia
Eun Dan rubbed her eyes and began to walk properly towards the bathroom, when Eun Dan's face came out looking fresh and ready for dawn prayers.
"This doesn't usually happen... Why am I so sleepy today..." Said Eun Dan
"Is your sleep good?"
"I'm not even dreaming"
"It's probably because you're too tired"
"That could be the reason"
The two begin their morning prayers, after Nia's prayer pulls Eun Dan into the kitchen to accompany her to cook breakfast.
"You seem to fall asleep if you're left alone!" Nia
"I think so!"
Nia opened the refrigerator and took out the ingredients she needed to cook.
"Is it not too early to cook?" Said Eun Dan
"I want to cook some kind of food.... Besides I feel hungry now" Nia smiled
"You're really hungry right now!.... Then I'll help you cook"
The two began to prepare the materials and tools they would use. While they were busy cooking Yeon Jun came carrying a bottle of milk to the kitchen.
"I think my nose has a problem, but someone is cooking!" Yeon Jun said
"Do you need anything?" said Eun Dan who was busy with her vows.
"I have to make milk... Jeo Ri is crying right now..." Yeon Jun said
"Is his ASI in trouble again?" Ask Nia
"Yes." replied Yeon Jun
After finishing making the milk Yeon Jun returned to his room.
"I think it's ripe, what about the rice..." Said Eun Dan then glanced at Nia who was chewing raw instant noodles.
"..... Her rice was almost ripe" Nia felt awkward with Eun Dan's gaze
"What are you doing?!... Even so hungry you should not eat instant noodles that have not been cooked!" Eun Dan has trouble explaining everything to Nia
"I'm sorry... When I was a kid I used to do this... It's delicious to eat like this!" Said Nia who tried to explain to Eun Dan
"Stay away... How the.... Can..." The annoyed Eun Dan even had trouble putting her words together
Nia took two steps closer to Eun Dan slowly
"I'm sorry... I'm not going to repeat it... I promise" Nia tried to seduce him
There was no response from Eun Dan, she just kept quiet and looked at Nia sadly. Nia then kisses Eun Dan's cheek briefly.
"Why are you angry? I only ate one small bite, why are you so concerned about this?, I even ate one pack of raw noodles per day, whereas this is just one small bite and you're taking issue with it as if I'm eating stale and poisonous food..." Nia was upset
"Are you not overreacting?" Sahut Eun Dan flat
"Why did you lower your voice? You want to show me that you're angry? Huh.... Are you kidding me?... You don't know what my past is... I want to kill someone when I'm angry!... L'm... Not as gentle as it looks when you're upset!... Love?... Waaa... I think that's what you consider love... You even forbid me to eat what I want to eat, what did you say before?.... Overrated?.... Aren't you overreacting? Why do you argue about simple things.... Come to think of it. This is a really shitty....!" Nia who initially just wanted to heat Eun Dan got carried away and became very angry and left Eun Dan in the kitchen.
" Where are you going?...." Said Eun Dan who even had trouble breathing because she snapped Nia.
Nia went up to the second floor and locked herself in the music room, Yeon Jun and Yuri peeked at Eun Dan who was downcast with mixed feelings in the kitchen.
"What's really going on? It's weird you guys were okay before..." Yeon Jun said
"I don't know either." sounded from her tone if she was sad.
Yeon Jun and Yuri stared at each other softly at that unexpected state of affairs.
"You should start a conversation with him if it won't take long to get back to work... She is pregnant her emotions are sometimes uncontrollable... You should be able to understand a situation like this..." Yuri
"You must persuade him..." Yeon Jun Sahut
"She said she was hungry... But go without eating anything!" Grumpy Eun Dan
"He went upstairs!... In the room right over your head!" Yeon Jun said
Eun Dan takes a plate and bowl, he prepares rice and side dishes to bring up to meet Nia.
"You're right..." Yeon Jun Sahut
Eun Dan knocked on the music room door.
"Stop looking up!" Yeon Jun said
"Oppa let's buy a house like this, if there is a guest we do not have to bother driving him to the upper room just need to point from below he will immediately know his room" said Yuri
"Isn't that disrespectful?" Yeon Jun looked at his wife
"Ah... You have a point too!" Yuri felt a little disappointed
"Do you really want a house like this?... We can find him if we need to!" Trying to restore Yuri's mood
"Oppa let's buy a house that only has one floor!" Yuri looked serious
"Alright if that's what you want"
Eun Dan is still trying to persuade Nia to open the door of the room.
"Eun Dan-ssi." cried Yeon Jun
Eun Dan turned his head towards Yeon Jun who was downstairs.
"We're going for a walk and maybe we'll have breakfast outside so there's no need to wait!" Yell Yeon Jun
Eun Dan said nothing and came back knocking on the door.
"Aunt Na let's go with us!" Yuri
The four of them went together.
"More... Please open the door... Nia you're not crying, are you?... I regret... I won't repeat it again... So stop being mad at me..." Said Eun Dan who was desperate
Nia opens the door and finds Eun Dan who brought food for her with a pale face.
"Aren't you supposed to be angry at a time like this?" Nia
"How can I be angry when you're angry?" Said Eun Dan
"You weren't angry when I snapped and kept beating you?"
"I'm angry! So angry!!... But... I can't think of yelling at you!"
"What if one day your anger is not contained anymore and you ask for a divorce instead?" Looking into Eun Dan's teary eyes
"What did you say?" Eun Dan shed her tears
"You've been crying a lot lately..."
"I'm sorry... I always wanted to vent my anger in a different way to you... But it seems you don't feel that way" Eun Dan started to sob
"I like it when you yell when you're spoiled and jealous, but why can't you yell at me when you're angry? Whyyy?... I know that people who are difficult to be angry will be very terrible when they are angry... But if you just shut up, it's even scarier!"
Nia takes the food that Eun Dan brought inside and puts it on the table, Eun Dan follows Nia, she looks like she is sick, the road is so slow and her body looks so weak.
"I.... Be afraid!...... I'm afraid I'll lose you if I yell at you.... I don't want to lose you!... I want to take care of you! that's why I'm always going to have a problem with the little things you do.... I don't want anything bad to happen to you... I'm always worried to see you eat unhealthy food.... What if you get sick? I can't accept that fact... I can't!... I may sound childish but I just want to do it I want to take good care of you!... I don't know if you're gonna feel suffocated by that... I never thought about it... I'm so sorry..."
Nia rubbed Eun Dan's tears using both of her hands gently, without her noticing she was shedding her tears.
"I'm so glad you did it out of anxiety, taking matters into account like that can lead to big things like this,... You knew? I didn't originally intend to get angry but seeing your response being so cold made me even more upset, you couldn't understand the atmosphere it made me even more upset!" Nia explains everything to Eun Dan
"You don't intend to do it?"
"The prestige of that woman is very high higher than it looks!"
"Then you have to eat! You said you were hungry..." Eun Dan wiped her tears and started smiling
"I'm so hungry!" Nia was followed by her sweet smile
Nia hugs Eun Dan tightly, Eun Dan hugs Nia back gently.
"You said you were hungry let's have breakfast first" Eun Dan said gently
Nia releases her embrace, Eun Dan picks up the food that Nia put on the table. They sit on the sofa and start eating their food, Eun Dan feeds Nia with a calm feeling, all the anxiety is gone on her face despite leaving red in her eyes.
Not to think of yesterday or tomorrow just live today.
Yesterday has passed and tomorrow has not even arrived, today's journey is a battleground that you will always go through.
There is no need to ask how to overcome it and how the best way to go, do what you think is best, the end result will not be a determinant of your life but will be a new beginning.
