Mr. Psycho's Love Obsession

39. Slapped reality

"Just like you, Mas, his nose is sharp. It's so gnarly on his cheek"

"Times similar to me anyway Dee?? I want to look more like you"

The two of them had returned to the room, sitting together on the sofa with a photo of the USG in Diandra's hand.

"And your father, it is natural to look like you. If you look like someone else, it is not your child" Canda Diandra.

"And he's a gift from you. So I can see you in her face later if you look like you" God looks sad.

"So you don't like him to look like you. He was disappointed that his father didn't like it"

"Who says don't like it, yes I like him he looks like me because he will definitely inherit the good looks of his Papa"

"Ih very narcissistic you Mas" Diandra laughed amusedly because it turns out that God can joke like that.

It turns out that there are so many that Diandra does not know from God. Almost 7 months of their marriage, Diandra only know the name of the God alone, even the date of birth of the God Diandra did not know.

BRAKK...

"Diandra!!"

Diandra who was still holding her stomach for laughing too much was surprised by the sound of the door slamming.

"Didi, are you sick??" Bryan went straight to Diandra who was still sitting next to God.

"I-I'm not papa Bryan" Diandra glanced at the God whose face turned sour.

"Don't be angry again I beg you, because I just saw you warm again" Inner Diandra.

"But why did I see the Doctor in front?? You're really not papa, are you??" Bryan seemed to ignore the God who was there.

"I let you stay here, but that doesn't mean you can just walk into my room!! If your reason was only because of Diandra, you should have known I was more entitled to her. I want you to stay close to him just because I think about his happiness. So don't cross your limits!!"

After saying that God stood up wanting to leave Diandra and Bryan there. He was sick of being among those lovers.

"Wait for me, where are you going??" Diandra held the hand of God.

"I'm sick of being here" replied the God wryly.

Diandra closed his eyes, what he feared was true happened. The god has abandoned himself again.

"Bryan, get out of here" Pinta Diandra as smoothly as possible so Bryan doesn't take it personally.

"But..."

"I'm not papa Bryan, the doctor just checked my womb. So I beg you, get out of here" Bryan looked disappointed that Diandra would rather hold off a god than her.

"All right, I'm out. I'm sorry I sassy Lord God" Bryan said, but his gaze was still on Diandra.

The god remained silent standing with his hand held by Diandra.

Bryan began to turn around leaving Diandra disappointed. He was also angry at himself for justifying what God had said earlier. God is more entitled to everything than he is.

The gods were still silent after the door of their room was completely closed again.

"Mas??" Call Diandra gently.

"I want to take a bath first, how sultry it feels" Strap again Diandra hold the God.

"Are you angry??" Ask Diandra innocently.

"Dee, let me go first. To be honest since yesterday I've been harboring my anger. I kept restraining myself from getting out of control for your sake. So leave me alone first. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I beg to understand" God said with all his fatigue facing the fate of his marriage.

Sahan Diandra released his hand that held back the God. The words of the God were indeed about right in his heart. Indeed, all this time the God who continues to understand himself obeying all his wishes, freeing Diandra to get in touch with Bryan. But he could never understand the feelings of the Gods.

His heart must have been broken because of his love that clapped one hand. Moreover, the arrival of Bryan must have hurt the heart of God.

It seems that from now on Diandra realized that God's love is real not a mere obsession.

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"Why??"

Tara held out a can of fizzy drink to Bryan.

Bryan received the drink, opening the lid of the can sadistically. Then sipped the drink like his throat hadn't been through the water since morning.

"Did something happen between you??" You mean Tara is Bryan and Diandra.

"What kind of question is that?? Do I look like a shaman??" Annoyed Tara.

Bryan chuckles at Tara's answer.

"It seems I'm starting to realize something. Whether it was true or not" Bryan sipped his drink again.

"What's that?" Tara faced towards Bryan who was sitting looking up at the sky.

"Diandra, it looks like her feelings are starting to change"

"Did he tell you??" Ask Tara.

"No, but seeing him defend the God more than I do, made me doubt Diandra's feelings"

"Then are you going to give up??"

"I'm aware of it but I don't want to understand it"

"If Diandra rejects you??" Ask Tara again.

"Then what about you?? You obviously know God loves Diandra, but why did you keep chasing him until now?? Until willing to conspire with Manda just to get rid of Diandra" The question back from Bryan succeeded in making Tara excited.

"I-I don't know either. What I feel is true love or obsession. I was always with him, growing up together. He always protected me, always obeying my request. I don't want him to be close to another woman. And I got even more angry when I found out that Lord Sister was secretly married" explained Tara. He also met Bryan. But Tara can already express her heart to Bryan who incidentally is a person she does not know.

"It seems like your feelings are not love"

"Why can you conclude like that??" Delik Tara's.

"As you said earlier. You used to be with her and didn't want her to be close to other women. It's just the fear of losing. Because if he really finds his true love. He will definitely ignore you. He will definitely be more concerned with the woman he loves. And it freaks you out. Afraid of losing his attention. Afraid she can't protect you anymore, afraid of not being able to comply with your wishes anymore. So you're concluding it's love"

Tara feels pain as Bryan tells the truth about her feelings.

"Is it really like that??" Tara laughed at herself.

"Try pondering for yourself. Try to look out, all this time your world is centered on Gods only. So you can't feel what's called real love"

Tara seemed to have just gained divine light in her life. Because he couldn't argue at all what Bryan had thrown at him.

"What kind of love do you mean?? How is it different from how I feel??" Tara looked at the two beads of Bryan's pitch-black eyes.

"I'll say love in my own opinion, and try to compare it with your version of love" Tara nodded in agreement.

"Love in my opinion, misses when you don't meet"

"Me too" answered Tara.

"Always feel happy when you are near him"

"Me too"

"Want always by her side" Bryan continued to say what he felt.

"I am too"

"It's sad to see her sad and crying"

"........" Tara fell silent. He never knew when God was sad because God always covered everything with his cold face.

"Belcome when you see her happy. Always make her feel happy and comfortable around you"

"........" Tara was silent again. He actually often makes God upset with his behavior that wants to always be noticed.

"Rela does whatever she wants to do as long as she's happy"

"Enough!!"

Tara stops Bryan from continuing. Because of all that Tara really did not know about all those things other than the three same answers earlier.

"Do you still believe that your feelings are love??" Ask Bryan.

Tara was silent. He held onto his increasingly clenched chest. It felt like he was really slapped by the reality described by the foreign man beside him.

Because no one can come out of his lips. Tara chose to leave from there, leaving the God who had been sitting alone in the garden that was not illuminated by the sun.

Seriate..