
Something is strange...
I don't know what this feeling is...
But, I was afraid that this was the wrong feeling...
I tried to shake this off all of my mind
Maybe I'm just tired and thinking too much about everything that's happened...
But I feel like something is wrong
I hate this feeling
The feeling of hate, envy when you see it...
He can get what he wants
What he wants to achieve
But I, I have to fight for it all
I just want to admit it...
This may be called jealousy...
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"I wasn't given a chance. I want to fix everything that I have done to you. Please help me!?"said Marcell who is now right in front of Zania.
Riri who was also beside Zania was speechless. When they were eating at one of the food stands in the mall, after shopping a few hours ago. Marcell went straight to the two of them. They were surprised by Marcell's arrival, especially Zania.
Zania just went silent there without a sound. Riri looked at his best friend and turned to look at Marcell who did not lose his heart.
"They're both this why the hell, want to speak the language of the heart"grief Riri who actually kasian see the two people who are beside him this.
"Nia, is there no chance for me. To fix my mistakes for you. I knew my selfishness at the time. And I'm aware of what I'm doing to you, because I like you" said Marcell who immediately made Riri gawk at Marcell's words that were directly on target. Zania remained silent.
"Then I leave, maybe you can't accept my presence here. But at least, I have expressed my feelings to you" said Marcell who was about to stand but was restrained by Riri's words.
"Wait a minute, it's not you who should get out of here. I apologized before, but you better solve this problem as soon as possible. And Nia, please don't avoid trouble. Reassure everything, make it clearer, okay. I forgot to buy milk for Steven, I stayed for a while huh" said Riri who was stared wryly by Zania and Marcell who fell silent.
"It's an opportunity for you to fix everything" Riri said beside Marcell and after he passed.
Zania was still silent for a while after Riri left. He then asked Marcell to sit down and talk to him.
"I forgive everything you've done to me, Cell. But as for how you feel about me, I'm sorry I have a heart to take care of." Zania looked down at Marcell.
Marcell was silent in a thousand languages when Zania said that to him. Afterwards Marcell looked at Zania and tried to smile.
"The guy's Rifky or Devan. Whose heart you need to take care of" said Marcell with a wry smile. Zania felt bad about the question.
Zania looked at the man in front of her.
"Are you going to hurt them?. If I say one of them is the heart I need to keep?"zania asked sadly looking at Marcell who was no less sad to see Zania looking at him like a bad person who would hurt someone.
"What is that you think of me every time. I appreciate your decision Ni, but my feelings for you will not go away. You should be okay yeah. You have to be happy, I just want to leave today, because I have to go back to Sweden. Thank you for forgiving me" said Marcell sincerely.
Zania looked at Marcell who was looking at her.
"Can I hug you just once" asked Marcell who made Zania think for a moment.
After that, Zania nodded and Marcell was very happy about it.
"Thank you" said Marcell who immediately hugged Zania without Zania and Marcell realized a man who was holding a small child and there was a woman beside him who saw the incident.
The man's hand clenched with a hardened jaw. The woman beside him was staring at me. He is Rifky.
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"Seriously want to go home. You can't just let go of that woman." Jaxton said to Marcell while they were in the airport waiting room.
Marcell just fell silent and smiled looking at his two best friends.
"I don't want to be selfish to him anymore. Maybe she will hate me if I act like that. I want him to like me without having to force him" said Marcell trying to smile reassuringly to himself.
Andre immediately approached Marcell and patted his best friend's shoulder.
"I thought you were unworthy of her because you are Cell. But for now, I'm starting to support you. Zania is a good woman and a caring person. That's what I don't like about him" Andre recalled Zania
"And I hope you don't like Zania. Because I don't want my rivals to grow" said Marcell staring coldly at Andre.
Andre, who heard this, laughed afterwards.
"Wow, Jaxton, our friend this one is possessive" Andre's tease was even betrothed by Jaxton while Marcell threw away his original face.
"I'll be patient waiting for you Ni. If you choose someone else, I'll try to accept it, even if it's hard" Marcell said.
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#A few days later...
"Welcome back doctor Zania Dwi Pratnojeo, welcome to the workplace" said Riri who was in the guard room of the IGD doctors gathered.
"Apaan si Ri, lebay deh" said Zania who took her white coat inside the locker to wear later.
"I'm happy, we can work together again, you know. So there are gossip friends" said Riri who had sat in the chair there.
Zania looked at Riri in wonder. Her best friend is like that, despite being a mother.
"Steven who is Ri?. If you work gini" asked Zania who also sat beside Riri and ate her breakfast before starting the activity.
"Sama Mba Susi is Ni. The person I worked with to take care of Steven when I was working" said Riri, who also ate the food.
"You're not kasian Ri, leave the same child as a stranger. Kasian knows" said Zania nyeletyuk.
"I'm also actually Kasian Ni, same little guy. But how else, and fortunately Steven was not fussy so I was not too anxious" said Riri.
"Oh yes Ni, the ice brother has returned to his country" asked Riri who made Zania frown confused.
"You mean who Ri is. Give me the nickname of the original you" said Zania who had finished eating and was getting ready to go out.
"Oh my God, yes brothers whose gaze is cold like polar ice, the brother Marcell. Is he really back in his country?"asked Riri who immediately made Zania stop her activities that were using her suit.
"If you do, that means you're back, right?"said Riri again.
"Yes he's back" Zania said.
"I hope you convince your heart. Whoever you choose, I hope my best friend is happy. No longer be someone who always sacrifices and attaches importance to the happiness of others. Because you also need to be happy. Yes, let's go out." said Riri who had come out first and Zania followed after.
"Then I want to solidify my heart Ri" Zania said in her heart.
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