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I thought all this time my pocket money was from him, not from him.
He's not that cool as me!
"Silence means yes." Saut Bang Samuel fast
"Not so-"
"Easy! I am lazy to argue with you. Now show me where the room is, because I'm very tired, want to rest immediately" he said lazily.
What do I have to do to make him believe? Because for God's sake, I never did that.
"Why see me like that? Wanna whine? Or do you want to talk to Mama again? No, no, I don't care. Because whatever you do, it will never make me sympathetic to you. Catch that!"
It took me a few seconds, to be able to control myself and this pain, Bang Samuel said.
But after that, I tried to smile, and nodded in understanding at the statement.
"Yes, Bang. Hani tau's. And Hani also will not expect more on this brother, or this marriage. Because Hani is aware of where Hani is," I try to answer as wisely as I can.
"It is good that you are self-aware" Bang Samuel said afterwards.
"Then show me the room. Because I'm tired of wanting to rest!"
I nodded back. Before standing up from my seat, and showing me the room that was there.
"This is his room, bang?" I invited Bang Samuel to come in. In my room, which is actually my private room.
"The room's only one?" complaints later. When looking at the look of the room, there are indeed many trinkets of mine.
"Yes, bang."
"Why just one?"
"Yes, because we are ... Hani is only alone here, so ... why does Hani use a spacious apartment? Besides this apartment is also close to campus, so-"
"OK, stop! I understand," Bang Samuel sidestepped quickly.
He seems to be lazy to hear my explanation.
I shut my mouth immediately. Because I don't want to make Bang Samuel any more uncomfortable.
"Thankfully there's a sofa here. So, starting tonight you sleep there. Okay!" said later. After scanning this room, and found a lazy sofa that I deliberately put there to laze.
But ....
What did he say just now?
"I slept on the couch, bang?" my parrots are slow. Wanted to make sure my hearing just now.
"of course? Where else would you sleep? In my same bed? Is that? Gatel is you too, huh?" he nodded, smiling humbly.
Yeah, God. I'm just asking. Why was Bang Samuel like that? I was as low as that in his eyes.
"Listen I'm fine, Hani. I did agree to Mama's proposal, to stay with you while here, and let you do your duty as a wife. But that doesn't mean I'm going to make you a real wife. Because there's one thing you should know. I will never touch a woman I don't love. So, forget your dreams for that."
God, am I that low in his eyes. So that he could accuse me like that?
I didn't mean to offer myself to him. I just wanted to make sure of my hearing and his decision. But why is he ....
"And one more!" he continued suddenly.
Now what else does it want?
"It looks like we have to make a pact in this marriage. So you know your limits in this marriage."
My restrictions? I have to limit myself how else? Am I less away from them, or ... what?
What is necessary, I just disappear from his life, so that they are satisfied. Didn't he?
"alright. It's up to brother. Do whatever your good brother thinks. I'll agree to it" I replied later. I don't want to prolong this problem.
"good. Then get out you now. Because I want to sleep!" He threw me out, before turning back and throwing myself on the bed without sin.
After being thrown out like that. Can do anything but leave. Because even though this is my room, it's my husband.
So, the order is obligatory for me to live.
"Don't forget to close the door and don't disturb my sleep, until I wake up myself!" he said again, without opening his eyes. When I just got to the door.
"Yes, bang."
I obediently carry out his word. Before going back to the living room and throw yourself on the sofa that was there.
I tried to give up, and I didn't expect anything at this wedding. But why does it still feel so painful. When Bang Samuel said his rejection was so strong? And show me my position?
What do I really want?
What ... am I less sincere? Or ... lest I had expected more at his arrival unknowingly?
But am I wrong to feel that? Because, after all, he is my husband. So teach me, if I ....
Ah, nevermind. I seem to be expecting more from him.
From now on I have to set my heart again to be stronger. Because I'm sure, during this one week, there will be a lot more pain that I will receive from Bang Samuel.
I don't know what it is, obviously I have to survive.
"Damn?!"
Degh's!
"Yes, Brother!"
I immediately replied, when I heard the cry of Bang Samuel from the room. Also approached him immediately.
For God's sake, it's still morning. Why was Bang Samuel's voice so blaring? What else is bothering him now?
"Full-Astagfirullah!"
But when I reached the room and was about to reprimand him, I was immediately surprised by his appearance, which was still bare-chested. Even just
wear a towel to cover the intimate area.
Holy hooch!
He's what the fuck, anyway?
"Ck, don't be your holy-ass!" I could not believe that Bang Samuel was even upset afterwards, "Just look at this like a pretentious call istigfar. I'm sure you've seen it a lot, right? You live abroad, away from your parents, again. Your life must have been free all along, right? So, look at a bare-chested guy like this. It's not taboo, is it for you?" accusation later. I don't know what the purpose is?
Indeed, yes. That is true. I do live abroad, and seeing a half-naked bule like this is not strange.
However, it was friends, or even other people who had no status with me. Not my husband, let alone in a room like this.
Of course it makes me surprised. And because of that shock, I reflexively say Istigfar. Then, where's the sanctuary?
"Not that, bang. Just ... Why don't you wear clothes yet? He said he'd go to the office in the morning, right? Meet with the staff. Aye right? " Lazy to argue, I just try to reason.
"That's why I call you."
"You know I want to go to the office, want an important meeting like you mentioned earlier. I'm in wait for people, Hani. Then why don't you get my clothes ready?"
Huh uh?!
"You actually know what a wife's job is? You are in charge of serving and preparing all my needs every day, including my clothes and food. But this is what? Where's my shirt? Did you do it on purpose, want to make me late?" then, with a stir.
Makes me swallow my saliva chelate.
"Not that, bang. Hani isn't-"
"Allah! Don't excuse yourself anymore! I know wrong is still bad. Want to be your bad wife?"
Oh, my God, that's not what I mean!
Yep! I know, I was careless about this. I did not prepare Bang Samuel's clothes this morning. But, that's because I don't think he'll want my stuff to touch. In all this time, he kept showing his rejection of me.
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