
After traveling long enough, Retha also arrived at the beach of the usual upbringing she came to. Before arriving at the orphanage, Retha stopped by the supermarket first to buy some food for the orphanage children.
"Good morning....." Retha said happily.
The children who saw the arrival of Retha immediately rushed to embrace Retha. Retha is no one else to them, they already consider Retha as a teacher and brother to them.
"For rethaa......". Answer them simultaneously.
"Where's mom? this brother has a gift for you".
"Mother's inside the sister". Reza said one of the orphanage children close to Retha.
"Oh yes yes, brother enter first yes this is you share to other friends". Says Retha handed Reza some plastic wrap.
Rethah went into the house to meet Miss Ririn.
"Mr's morning Noel darling". Retha's words surprised Miss Ririn.
"Eh morning re, are you here early in the morning?" Ask Miss Ririn.
"Yes nih Bu kangen Saman my favorite son who is plump" replied Retha lying actually Retha came here to avoid Arga.
"Here ma'am let Noel be with me!" Saying Retha again.
Miss Ririn handed Noel over to Retha.
"Emmm son handsome brother has taken a shower already perfumed nih". Retha said while peeping at Noel's padlocked cheeks.
Noel who got such treatment his hand grabbed Retha's cheek rubbed her and smiled.
Retha and Bu Ririn also talked about how the orphanage is now.
"Eh Noel has gone to bed, ma'am, let me put Noel in the room first". Retha.
Retha rushed Noel into the room carefully so as not to wake the plump baby.
After putting Noel in the baby box, Retha came out of the room and joined the other children. Retha hopes that coming here with him will be able to make his feelings relieved.
"What else is it?" Retha asked the children who were busy with pencils and drawing books.
"Picturing brother!" Answer them simultaneously.
"Niken what do you picture, baby?" Retha asked the seven-year-old.
"Niken again sea picture, is it good?"
"ugly". Said Rangga one of the orphanage children.
Niken who heard the picture said ugly was angry.
"Your picture is ugly" cried Niken.
"My picture is good, isn't it brother re?"
"Yes, your pictures are all good, Rangga can't talk like that with his friends"
Rangga nodded resignedly, he was afraid if Retha scolded him.
"If Chika is drawing what?" Ask Retha.
He showed me his drawing book, and it appeared that he was drawing one child and two adults.
"It's Chika". He pointed at the picture of the little boy. "This is Rethah's mother and sister". Say again.
"Well, what a beautiful picture if you're done can you take it home?"
"By brother".
Suddenly a sense of dizziness that has not felt Retha for a long time reappears. His ears were buzzing. His view is a little foggy.
Retha hurried away from the children's place and sat down in the living room. With that consciousness already beginning to disappear Retha took the medicine in her bag and drank it right away.
Miss Ririn who saw Retha holding her head also approached her.
"Re you okay? are we going to the hospital?" Ask Bu Ririn worried.
"It's okay, ma'am, just a little dizzy in a moment also lost the dizziness". Reply Retha while massaging her temples to reduce dizziness in her head.
"Have you ever told your mother or husband about this?"
"Retha is okay Mom, Retha doesn't want to trouble anyone Retha is afraid later if you think of mother pity".
"But this is a danger to your health, you know what kind of effect it has?"
"Retha knows Mom, the blood clots in Retha's brain can cause Retha to lose her life, but Retha also does not want to make mother sad".
"But you should check with your doctor to know how you are now!"
"Yes Ma'am later yes if Retha has time for sure Retha will go to the hospital, Ms. Ririn is calm aja Retha must be strong really". Retha smiled and tried to strengthen herself. Because he knew this pain would not heal if only taking medicine.
flashbacks
When it was eight-year-old Retha, he and his grandfather would go to Bogor to see his grandfather's tea garden.
From childhood Retha was closer to her grandfather than to her own father. Her father was so busy that there was rarely time for her.
In the morning, Rethah was getting ready to go to Bogor. He was only with his grandfather to go to Bogor because Retha's mother was pregnant.
Retha who incidentally likes nature hears she will go to the tea garden to be very excited.
"Second let's go to noon the road is jammed". Whining Retha to Grandpa.
"See, Grandpa will be ready first, you are ready there too!"
Retha runs to her room to pick up her favorite backpack.
"Cake it come on". Whine Retha again.
"Yes yes there saying goodbye to your mother and sister first".
"Bu Retha is leaving first". Retha hugged her mother. "Sister don't be naughty if you stay don't bother mom". Imbuh Retha while kissing her mother's big belly.
"Be careful on the road, baby, you don't be stubborn, don't bother grandpa". Said Mira and kissed her son's forehead.
Retha and her grandfather rush out of the house and go to Bogor to see the tea gardens that are harvesting.
In the afternoon on the way home heavy rain fell. At that time they still did not reach the city road, the car they were riding was still down the path that left right was overgrown with big trees.
Somehow suddenly the car they were riding in lost control. Grandpa tried to stop his car but the fate of the car they were riding hit a large tree hard until the front car suffered a rattling.
At that time Retha's consciousness had not completely disappeared, he saw the grandfather plunged in front of his head covered in blood.
Suddenly after seeing the condition of the grandfather, Retha's consciousness disappeared. He was in a coma for two months in the hospital. His grandfather died at that time.
Retha, who was eight years old, had to become a precocious adult. How not at that time his mother was giving birth to his sister and his father was busy taking care of the business that his grandfather left behind.
Retha fell into a coma due to a brain crow due to the violent impact she received. His mother is busy taking care of her sister, making Retha have to endure her own pain.
The effects of the accident continue to this day. Retha had blood clots in the brain due to the accident. Not many know about Retha's disease because Retha herself hid it all from the people around her including her mother.
flash back off