Mr. Psycho's Love Obsession
92. Dejavu
BRAKKKIS....
A map had been thrown in front of the God at a time that was still fairly early that morning.
"Sorry Sir"
Niko came from behind with her frightened face.
"No papa, come out" the Lord commanded his assistant.
"What does this mean Lord God??"
All of this is like dejavu to God. Diandra who came with a face full of anger was. Just like Diandra who first visited his office after knowing God's plan to marry him.
His map throw on the table was exactly the same. But if at that time the one thrown was a God agreement letter with Father Diandra. This time it was a letter that God had signed himself a few days ago.
The god still maintained his cold face while Diandra with her fierce gaze. The same Diandra as a few months ago had already returned again before the Gods.
"Have you signed it yet??" God kept trying to hide his happiness because he could see the woman he so longed for.
"See it for yourself!!" Diandra is also no less cold than God.
The man whose good looks were able to melt the hearts of women grabbed and opened the map that had been thrown Diandra.
"You haven't signed it yet??" The god looked at Diandra questioningly as there was no Diandra's signature on the stamp.
"Wouldn't it be before you say to yourself in front of me why did you send that cursed letter when I was just able to sit down after giving birth to our child??" The glint of anger was clearly visible in Diandra's eyes.
"Why do you still have to ask me why Diandra?? Didn't you make that deal yourself, you forgot??" The Lord answered as calmly as possible.
Diandra was silent for a moment because of the ridiculous agreement he had made himself.
"Yes I did make that deal, consciously asking you to divorce me after our son was born" Diandra did not lower her tone at all.
The god stood up then turned his back to Diandra. Staring towards the translucent wall that promises a very bright view of the blue sky.
"Then why should you ask that again Diandra?? Didn't I keep my promise as you wish. Just sign the letter, then it will all be over. I've followed your other wishes, too, about my son. I've given you full custody" God turned his back on Diandra not because he didn't want to see that pretty face. But since Gods would definitely not be able to put out any words if faced with Diandra.
"True, you have indeed kept your promise. You also let me take care of our son. But you have no right to do this all you own Lord God!! Why do you always act arbitrarily and as you please, huh??" Diandra that lately soft and motherhood is no longer there.
"What do you mean Diandra?? How can you judge me like that after everything I've done for you" God still won't look at Diandra.
Both of his hands were put in his pants. His tightly clenched hand held the turmoil within him.
"Now I'm asking you one thing. Are you really willing to let me go??"
Diandra was still waiting for a few seconds because God never opened his voice.
"What's that question for?? After all, my answer would not change anything right" The god closed his eyes as he said that hurtful sentence.
"No need to know!! You are indeed Sadewa who is like everyone else said. It was not God who had been by my side. You are evil, you b***sek!!"
Diandra started sobbing behind the Gods. His defense that he had built up since entering the room, so as not to collapse when facing the Gods was in fact destroyed as well.
God doesn't know what exactly Diandra meant to come to his office. Throwing the map at him, getting angry by himself, and now just crying bitterly in the presence of God.
"Diandra, what do you really want?? I have followed your wishes. So don't confuse me with all this. Why did you come back to curse me with those harsh words?? Tell me what else do I have to do so I can release you immediately??" The god finally casts his ego. He came back weak just because of Diandra's cry.
The good god approached the woman who was still his status as his wife.
"What else did I do to you Dee?? Did I hurt you again?? Tell me what's really going on" God gripped Diandra's wrists.
Diandra raised his head to look into the eyes of the God who had returned to the shade. There was a sense of delight in his heart's greetings as the Gods called out to him as usual.
"Yes!! You obviously hurt me a lot!! Why are you a human being so bad?? To pull me into this marriage forcibly, torture me, then show me your immense love, THEN MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE AND NOW YOU DIVORCE ME JUST LIKE THAT!! EVEN YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME AND OUR SON WHO HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN OUT OF THE HOSPITAL!!"
Deidara raised his voice right in front of the face of the God with tears continuously flowing down his cheeks.
The god was still silent for fear that his hearing was wrong. God could not believe that Diandra had said she was in love with God.
"Why Mas?? Why are you so cruel?? Why are you this young man the same as me??"
Diandra's voice weakened with a look of despair because God was still unmoved.
God releases Diandra's hand. He switched to covering Diandra's face, rubbing those wet cheeks with his fingers.
"Tell Dee, what should I do?? I don't know what to do, I obey all your wishes but you came to curse me. What else should I do Dee. Please don't make my heart even more confused"
The gazes of the two of them were so deep with such a close distance. It is obvious that their love is so deep.
"Jawab first my question. Are you really willing to let go of me??" Diandra's soft voice with her quivering lips was able to make God feel pain inside her chest. The god shook his head slowly then said what Diandra wanted to hear from her question.
"No, I'm not at all willing to let you go. I only did it because I kept my promise. But that doesn't mean I'm willing to Dee. I'm devastated, I'm injured" Diandra is currently back to see the God crying before her. The strong and ferocious man let out his tears just for the sake of a woman like Diandra.
"Then don't let go of me!!"
One sentence that is class and firm from Diandra to God.
"W-what do you mean Dee?? Didn't you ask yourself?? You also do not want to part with our child, until I am willing to give full custody to you" The hand of God is still faithfully on the left and right side of Diandra's cheek. As if not far from his beautiful wife.
"I asked, but you have turned my heart back. You have mastered it completely. I asked you not to keep Akhtar away from me, but not the farewell I meant. But keep me by your side so I can always be around him. Why don't you understand that, and just send that insignificant letter?? Why do you have to sacrifice while your heart is just as broken?? Why don't you become as selfish as when you married me Mas, Why??"
Diandra was already in the arms of the Gods in a single jolt. Cuddling a body that was so fitting in his embrace. Inhaling the scent of Diandra's body so intoxicating it with Deep.
Diandra could feel the back of the man who was hugging her trembling again. He did not know if he was so influential for a Sadewa that he could make the man cry as he pleased.
"I'm sorry Dee, I'm a lousy guy when it comes to you. I became stupid and selfish at the same time" cried the God in Diandra's arms.
"No, you're wrong. You're the best man I've ever met. You are willing to do anything for the woman you love, even if your own heart hurts too. You can change for your love. I'm lucky to love you Mas" They both wet each other's shoulders with tears.
"Can I now conclude that my love has been avenged by Dee??"
Diandra parsed her embrace. Now he who changed includes the face of the God with his two hands. Imitating what the god did earlier while wiping away her tears.
"Conclude as you please Mas, I won't dodge anymore" Diandra smiled beautifully for her husband.
How happy God is right now, it feels like a dream. Diandra who came with the expression of his love at the time of their marriage on the brink of divorce.
"I love you, Diandra veronika" God said in a low voice.
"I also love you God, my husband and my son's Papa"
The next second their lips were already united. No one starts first, because they both want it. Each other*sap and taste channel love and longing each.
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