My Beloved Shadow

My Beloved Shadow
Always disappointed



Eight years have passed, and during that time Keyra's relationship with Reno has gone without any significant obstacles.


Although Keyra did not deny that they often disagree, but Reno always patiently won his heart again.


The man could not help but devote all his love to making Keyra always stick with him.


Beside him with all the shortcomings that Reno has, although actually the lack of Keyra itself is much more.


But they always try to complement each other, until everything feels so boring for Keyra.


All the luxury and attention Reno gave was meaningless compared to the girl's expectation of a real presence next to Reno.


Keyra hopes Reno is present at every important moment of her life, sharing all her joys and sorrows together, becoming the port of Keyra, and always present divide his time on the sidelines of the busyness of the man at this time.


Keyra looks so lonely, even though she knows Reno is doing all this for her, for their future.


Because according to Reno, he did not want to one day make Keyra suffer by being in a situation of deprivation like his mother used to be.


A single parent who has to raise her two children in limited time while living away by her husband.


And Reno doesn't want that to happen to the girl he loves, he wants to overflow Keyra with a lot of happiness.


Which in fact hurt the girl, because the more time, Keyra no longer needs it all.


Without the abundance of material that Reno gives now even the Keyra family is quite able to make it not need to bother to live life.


Even her parents wouldn't let Keyra mess with her nails


As now, Keyra who had to attend an invitation from one of her relatives was eager to invite Reno to attend the party with her.


For that he took the time to come to Reno's office to tell this news to his girlfriend who is always busy with her work.


"I'm sorry baby, I'm really sorry to have to come back to disappoint you, but this job I have to finish immediately" Reno said trying to make Keyra understand.


The man rubbed the top of Keyra's head, then gave a kiss on the forehead to calm the girl who had put on a pouting face.


"Can this time you prefer me over your job, I want all my family to know you Reno, they know I have a boyfriend, and tonight I want to introduce you to them" she said.


Reno will grant her request this time.


Even Keyra has prepared the clothes they will wear later to look harmonious.


Really Reno did not want to make Keyra disappointed, but he also could not leave his responsibility this time.


"Look, how about you go there first, I'll try to finish this as soon as possible, after that I'll catch you there, how about hmm?" persuade Reno to kiss the back of Keyra's hand.


The man led his index finger to raise Keyra's chin so that he could see the lover's beautiful face.


His lips carved a smile when he saw Keyra's pursed lips, looking so adorable that Reno could not help but pinch Keyra's nose.


"Aww.sick." Keyra grumbled annoyedly, but Reno's smile on her handsome face made the girl scatter her head on the chest of the lover's field.


"I'll wait for you there, just be careful if you lie to me again this time."


Lissa raised her head, playing her pointy fingertips along Reno's seductive lips.


"Yes, I promise, baby, now let me get back to doing all my work, of course you don't want to make me late for the party, do you?" reno said as he glanced at the clock on his left wrist


Decomposing the embrace, Reno intends to move back to his desk.


Lunch hours are long gone, too.


But Keyra pulled the collar of the shirt Reno was wearing, uniting their lips without cue.


Making Reno a little surprised at first, but this man was so understanding of what his girl wanted.


Reno pulled the nape of Keyra, welcoming this girl's kiss with her other hand on Keyra's slender waist.


Their eyes closed, permeating the kiss deepening.


Reno let Keyra take over her lips.


Enjoy the naughty game of her girl who is moving wildly.


But it did not last long, because Reno immediately pulled his face at a time when the atmosphere was getting heated.


Making Keyra let out a breath of air, Reno was always like that, always ruining her fun for various reasons.


"It's still in the office baby." said Reno glanced at the door.


Her fingers helped Keyra tidy up the girl's slightly messy hair.


"Not in the office have you always been like this Reno, I feel like you really don't want me, or maybe you've found pleasure from another woman."


Keyra got up, picked up her bag lying on the table and immediately stepped away from Reno who was increasingly confused to face her girl.


"Dear." Reno stepped wide following Keyra who was already in the doorway.


Grabbing the girl's arm and making Keyra turn to face her.


"Stare at me." asked Reno as Keyra tried to turn her eyes the other way.


"Honey, I beg you to listen to me hmm." persuaded Reno as he cupped Keyra's cheek.


Now their eyes are intertwined, staring deeply into each other's feelings.


"Who says I don't want you, I struggle to hold it dear. I'm still normal anyway, but I really don't want to hurt you, so don't ever think no more about me."


Reno tries to convince Keyra that she is the only girl who occupies her heart.


How can Reno think of other women when he himself is still overwhelmed in dividing time between work and his lover.


"Come" said Keyra turned around and did not want to ignore Reno's words again.


