My Beloved Shadow

Expressing feelings

Since then my relationship with Reno has become closer, although many girls are hostile to me at school because they feel jealous, I don't care at all.

As long as Reno himself wants to be close to me, why should I be dizzy thinking about the others.

Although Reno hasn't expressed her feelings for me to date.

It doesn't matter, the most important thing is that I can see his handsome face every day is enough.

Every break Reno comes to class just to take me to the cafeteria together.

Exchanging stories and discussing other unimportant matters.

I was so happy, receiving all the attention I had dreamed of.

Although I sometimes wonder in my heart, does Reno like me too? or just think of me as just a friend sharing a story.

Because Reno is basically good to anyone, and I don't want to end up disappointed because I expect too high with all the attention.

Today even a month has I served the punishment of the Aryan bang.

And as Arya promised, I was allowed to go out with Mia and Jessy just to hangout to the mall that I hadn't been to in a long time.

But with a note not to go home past the deadline that Arya had set.

"Ahhh..happy! and to celebrate my freedom, today you will treat me as much as possible." I said while showing the credit card given by bang Arya.

"Really, whatever it is?" ask Jessy who looks most enthusiastic.

I nodded my head arrogantly.

"Yesss.." exclaimed Jessy in excitement.

"Basins of bad luck, always expect the free." Mia sneered at Jessy.

"If it's free, why pay" Jessy replied indifferently.

"Once again, remember! we're here to have fun, not to fuss over unimportant things like this" I said.

After that we went around from store to store to just see if there were any new items that we could buy.

Spending hours without feeling tired, as if it was never enough, even though our hands are now full of groceries.

"We eat first." asked me who began to feel that my stomach was rumbling.

Designate one of the stands in the food court with a contemporary food menu.

Mia and Jessy followed me and sat down at one of the tables I chose.

"Why are you Mia? any more problems? from earlier manyun continued." ketusku who saw Mia not as cheerful as usual.

Then Mia let out a long sigh, indicating that my guess was correct.

"I broke up with Tom" she replied later.

Mia bowed her head, hiding the sadness she had been enduring.

"I'm sorry for my attitude today, Mia, I don't know if you're in trouble" Jessy said regretfully.

Then the girl hugged Mia who also returned Jessy's embrace.

"It's Mia, you're beautiful, so I'm sure you'll soon find Tom's replacement" comforted me by reaching out on the table to hold his hand.

"You're right Key, that goddamn crocodile doesn't deserve my cry, look, he'll regret leaving me for that plastic woman." grumbled Mia with eyes that flashed full of anger.

Looking at him I can only laugh out loud.

"Plastic woman? there really?" tanyaku plain.

"Ck.. You don't see Key, I'm sure his chest and buttocks are the result of a patch." said Mia with pursed lips.

And the three of us laughed again imagining other crazy things while enjoying the food that had just been delivered to our table.

"Key! it's not Reno." Jessy stared at the table not far from us.

Mia and I looked in the direction Jessy was pointing.

And how surprised I was to see Reno being with such a beautiful girl.

They also looked very familiar like lovers.

Makes me feel jealous, even though I have no right to forbid Reno close to any girl, considering our closeness has not been bound by any status.

I tried to take my eyes elsewhere, it hurt to see Reno give her attention to another girl like the attention she gave me all along.

"Do I have to teach him Key's lesson?" asked Mia who was still staring intently at Reno and the girl.

"No need, it will make me look even more miserable" I muttered bitterly.

Although honest at this time I want to walk there to pour this spicy soba noodles on their heads.

"Are you guys done?" my tent while moving.

Mia and Jessy who were still feeding food into their mouths were looking at me in wonder.

"Huh? you can see this right, I'm not finished Key." Jessy protested pointing at her plate.

Even his mouth was still troubled as it was full of food.

"We'll eat somewhere else." take me.

Really my appetite was gone for a while, and I could no longer afford to linger in this place.

I walked first and followed by Mia later.

"Key! Mia! wait for me." cried Jessy who still had time to sip a drink from her glass.

Jessy's shout suddenly made Reno look at me.

His face looked surprised, but to my astonishment, the man still had time to smile at me.

I immediately threw away my face no matter what he did to me, and then he still wished that I would smile back at him?

"Cih, that's right." I kept walking and didn't want to care about Reno who was still looking at me.

Honestly I was disappointed, very disappointed, but what I can do, Reno also never expressed his feelings for me.

Maybe it's time I gave up expecting Reno's heart.

I've been chasing him for two years now, and if it ends up like this, it means I don't have a chance.

I rubbed the corner of my eyes that were shedding tears, trying not to let Mia see it.

"Don't arrest Key, if you want to cry, just cry, but just for today, your tears are too precious to cry for that fucking Reno" Mia rubbed my back against him.

And then my tears spilled unstoppably, Mia was right, I didn't have to cry for Reno who was currently definitely happy with his girlfriend.

