
Zain was so shocked, this was not according to plan. Nadine must have misunderstood. Maybe Zain's way of having Nadine was wrong but Zain never had the slightest intention to collect a debt on Nadine's parents. Zain only wants Nadine to depend on him and marry him even if forced. After marriage, Zain will try to melt Nadine's heart. It's okay even though Nadine doesn't love him, Zain will still give great love to Nadine. Now Nadine must hate him so much.
In addition to wanting to marry Nadine, Zain also wants to save Nadine from the son of a kades sir who also wants to marry Nadine. Because the son of the kades sir has a bad character, likes to play women and foya-foya.
"Nadine, I can explain everything." Zain said with a trembling voice, Nadine deserves to be angry, Nadine deserves to be disappointed.
"Huuuufffh...." Nadine breathed deeply."So it's true, the brother who was trapped and ensnared my parents until they were in debt." The tears that Nadine had been holding back from now on finally slid away."I'm disappointed in you, brother. But you, that's as bad as me and my parents." Nadine immediately swept away her tears. Then pushed Zain's chest, then Nadine left but Zain immediately blocked his path.
"Nadine you misunderstood, I just wanted to help your parents pay off his debts to the kades, because I didn't want to see you in a match with his son."
"I don't think my parents can pay!!!...And now you want to tell me that brother is a hero?..."
"No Nadine, not like that."
"Help my parents' problems by ensnaring my parents with greater debt, so!!!..."
"Nadine, I never intended to pay your parents any debts at all."
"Don't worry brother, I'll pay off all my parents' debts. But not now. I paid for it nyicil."
"Nadine, I don't want money. I love you, I just want to marry you."
"But I'm sorry, I don't want to marry a cunning-hearted man like you. And from now on don't even try to get close to me again." With eyes full of tears, Nadine pointed her index finger right in front of Zain's face. So sick, so tormented, Nadine's heart said that. His little heart wanted to stick with Zain but his logic refused. Nadine still has self-esteem after being played so deeply. His heart wanted Zain but his ego refused.
"Deg..." Zain's heart ached so much, his chest felt so tight, the flowers he was breathing. This time it hurts more than before, again Nadine refused it.
"Nadine, what are you talking about?... I promise from now on I'll change and improve." Zain blocked Nadine's wrist as Nadine was about to leave.
"Repair yourself???...." Nadine looked madly at Zain's eyes and then turned to look at his hand which was strangled by Zain."Just last night you promised not to touch me again. But now!.... An insecure person like you can be trusted."
With a forced and heavy heart, Zain slowly let go of Nadine's hand.
"Nadine I'm sorry, I love you so much. Sorry, I'm already scared."
Nadine left without looking back, tears streaming down her cheeks, she bit her lower lip so as not to let out her sobs. Nadine never thought that a broken heart would hurt like this.
Zain could only see Nadine's back missing behind the door, with no tears in her eyes representing her heart, wet her cheeks and immediately wiped her.
In the bathroom, Zain flushed his body under the shower.
"Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid.... What have I done..." Time and again Zain punched the bathroom wall to vent all his emotions. The air shower continued to sweep away the tears flowing from Zain's eyes. His heart was so sick, he regretted his stupidity. Zain could see the hurt and disappointment in Nadine's eyes towards him.
Nadine curled up under the blanket, her face covered with a pillow so that her sobs would not be heard until they came out. She cried out so much, hoping to reduce the pain lodged in her heart.
Maybe it wouldn't hurt like this if Nadine didn't love Zain. This deep wound can only be inflicted by someone who is deeply loved.
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"Nadine, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." Nadine was silent, her hands were busy cleaning up the dust on the table.
"I'm sorry I let you down."
Nadine remained unmoved.
"Nadine Why are you quiet?...." Hearing such a question, Nadine immediately moved on.
"Nadine made me milk." Zain slightly shouted so that Nadine could hear him. Seeing the change in Nadine's attitude made Zain's heart restless, his chest felt tight.
Moments later Nadine approached Zain in the living room with a tray filled with a glass of milk. Nadine left immediately without a word.
"Nadine make me tea..." Zain said before Nadine disappeared behind the door.
"He's still mad at me..."
Again Nadine came with a glass of tea. Nadine's face was flat with no expression. There was no smile like usual on his face.
"Nadine made me coffee." Nadine immediately left and returned with a cup of coffee in her hand, as quickly as possible Nadine put coffee in front of Zain, Nadine knew Zain was not consuming coffee. Zain just wanted to interact with him.
"Nadine made me a cow's eye egg."
Zain repeatedly told Nadine to do this, hoping Nadine would make a sound. But Nadine is still indifferent even though she still carries out orders from Zain. Zain let out a long sigh seeing the change in Nadine's attitude. Usually Nadine will protest at length if Zain is acting arbitrarily to her. This time Nadine was really angry. Zain remembered Nadine's words when Zain almost kissed her in the hospital."I'm not angry, if I'm angry I won't make a sound."
Zain always tried to get close to Nadine, but the ones he approached always avoided.
A month had passed but Nadine remained indifferent to Zain, going to college never a car with Zain, never a word out of Nadine's lips for Zain. Nadine completely avoided Zain. It made his heart so sick and agitated, Nadine's attitude made Zain tormented.
On Sunday, Zain stood on the balcony. I could only watch Nadine from a distance. Always look at Nadine. Zain watched carefully Nadine who was drying clothes.
A few minutes later....
"I can't stand it anymore...." Zain exited the room and walked towards where Nadine was drying her clothes.
"When are you going to silence me like this?..." Zain asked as his hands were busy helping Nadine to dry her clothes.
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