Must Choose 2

Keep Feelings

The feeling that is currently being hit with is unreasonable and cannot be described. A Rifky who incidentally always perfect in work, suddenly now in lazy mode is doing everything. Until the work piles up for days. Makes a lot of deadlines happen.

Why could that be?. Yes one reason that can be missed is, he thought of a woman he loved so much. Everything he saw in those few days, became a burden on his mind and the words of Riri who became his plan to move faster or better retreat.

Rifky stared at the listless photo of the woman that was always kept in her drawer. The woman smiled happily there. That woman is, Zania. Rifky took the photo secretly without Zania's knowledge at the time.

"Why can you laugh and smile happily just with her, baby?. Why have you never given me that beautiful smile?. I love you Ni, really. The mistake of that time was my greatest sin by hurting your mind and your physique. Do I have to let you go with him?. Can I do that?. Is that really what you want?. Don't you want to give me a chance just once?." said Rifky grudgingly staring at the photo of Zania in his grasp.

"Why?. Why is it so hard to know how you really feel about Ni or rather me?"rifky said again, until the sound of knocking on the door was heard and entered a woman with a boy who may be about 6 years old more came to Rifky.

Rifky also immediately welcomed the arrival of those who had been scheduled long ago that day. Not forgetting, Rifky put the photo into his drawer again.

The boy immediately ran over to hug Rifky. A man who was greatly missed by the boy who was none other than Azka, the son of Rifky and Bella.

Azka and Bella just arrived in Indonesia a few days ago, because Azka missed her father. And Azka wanted to live with her father. Bella takes Azka to meet Rifky. To this day they are in the same room.

"How is the father's hero" asked Rifky and Azka with a smile that was very similar to Rifky and replied confidently.

"As you can see. Azka grew up to be a man who can now keep mama from the bad guys" Azka said confidently with her words, which were immediately pinched with anxiety by Rifky. Bella smiled happily at their interaction.

"really that. Father's son is a grown up turns out yes."Rifky's tease to his son.

"Sure, ask your mom. Azka can do everything. Isn't it ma?"azka asked Bella who nodded in agreement.

"Yes dear. Mama's son is already a tall body and will rival this father of yours. That's what you're really hoping for, isn't it"ledek Bella to the proud smiling Azka.

"The little one has grown up" said Rifky ruffled his son's hair.

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"How is your relationship progressing with Zania, Ky" asked Bella who was sitting and watching Azka who was playing at one of the gaming venues in the mall that they currently stop by.

Rifky looked at Bella with that indecipherable face. Bella who felt stared at by Rifky also turned her gaze to another direction.

Rifky also looked back at Azka who was cool playing the game cars there.

"Perhaps, there's no chance he's given me Bell" said Rifky who immediately lowered his head to calm his current thoughts.

Bella who listened to the statement uttered by Rifky was silent for a moment.

"I don't know why it's so hard to convince him. Devan had proposed to him" said Rifky again fragile and made Bella look sad at the man she once loved so much. Maybe even now.

Rifky looked at Bella with a forced smile that was very difficult to do, because of the mixed feelings.

"Maybe this is karma for me Bell. For hurting you both, so that I cannot reach my love. Should I let it go now, Bell?. Do I have to let go of it to be with someone else?." asked Rifky with his sluggish face.

"Are you ready to let go?. If not, fight Ky. Did Nia receive a proposal from Devan?. If not, there is hope for you. I hope you don't give up on that. You love Ky, you have to fight for him" Bella assured Rifky. Even though his heart was very sick at the moment, when it gave spirit to the man who was beside him.

Rifky smiled listening to Bella's words.

"But, he just smiled and was happy when he was with Devan, Bell. When I was with you, I never found that smile. Even when he was with Marcell, the bajak***** was also able to smile happily. Maybe the wound I gave her was deep within Bell. Maybe he closed the door for me. I don't deserve Bell, neither for him nor for you. I don't deserve it." said Rifky frustrated. Without him realizing Bella endured the sadness of seeing the man he faced talking there was no hope.

"If I expected you to come back to me, would you be Ky?. But I don't want to force this feeling anymore, I don't want to hurt my feelings, your feelings and her feelings. All I need to do is keep this feeling, not" Bella said in her heart.

"But I know, the look Nia gave you was not Ky's hateful look. Fight him, I know he loves you too" Bella said heavily.

"And I also love you so much Ky" Bella said in her heart, sad.

Bella convinces Rifky with everything she can. He loved Zania very much. That's what Bella knows. Without them realizing that Zania who was accompanying Riri shopping at the mall saw the interaction between Bella and Rifky did not forget, Zania sees a boy running towards Bella and Rifky with his share.

"That's Bella isn't it?. And that's their child?. She's grown up" Zania said, not stopping to look at those who Zania thinks are happy families.

Riri who saw Zania looking at Rifky and Bella was feeling pity. He also tried to comfort his friend.

"They're on vacation here. You want to say hello to them" said Riri, who was returned by Zania's headband.

"We don't bother them Ri. We continue shopping, yes, come on" said Zania who immediately walked first.

Riri looked at Rifky and Bella. After that looked at Zania who had walked first in front of him.

"Why are you making things difficult for yourself Ni." said Riri who immediately caught up with Zania.

"Wait for Ni, take the road" said Riri who immediately approached Zania.

Bella looked at the voice and looked at the backs of the two women who were joking with each other.

"They're like no strangers" Bella said in her heart.

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