But I'm too hurt, I can't control my heart not to be jealous to see them.

"You want this time Arya bang to kill me?" I said with eyes in disbelief.

And Mia laughed out loud to see me pursing my lips while trying to wipe away the remaining tears on my cheek.

"Where is Jessy anyway?" grunts Mia.

The girl walked back and forth while trying to contact Jessy through her cell phone.

And I was shocked when Mia shouted with her phone still stuck in her ear. I raise my eyebrows to ask what's going on with Jessy.

"Jessy Key! we have to go back inside now." said Mia hurriedly and immediately pulled my hand without giving any explanation.

I was the one who panicked just following the steps of Mia who continued to take me back into the mall.

Looking back and forth to find Jessy's whereabouts.

Until Mia took me to a small park in the middle of this building.

"Why Jessy Mia? what's going on?" I am getting more panicked.

Instead of replying, Mia instead pointed towards someone who was now standing not far in front of us.

"Reno, her?" many confused.

I turned my head, looking at Mia who was smiling while raising her two fingers as an apology.

My eyebrows fused together, trying to understand the situation.

But not yet had the contents of this head answer all my questions, without me realizing Reno had walked closer, and now he was right in front of me.

Still in confused mode mixed with annoyance when considering Reno with the girl earlier, I intend to turn around and leave from here.

But I felt Reno's hand grab my arm, holding me back.

Meanwhile Mia had walked a little away, joining Jessy who was also smiling at me.

And one more thing, the girl who was with Reno was also there.

"I'm sorry it pisses you off" Reno said as I stood facing her.

I gasped a little, I turned my gaze from the girl towards Reno now

My forehead folded in astonishment, but Reno's smile managed to steal my attention.

"Who said?" I said try to evade.

Not wanting to look nervous in front of Reno, I deliberately turned my gaze in the other direction.

"Key?" call Reno.

Even at this moment he grabbed my finger, grasped it so tightly, that I could even see his gaze that did not look away in the slightest while observing my face.

"Hmmm." I answered covering the growing nervousness.

"Do you want to be my girlfriend?" the question of Reno being successful made my heart melt.

My body was still in disbelief as if it did not believe the words Reno had just said.

Although in these two years I have been looking forward to this from Reno, but still I feel like this is a dream.

Reno looked me in the eye intensely, removing the child with hair that covered part of my face "Did you still doubt me?"

"I, it's just too sudden, after all you don't know me very well, I'm afraid you'll regret what you said and leave me after that."

My heart warmed as Reno rubbed the back of her hand against my cheek, so soft that it made my body almost slump to the floor right then and there.

"That's not going to happen, Key, I've been thinking about this for a long time, and now I'm more convinced to make you my lover."

Reno smiled looking at the confused expression I showed through the look on my face.

"I've long since fallen for the girl who's been watching me secretly in the movies, who often steals glances when accidentally met in the parking lot, which always misbehaves when I pass in front of her class, and who always jumps for joy when I return the greeting with a smile" he said smiling mischievously.

I know what Reno means is none other than me, but what makes me gape in disbelief is that it means without me knowing all this time Reno secretly also always pay attention to my behavior.

"so all this time." I said unable to continue the voice because of the shame that erupted.

"Yes Key, I like you, so will you accept me as your lover?"

While I still wanted to look handsomely selling to Reno, I saw Mia, Jessy and the girl with Reno cheering for me to immediately accept Reno's feelings.

"What about your girlfriend?" ask me while directing my gaze at the girl I mean.

Spontaneous Reno looked behind her body and looked in the direction I was pointing.

I saw Reno give a smile, "So you were angry because of her?" ledeknya.

"Who said I was angry?" evasive say.

I was too embarrassed to admit that I was angry and jealous.

"If you're not angry, then what? jealous?" ledeknya again.

It seems like this time Reno looks satisfied to tease me.

"You're jealous of the wrong person Key is, she's my sister Sheila, and I deliberately brought her here to help me choose a gift for my future lover" she explained.

And it was a success that made me embarrassed, so I did not have the courage to just look at the girl who according to Reno is his sister.

"So what about my question, Key?" reno reminded.

His face was quite tense waiting for my answer.

This is the opportunity I've been waiting for all this time, so where might I turn it down.

As fast as lightning I nodded timidly, assuring to make Reno my lover from this second.

"Thank you Key" he said as he stepped forward.

And my eyes widened as Reno landed a kiss on my forehead.

I felt my heart explode like there were fireworks in there because of the happiness that I had a hard time expressing in words.

After that I felt Reno put something on my neck.

I bowed down, and grabbed a beautiful pendant that was already hanging there.

With the initials of my name and the name Reno of course, I am really happy right now.

I never thought Reno would be mine and ask me to be her boyfriend in this romantic way.

Smiles were not easy to get from our lips when Mia, Jessy and Sheila congratulated us because we were officially made.

And now I will proudly introduce to the world that Reno is my lover, my man, mine and will be my only one, forever.