My Bastard Ex Boyfriend's
Chapter 44 Pregnant
The Flashback
It has been about a week Judith feels nausea at certain hours, such as in the morning, and, at night or when he smelled a smell that was too pungent his sense of smell. Judith had no bad thoughts of herself at all, she felt that in the past few days her body had become so tired easily.
He only thought that he was catching a cold because of all the work he did alone without any help from Stefa. Judith doesn't bother about that. Whenever he felt excessive nausea, he would only drink one glass of warm honey aing. And it is useful to relieve the excessive nausea he feels.
The smell of honey mixed with warm water in the glass, gives off a scent that is so fragrant typical of honey and makes Judith a little calm and comfortable about it. Unfortunately, apparently the positive thoughts did not last long and did not match his estimates at all.
On the day of Stefa's arrival from Paris, he should have arrived early to welcome Stefa in the office with his division colleagues. Indeed, at first he had arrived earlier than usual, even he had met with some other colleagues who came earlier as well.
They had talked before. Judith sat behind the desk as usual, drinking a glass of warm honey water that she had made before sitting behind her desk. As he looked at the date, he seemed to think of something.
He checked the small calendar stored on his desk, opened one sheet beforehand to ascertain what had plagued his mind. And sure enough, he has not had a month more menstrual period.
He checked the calendar again. And the result is still the same, he really has not got his menstrual period that has been missed one month more.
“No. I hope it doesn't. Hopefully what I think doesn't fit with reality.” He muttered a little nervously. He could not sit quietly for too long until he finally decided to get up from his chair and just walk away.
He met with one of his division colleagues. “Ms. Judith, where are you going? In a moment Ms. Stefa will arrive.”
“I have business, I leave everything to you.” Judith just passed by without waiting for an answer, he continued from that person. He immediately plugged his car gas into one of the hospitals.
The road that is usually not too dense was suddenly dense. Several times Judith pressed her car horn impatiently. In fact, he often cursed when there are other riders who block his path or precede his vehicle.
Arriving at the intended hospital, Judith immediately closed the door of her car and walked hurriedly inside. He enrolled himself in the obstetrician's department. He couldn't wait much longer to find out the true outcome.
After he finished registering himself in the general administration, he was directed to go to the gynecologist room that would handle it. Unfortunately, the curiosity should be a little held back and pressed again considering there are so many mothers who will check their content as well.
He sighed for a moment to suppress his sense of unease, he sat down on one of the waiting chairs in front of the room. Looking around, most mothers are accompanied by their partners. Unlike him, even he had no one to accompany him at the moment. The problem is not just there, even he is not sure if he is really pregnant or not.
I hope she's not pregnant. Because if she is actually pregnant, she is confused how to. He is indeed accustomed to doing free***, because in his country it is commonplace. They only need to take pregnancy-preventing or safety pills when going to do ****.
For hours he waited in front of the room, the patient was getting less and less, leaving only a few people. Until his name was called by the nurse who helped the doctor who was behind the room.
He must have walked into the doctor's room. Judith got a warm smile from the nurse and the doctor. He sat down right in front of the doctor after the doctor let him sit down.
Before performing the ultrasound, the doctor filled in the data and confirmed Judith's previous data. Asked for some of the complaints that Judith had felt before. Of course Judith explained what she had experienced a few days ago to date.
The doctor and nurse herded him towards the bed of the patient used when doing ultrasound. The doctor uncovers Judith's upper garment and applies the gel over Judith's stomach. The device the doctor was holding began to show the image inside the monitor.
There was a small lump in Judith's stomach that she didn't understand at all.
“You can see on the screen, Miss?” ask the doctor to make sure. Judith also nodded.
“This little blob is your baby candidate. Looking from the distance of Your menstrual period that has been missed, Your gestational age is around the third week entering the fourth week.”
The doctor explained in detail and clearly with nothing to miss in the least. Judith was struck by a hammer weighing more than her own. His head felt pulsating as
listen to the doctor explain everything. There was a sense of relief, happiness, sadness, anger and for sure he was confused.
Why could she be cheated and even pregnant with her son Cordy. The man who currently lives in Indonesia. It was obvious they were different continents. Gosh darn. Either this was a gift or a disaster for him.
After completing the examination, the doctor submitted a prescription of the drug and
some other prescription medications. The doctor also suggested that Judith always regularly drink milk for pregnant women so that the mother and baby are always healthy. And there are many more things he should do and should not do that the doctor suggested.
Judith went out of the room alternating with other patients called by the nurse. She sat
pensively on the waiting chair there, he lowered his head while gripping the results of the USG earlier. His eyes suddenly flooded his cheeks, the patient who was still waiting for his name to be called.
Confusion at seeing Judith who suddenly let out tears even without a sound. Her eyes and nose were already reddened by the crying, however she had to tell Cordy, the man had to take responsibility for her pregnancy.
“Cordy?” greet Judith as the man raised his call without long.
“Yes, baby. What's up?” answer behind the phone.
While Judith could not say a word, she could only cry. The sound of her sobbing was clearly heard in Cordy's ears and made the man call his name.
