
The passionate longing is mounting, Zahra tightly embraces the body of the husband, blowing away all the longings that daily eat away at the heart.
Want to pour out all the feelings, but fear burdened the mind of the husband who focused on starting his new business. Zahra could only hold back the longing heart, trying to understand the husband's busyness.
"Let's take you off college, play at mama yuk's house, she said Mama kangen is just as beautiful." asked Dion as she folded her prayer mats after performing congregational morning prayers with Zahra.
"Yes, I miss Mama too."
Dion took Zahra out of the house, to the car.
"Where are you going in the morning?" asked Zain who was walking around the courtyard along with Aaron.
"You going to mom's house, brother? It was the same with Nadine."
***
"Assalamualaikum." the first sentence that Zahra said after reaching the door of Kartika's mother's house.
"Wa alaikumsalam" said Papa and Mama simultaneously.
Mama Kartika hugged her son and ex and took him inside the house.
"Break breakfast yet."
"Yet ma." replied Dion and Zahra compactly.
"It just so happens that the food is ready at the dinner table."
When he reached the dining table, Dion was surprised to see Marco already sitting on Papa's side chair.
"Well, what is this?." asked Dion, who was sitting next to Marco.
"Relax the branch of the company that is here." Marco replied casually.
"Where do you stay?..."
"Live here."
"Can't."
"Om same Auntie has allowed."
"Darling, Marco is also your brother. It's okay that he lives here." said Mama.
"But Marco can stay in Oma's house." Dion refused.
"Gue can't stay in that house." Marco reluctantly meets Art at his Omanya's house.
"Have not argued at the dinner table." Mama broke the tension between the two brothers.
"But Ma." Zahra held Dion's thigh, shaking her head slowly, gesturing through her eyes to keep arguing.
"You must take care of your health, do not be too stressed if you need to join a pregnancy program so that you get pregnant quickly. Yesterday mama bought this honey, she said it could nourish the womb. This traditional herbal medicine is good for the womb. Mama's 10-year-old married friend has not been able to momongan, it is difficult to get pregnant but after drinking this routine can finally get pregnant."
Zahra feels sad every time discussing the problem of children, not ungrateful for all the favors but still everyone who questions 'when pregnant' always feels crowded, always feel claustrophobic, what else with the busyness of the husband that makes him rarely touched. Dion was always overtime, coming home every night, going home more often after Zahra had fallen asleep. Early in the morning we went to work.
"You have to drink this routine yes, Mama already can't wait to nimang grandson."
"Maybe it's not time yet, Ma. Just be patient, maybe you'll soon be pregnant."
"Zahra is not difficult to get pregnant, but lack of attention and is rarely neglected." Marco got up and left the dining table. Dion grew increasingly upset, his clenched hands held back emotions.
"Zahra would have understood that her husband was busy." Dion's words stopped Marco and turned around.
"Hopefully your wife's heart won't turn away." after saying that, Marco ran away.
"Tuh, Marco. You're too busy to pay the same attention to your wife. At least spend a little time for your wife" said Mama Kartika.
"Sorry" said Dion, hugging Zahra, they were already in bed.
"Why?"
"I'm too busy until we miscommunicate."
"Should it be that busy?"
"A few months ago my efforts almost failed, so I was very busy but now Alhamdulillah began to run smoothly. I have already bought several companies outside the city and abroad who want to export goods from my factory. If everything is stable, I promise I'll take more time for you."
"I'm sorry, brother. I may have been a burden on my brother's mind."
"No, you're my wife. My pride, my progressing efforts are also thanks to the prayer of the wife of Solehah who mustajab. I'm sure, even without asking for it, you must have always prayed for kindness for your husband."
"Yes, I always doain kok brother."
"I've always wanted to take you wherever I go, but you're still in college."
"Do whatever you think is right and good. I can understand that everything you do is for me, too."
"Don't get too dizzy People say things about children. We just walk around casually, don't need to do it."
"Wouldn't you like to have children?"
"Yes, but I don't want you to be burdened by your mother's demands on children."
"If I can't get pregnant how?"
"You can definitely get pregnant, don't be pessimistic dong."
"If I can't have children, do you want to find a new wife?"
"Mahaha ... No way, you know? The most loyal husband in the world is me."