My beloved the Good Devil
Tangis Rania
The crying voice of the pregnant woman broke the silence that night in the rented house. Rania's name, she's five months old. He was subjected to violence by a man who once said he would live a life with him. The man who said he would take responsibility when he desecrated him. The man who said he would always be with her when he repeatedly fucked her. But all the words are fake. Now there are only sickly sobs borne by Rania.
“Until when, my God, I have to be like this? Gavin always beat me for no apparent reason whenever he remembered the last USG result the doctor said this baby would be a girl. What wrong? What's this baby's fault? I have to how?” Rania muttered in a discordant voice amidst sobs that had not yet subsided.
Rania's future at the age of twenty-six was bleak because of this incident. Gavin did promise responsibility and Rania is currently in the Jakarta rented house where Gavin is holding her, but what kind of responsibility is this? Their prewedding and thanksgiving at Rania's parents' house is done, but Gavin lies to Rania with a beautiful wedding vow. Five years of love began to fade because of the presence of other women.
Rania Kusuma is the second of three children. Born from a simple family made him accustomed to the difficult things. But there is one thing that makes Rania's life is not normal human. Having abilities beyond human reason is not Rania's desire, perhaps because of the descendants of her grandfather and great-grandfather.
From the age of five, Rania began to realize her ability to see supernatural beings. Initially, Rania was angry with her father and sat quietly on the stairs of the house leading to the top floor. At that time, the day before evening or often called magrib.
Rania sat on the stairs without realizing something was behind her. When looking back, Rania saw a long-haired female figure dangling up to the stairs and wearing a white negligee covered in dirt like a bit of dirty light brown. Little Rania is surprised because this is the first time she sees something that Rania thinks is very strange and creepy. At first little Rania thought it was her mother, but when she heard the sound of mama from the kitchen cooking, Rania finally realized it was an invisible creature. Suddenly the magical creature disappeared and left a shrill laughter making him frightened and immediately ran into the living room.
After that incident, Rania often saw supernatural beings. Starting from the ordinary form, to a strange and frightening form. Rania once told her father and mother, but they didn't believe her. Even more and more days, more and more years, Rania tried to tell her school friends no one believed and finally Rania started alone. Everyone avoided it because it was considered strange.
Sometimes Rania cries and feels tormented because she never wanted what she could see right now. Rania also never expected to have such an unnatural advantage. All goes limping though in the study Rania including clever, but in social friendship is very limited. Rania is living the wrong life.
Suddenly the door opened and a man came inside. Rania thought that the man would not return to the contract after getting angry, but Gavin returned.
“Nangis again, huh?! You crybaby! I told you that mending you to find a job just help me! Where bunting so makes me dizzy! I said tell me to clean up too you don't want to! Nusahin aja!” Gavin returned to the contract and found Rania still crying on the 160 x 200 cm mattress when it was an hour ago Gavin left the contract.
The sobbing sound of Rania still sounded must have tried to stop crying. Rania is afraid that Gavin will flinch again by hitting her face or body. Gavin, who used to look good despite cheating, is now scary. Gavin beats Rania when angry.
Gavin removed the belt on his waist, then immediately swung quickly towards Rania, hitting Rania's arm red and feeling a tremendous pain. Rania cried while curling up to protect her stomach. There the baby-to-be is under threat because Gavin doesn't want that.
“Ampun! Forgive me, Pii ..” Rania grimaced in pain due to Gavin's behavior which she called ‘Pii’. One whip from the belt was already Rania felt and was so sick, she said, but the more heartache Rania who realizes at this time the choice of life is getting harder and can not go from Gavin because her family is not willing to accept her.
“OK, I forgive, if so ...” Gavin grinned at Rania. Rania was frightened and lowered her face not daring to look at Gavin. Gavin stroked the face of Rania who was still frightened. Gavin also had the heart to make Rania as a tool to satisfy his desires, even though the content of Rania has begun to grow. Resignation, that's the only word that Rania can do.
Gavin hides a lot of things that Rania ends up knowing. While sleeping, Rania checks Gavin's phone and finds a lot of friendly messages and even some photos and videos with women who have been terrorizing on social media. Rania felt pain in her mind. He had sacrificed his youth all this time for Gavin, out of work because many people opposed his love story with Gavin, then feel guilty for the death of papa Rania who was sick two months before Rania was declared pregnant, complete already suffering Rania. Gavin only promises sweet things and in fact only the pain that Rania feels. All night Rania can't close her eyes because
In the morning, Rania scolds Gavin before leaving for the office. “Pii .. who was the woman named Pramayu Larasati who contacted you last night?” rania asks which makes Gavin angry.
“Basic women don't know it's lucky! Why open my cell phone! You wanna be a spy, huh?! Yes, it's horrifying! Yes, I have a girlfriend named Pramayu Larasati and she is much more beautiful, white, smooth, smart, dangdut singer, and also rich. Different far from you who bother doang!” Gavin again uttered poison sentences that hurt Rania's feelings.
“Gavin ... Why do you have to be like that to me? What's wrong?”
“One of you? Lots! Why search my hape?! Fuck up! Uve nurtured, given food, I've been kind to take you from home rather than you expelled, still just do not know thank you!” Gavin again raised his hand to the smooth cheeks of Rania who was always gently rubbed by men. Rania endures heartache and physical pain knowing that Gavin will return angry if he
Is this what we call love? Does this pain maintain the baby that is not desired by the couple? Rania knows that she was wrong, at least at this time the woman who almost lost hope survived for the sake of her baby. He does not want to sin anymore by following the willingness of Gavin and his mother Rania to abort the womb. Rania chose the winding and bitter path to walk instead of killing her baby.