“Judith? What was? Why is your voice crying, hm?”
“I’m pregnant, Cordy. Your baby!” said brief.
There was no answer from Cordy, but Judith could still hear Cordy's readiness behind the phone.
“Why can?” the stupid question made Judith feel bad about Cordy's question.
“Of course you can, asshole. We often did it while I was in Indonesia. Of course you never want to wear safety when we do.” Judith without warning made some patients who were around her look at her in wonder.
“Hei relax! That's not what I meant. Why are you pregnant? Aren't you always taking your pregnancy-preventing pills? I admit we never did safety when we did.” His refusal quickly did not want to be blamed.
“I. I forgot I didn't take my pills the last time we did. Then how should I now?” her cries broke again with a voice that sounded frustrated. People looked at him with pity and pity.
Cordy's breath was heard behind the phone. “How many months is your gestational age?”
“I've entered the fourth week.” Judith replied briefly still with her sobbing.
“Listen to me, I'll think about all this. I will think about not harming you or harming me. You understand?”
Judith could not believe Cordy's words saying that he would think about her first. Harming? Who here is harmed? Obviously it was Judith who felt the loss here. It must accommodate a fetus that is currently lodged in its stomach.
What else should the man think after he finds out that Judith is pregnant with her child. Damn, if Cordy doesn't intend to take responsibility he can't demand more. There is no way he reported for the rape case ‘kan when they did it willingly and willingly.
Stupidly, they do not have the status of lovers. They are closer than ever, indeed Judith is familiar and close to the Cordy family. But they were never lovers, they just needed a place to channel their biological needs.
Shit! If Judith had known that she would be pregnant in the present, she would not be
ever wanted to do **** with Cordy at the last minute. If Cordy was really going to think things through weighing the two, no one would be harmed. But in the end Judith was afraid if she had to raise her child alone.
Over time his stomach will grow. She couldn't have covered her pregnancy much longer. His head was getting pulsating thinking about all that.
“You think my stomach will stay the same as it used to be? Over time my stomach will get bigger, damn it! And you said you'd think about it? You said loss? Here I am the loser because you have planted a seed in my womb. I told you when we did ****, you should put on a safety guard even if I take a pregnancy-preventing pill. It was just in case that something like this never happened. Damn it.” All the poisons he spilled behind the phone and of course the man just shook his head.
Only the roar of his breath was heard and the occasional long sigh was heard as well.
“Judtih, I will definitely give you the best for us. For you, for me and for the baby in your stomach. I just need to think about it for a second, you know. I've never experienced this, it surprises me a little.”
“You think I'm not surprised by the news of my pregnancy, huh? I'm pregnant, I'm. Not yous. If you really don't intend to take responsibility, you better just go to hell!” Judith immediately turned off the phone call and cupped her face with both palms.
A mother who was still waiting for her name was called to shift her sitting position beside Judith. The mother rubbed Judith's back which seemed to shake with her cries.
Judith felt a swipe over her back then looked up to the side. The mother smiled giving a warm effect to the heart of Judith who was on the verge of fragility and sadness.
“What if the father of your baby is not responsible. You only have to wait a few months for the birth of your baby into the world. You'll look after and care for your baby alone, maybe your friends can stay with you for that long. Don't throw blame on the baby you're carrying.” Advice from that mother.
“Your baby is innocent. She will be proud of you as a woman and a mother who has conceived, given birth and cared for you in the future. I can guarantee that your child will grow up well even if his biological father is there or not beside him.” Continue the mother again.
Judith momentarily thought about the words of the mother who a moment ago the mother left her because her name was called by the sister. True what the mother said, that she would raise her son alone without Cordy even once.
He will make his son a great figure even if only by the upbringing of a mother alone. If Cordy really did not intend to take responsibility, he just did not need to tell his son bitterness later when the child was born and grew into adulthood. He just needs to make up a little story, maybe.
Judith left the hospital alone and returned to the office. Even though he had arrived so late due to his personal affairs, at least he could still settle the responsibilities in his office. He'll explain why he hasn't been in the office all day.
I hope Stefa can give her some understanding. Upon arriving at the office, he did not find Stefa in his study. She thought Stefa was having lunch considering that she arrived at the office almost past lunchtime. He had no time to buy food on the way to the office.
Just a few minutes later, Judith was sitting behind her desk, and Stefa came and went out from behind the elevator door and
just come straight to him. As expected, Stefa will be worried because all day he was not in the office and did not even have time to give him news. Considering Stefa was so good at judging one's expression, the woman immediately learned that something was wrong with her secretary.
Stefa tells Judith to submit a report of cooperation with the company Revaldo is in
Indoneszian. The report was used as an excuse by Stefa so that he was more free to pry about what is happening to Judith at this time. It's not entirely a lie, because basically Stefa did have to check the report.
Flowing the story out of Judith's mouth, and predictable. Stefa immediately looks full of emotion when Judith
said that Cordy would think back about his life. Even the woman plans to meet Cordy in Indonesia if in two days Cordy really does not provide news or expected results.
End Flashback