Keyra quickly stepped away from Reno who could not catch up with her again when her secretary was already standing at the door with some files in her hands.


Keyra stopped his steps, turned a glance and gave a sharp and cynical look towards the secretary Reno.


Keyra grunts more and more upset when the woman does not put indifference to Keyra, he actually invites Reno to speak with words that are deliberately spoiled to attract the attention of Reno.


"Chey, you teaser don't know yourself." muttered Keyra continued his steps and didn't care about Reno calling his name.


******


The atmosphere of the party is getting crowded before nightfall, the presence of invited guests who are dominated by members of the big family makes the warmth so noticeable.


Even Keyra's cousins came all the way from Australia to attend Angel's wedding, which was also the son of her paternal uncle Keyra.


Wearing a luxurious and elegant maroon-colored dress that showed her back, Keyra managed to make all eyes on her tonight.


The girl who had been impressed so spoiled turned into a beautiful figure and was so mature.


The flawless makeup polish on her face adds to Keyra's flawless appearance tonight.


A sweet smile never left his lips as he responded to greetings from guests and family.


But Keyra looks restless, his eyes are so watchful to observe the guests who have just arrived.


And that he did nothing else and not is to wait for the arrival of someone who he had been waiting for.


"Before a minute, I'll go back." said Keyra to one of her cousins.


The girl walked towards the park connected to the hotel ballroom where the party was held tonight.


Removing his phone from the black clutch that he had been clipping since.


Keyra tried to contact Reno many times and still there was no response from the man.


Almost crying it feels like Keyra tonight, but considering it will damage the make'up on his face, he was forced to undo it.


But given Reno's disappointment again, Keyra couldn't help but curse while stomping her feet on the lawn.


For the umpteenth time Reno made Keyra feel insignificant to the man.


Reno seems to put her job first, no matter how hurt Keyra feels.


And it turned out that no matter how hard Keyra held her back, the tears kept dripping from the corner of the girl's eyes.


"You're here apparently."


Keyra rubbed her cheeks from the tears and immediately turned her head towards the direction of the voice.


"Sir Vira." he muttered with a smile and walked slowly towards the beautiful woman who was his brother's girlfriend.


"Are you okay, Key?" vira asked who saw the girl's glare.


Really Keyra was never able to cover anything from this woman, her friendly and warm nature is not much different from the lover did make Keyra feel comfortable with Vira.


Keyra just bowed his head weak, he was too embarrassed because Vira often found herself crying like this.


"Reno again?" guess who is so familiar with the problems that Keyra is facing.


And Vira can only offer a hug to soothe Keyra's grief.


Gently rubbing the back of this girl always managed to restore her mood.


Keyra is not a complicated girl, just by giving her attention and hugs, this spoiled girl will immediately melt down and regain her cheerfulness.


"Arya and the others are waiting for you inside Key" said Vira when she saw that Keyra was calmer.


Keyra nodded and tidied up her hairstyle which she had intentionally let down.


"What about my face, I must look bad right now. Oh. I'm too embarrassed to face our family in there. More precisely I'm sick of hearing their questions about Reno." she said with a bent face.


Vira couldn't help but laugh, this woman chuckled at Lissa's adorable demeanor for a girl her age.


"You don't have to worry about Key, you're still pretty and you're going to be a star at this party" she told Keyra.


Keyra knew Vira's praise sounded exaggerated, but still Keyra liked it.


Spreading a smile, Keyra flanked Vira's arms and walked together to rejoin the family waiting for them inside.


"Please woo the Aryan bang to let me have some fun tonight" Keyra whispered to the woman.


"That's easy Key."


And both of them laughed so hard.


Until the time before midnight Reno did not appear, even Keyra did not receive any news from the man.


"You're already drunk Key."


As per Vira's request, tonight Arya will indeed let her sister spill all the irritation by chugging a few glasses of wine since last night.


"I'm not drunk brother, you see I can still recognize you one by one" he said raising one corner of his lips.


Upholding his head that began to feel heavy, Keyra stared one by one his brothers who joined at the same table.


The girl showed her fingers forward.


"You dear Bang Aryaku, you're my sister-in-law's candidate whom I love the most, you're my fussiest cousin Luna, you're my most handsome cousin Brian, if you weren't my cousin, I would've dated you." she said, inviting laughter.


Keyra blinked his eyes and again passed everyone in front of him to prove that he was not drunk.


Until his index finger points at a stranger he doesn't recognize.


"You?" Keyra paused his words.


Observing closely the flat face that was now staring at him.


"I don't recognize you, but you look like the pervert" he chuckled.


And some of the people there frowned in wonder at Keyra's words just now, some were only able to smile while looking at the perverted man that Keyra meant did not give any response.