
Have you ever felt so sad when you wake up and listen to the morning prayer that feels so close behind your ears?.
It's as if the longing hit us, where it feels like we miss the childhood when walking in the cold of the dawn air where our little feet step without using their pedestals, passing through the atmosphere of the village where the houses are still not standing tightly and walking from one wild plant to several other wild plants.
Sometimes the voices of children our age laugh out loud and do not understand the weight of life and the burden of the world, when all things are still done by parents and children only know to accept.
The rustic atmosphere that is still heard the sounds of crickets or the sounds of animals that kick is funny deafening, deafening, where the parents walk behind the children to go to one of the hangars there.
It was very sad but so cold and pleasant, the cool air that had not been polluted by the police and also the various kinds of factory waste.
It is not the ear-splitting city center where noise is heard everywhere not even a parent yelling to ask his child to take ablution water and pray, where acid is billowing from street traffic.
Alessia longed for those times despite only being briefly with her father and mother.
It was as if today to be afraid of growing up quickly, he still longed for his childhood even though only for a moment where he laughed would come the old man before him who would clasp his palm tightly to bring him home after a long walk also where he opened the door of their simple house where the mother was cooking with acid islands of wood and also a very simple black pot and black leather.
I miss home.
Inner Alessia softly, then the girl sighed softly.
The sound of the chanting of the holy verse heard behind his ears filled the mosque where he was sitting at this time, this was the time leading up to the wedding of himself and Mr. Khalid.
The girl was wearing white domineering clothes and her face was polished with makeup that seemed so natural that showing how beautiful Alicia's face was today, a domineering scarf in white also covered her head.
Right on her right side, Khalid's mistress is seen clasping her palms tightly together as the beautiful woman with the pale face develops her most beautiful smile this morning.
It is no longer a secret and it is commonplace where the groom and the bride will be in separate rooms with each other, they only listen to each other's voices in which the women will listen to the men's voices in making their sacred promises.
They are seen pounding waiting for the wedding to be held in a few minutes.
Not knowing how exactly Alessia was feeling at the moment, she preferred to be silent and not let out her voice at all, preferring her thoughts to wander somewhere longing for her childhood as well as her father and mother.
He realized that he was now growing up, apparently, and he only realized when everyone married in a happy way because of their respective choices on the basis of love apparently he married because of circumstances where he could not choose.
When one's daughter is married because there is a guardian of a father or even though there is no father, the mother's sister is sitting next to him or maybe even if they are or there could be uncles over the nephews as well as the rest of the family but he's here sitting and letting his body rest on his two legs, alone without a single person having him known among everyone.
There was not even a place she had to cry and say about her feelings, or a place where she forgot her tears and said everything was fine, she said, the only place to complain and talk is herself and her own heart, and she just realized in this world she was alone facing everything without knowing where it ended up.
He could faintly hear the voice of Mr. Khalid speaking from behind a microphone in a different room bordering the wall where this time slowly Mr. Khalid began to make a promise to the God is in their marriage.
Alessia closed her eyes slowly not knowing what she was feeling right now but she tried to let herself drown in her own daydream.
Sometimes one has a special reason of pawning his self-esteem and future to others, if people from the lower classes have money they will never want to lower their self-esteem just because of money.
Alessia
Hospital xxxxxxx
Operation of Alessia
A few days after the wedding.
The girl's eyeballs stared at the doctor before her for some time, she looked at Dr. Rich where she had started to climb onto the operating table, the man began to hold an editing needle in which he would be sedated slowly.
"Will the doctor help me to do something?"
Alicia asked before the man injected drugs into her body.
"you can ask for it while I can grant it"
Answer the man quickly.
"Give it to Agnes periodically, tell her I'm enjoying a long vacation"
After saying that, Alessia handed over several envelopes to Dr. Rich, the man placed her while receiving the envelopes given by Alessia.
"tell him I'm fine"
Then he developed his smile, in the next few seconds the girl closed her eyeballs slowly, she was clearly noon with all sorts of possibilities that would happen on this day.
Although she was afraid that her surgery would not work but the doctors tried to convince her and said if the surgery would be successful and fine, Alessia could eventually only develop her best smile.
As soon as the girl closed her eyeballs, Rich's doctor was seen staring at the envelope in her hand for some time, he asked one of his team to put the envelope in the corner of the room on an empty chair where there was a small bag of his, then slowly the man began to sedate Alessia without saying much.
Everyone stared at each other, where one of them saw him and did not give his expression at all, no one knows what everyone is thinking right now, until they start moving to perform surgery on the girl on the operating table.
If there is a meeting, is there not a farewell?
If there is life, is there not death?