
On the way to the office. Harfei does not concentrate, he seems to haunt the sentences Hazal and mother. His heart was violently turbulent, the man's feelings became agitated. His mind is filled with eternal feeling. Wanted to see his father, but hatred dominated. Finally the man pulled his car over in a lake surrounded by shady trees. In the lake it was as if he found peace and answers to his questions all along.
"aaak--. Why is all this happening to me God?. Are YOU deliberately playing with my destiny?. I never even remembered his (Dad of Vishnu) God. Then why did he suddenly appear in the middle of my life frozen in his existence?. Hu...Hu...". Harfei cried bitterly as if spilling all his feelings. Disappointed, sick, and wounded. All of those flavors appear simultaneously.
"I must how God... Hu. hu...hu...". Anyone who hears Harfei's roaring cries will surely shed tears. It hurts so much.
For an hour Harfei cried in the lake to calm his feelings. After feeling calm and finding answers, Harfei finally went from the lake and met Vishnu's father. Yes, Harfei has made the decision that he will meet his father one last time before death do them part.
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In the prison, there appeared a middle-aged man wearing typical inmate clothing. His face that began to grow fine feathers as if faithfully decorate the face that was no longer young. His body is thin and unkempt. He held the hand of a woman who was almost his age.
"Ratna, please forgive all my past actions. I don't deserve to be forgiven. But at the very least, I can see your face for the last time. Please forgive me. Forgive this stupid old man. Hix... Hix... Hicks...". Vishnu began to cry, he really regretted all his actions in the past and present. Leaving his faithful wife with him, even to this day Ratna never married. Isn't that proof that women are always faithful?.
"Mas, I've forgiven you. But I'm not sure about our son. I'm sorry I couldn't persuade our son. He's too stubborn, just like you". Lirih Ratna's.
Vishnu smiled happily when he heard Ratna's simple words. He imagined the face of Harfei as a child. Cute, handsome, and adorable too.
"He's grown up, he's grown up to be a good and tough person. She's so lucky to have a mother like you who always educates her with kindness. Not like me. I even failed to be a good husband and father to my wife and children. Hix.. Hicks...".
"Already mas. I've forgiven you".
Vishnu held Ratna's hand.
"Thank you for forgiving me. I just hope that Harfei will open his heart to forgive me and meet me one last time".
"Yes".
Two people who seemed to channel the feeling of longing that stuck in the heart, are now separated. This may be the last time for both. A bitter cry of loss will re-stir up onto the surface of each of the hearts of the two. Even useless regrets bind the heart of Vishnu. Regret is always behind, because if in front of it the name is registration. 😁
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After the departure of Harfei's mother, Vishnu returned to his detention room. Fifteen minutes later, however, he again received a call that someone would meet him. The middle-aged man thought Ratna had forgotten something, but it wasn't. He was surprised by the arrival of someone who was very much missed,
"Harfei?".
The middle-aged man's eyes began to glaze over (Author also glazed over Vishnu's om), his heart rippled violently, his heart pounding, his body trembling. Don't ask how happy the guy is.
"Harfei. Harfei. Hu... Hu... I'm sorry son, I'm sorry". Vishnu wept profusely, he rested under the feet of Harfei, expecting forgiveness from his son.
While Harfei was still unmoved, his heart churned violently. He felt sorry for his father's tears. Silence momentarily wrapped up the two, only the sound of Vishnu's roaring cry was loud until it filled the room.
"Wake Dad". At once Vishnu stood up and stared fixedly at his son's face.
"Dad".
"Youngpam.... Hu.. Hu... My son's... Hu... Hu... I'm sorry dear father. I sinned against you. I'm really sorry for you, son. Forgive dad. Hu... Hu...". Vishnu cried, roared, groaned, and all kinds of heartache were clearly emblazoned on the middle-aged man's face. He hugged his son's body tightly, and Harfei returned his embrace, adding haru points and sadness to Vishnu's heart. Had he not done so great a mistake by leaving his wife and child, he might have witnessed the growth and development of his son until now and not missed a single moment of importance.
"Dad apologize son". Vishnu wanted to prostrate himself at Harfei's feet, but the man restrained his body.
"Dad, don't do that. Please". Harfei Pinta.
"By bowing down will not take away all your sins, son, will not. Hu... Hu...".
Harfei's heart felt pinched and pity. What an amazing meeting to drain emotions and tears.
"Harfei has forgiven father. And forgive Harfei also for refusing the existence of the father. I just need a little time to organize my wounded heart. Please forgive Harfei if you wait too long. Forgive Harfei Father. Hix... Hicks...". Harfei began to sob, his heart torn with his own words. Can not be denied if his heart really misses the figure of the father all this time.
"Don't apologize to dad son. Dad doesn't deserve that. But I'm so happy to see you one last time". Vishnu searched his sentence,
"How's my son-in-law doing?. Is she okay?". Ask Vishnu after a while.
"He's okay dad. He even sends his regards to Dad. He forgave dad too. If only Dad...". Harfei seemed to take a heavy breath, then then continued his sentence,
"If you weren't in jail, you might see your grandson's birth later. Hix... Hicks...". Harfei cried when he said that very heart-wrenching sentence. So too with Vishnu. The middle-aged man cried when he found out that he was about to become a Grandfather.
"Good-grandson?. Really it?. Whoa... It turns out that the father's son is already grown and will soon become a parent. Can I ask you for something one last time, son?. Consider it to atone for Dad's sins. I might not even be able to erase all my sins on you, son". Pinta Vishnu lirih and sad.
"Is that Dad?".
"Please put my name on your son later if he's born. I want you to remember me as your parents, even though I don't deserve to be called a parent".
Harfei's heart was getting hurt. A farewell that will soon arrive makes the two on the verge of disaster. But in spite of all that, tucked happiness and satisfaction in their hearts. Vishnu was relieved that his son finally wanted to meet and forgive him. While Harfei was happy because it opened his heart to forgive the man who had opened the way to be born into this world. Unbeknownst to them, Hazal and mother watched the two from behind the door and cried. Yes, mother returned to the detention room because outside the prison she accidentally met Hazal who apparently wanted to see her father-in-law as well.
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