
I tried to open my eyes, my eyes were very glare, I raised my hand to ward off the rays that made my vision disturbed
" You've woken up miss" a woman's voice sounded softly in my ear.
" where am I?" I tried to gather my consciousness and I saw a middle-aged woman standing beside me
" You're in my house, miss, what you're feeling right now" she asked
" my head is a little dizzy and my lower abdomen is also a little sore" I replied
" thank God you've been better and they're still holding on" he said with a smile.
" a..what does she mean, ma'am?" ask me confused
" so miss doesn't know?"
I just shook my head to answer his question.
" do you want to see them?"
" huh... see who?"
" who is trying to develop in your womb"
" what is a.me?" I wanted to say it but I was scared,
" You're pregnant with the mistress"
it was the speech I was waiting for, what everyone would be happy to hear, I doubted it, without my tears flowing, between happy and sad all mixed into one.
" ja.so hiks...he hiks... is already here Mom? I was accompanied by a bitter cry.
" it's not just one mistress, we can do an ultrasound to see her" he asked, which I replied with a nod,
she who I know turned out to be an obstetrician, showed me how my heart was residing in my womb the fruit of my love with my husband who I love so much.
" just look at them, it turns out they have one.two.three.and ahh it turns out you are pregnant with four twins young lady of the Hartono family" she said smiling happily.
degh.
" who does not know you miss, in this village you and also the young master of space are very well known here, you and your husband managed to open the eyes and minds of the villagers though not entirely but the majority of us have begun to understand and no longer judge others." he explained as knowing my thoughts
" where is Minah Ma?" I asked after hearing his explanation
" he went straight home and entrusted your safety to me miss, he said he wanted to clean up a little mess at home.he was hard to leave you but he did have to go, the Hartono family and its discipline cannot be disturbed miss" he said with a laugh.
" please keep my pregnancy a secret from whoever the doctor is, I want to surprise my husband for his birthday next month" I said with a forced smile, actually I hesitated to tell him. I'm being pessimistic or maybe this is baby-congenital I thought.
" all right, miss" he said
"can I go home, Mom? ask him, though,
" thank you Doctor" I said with a sincere smile,
" rest, I stay first lady" she said
I saw the clock stuck on the wall, it turned out to be ten in the morning, it turned out that long enough I was unconscious, my mind wandered to think about my fate, the Hartono family is a respectable family and very respectful of grandmothers, my mother, my father, my father, and my father were very happy, what their view to me later when I found out I was the cause of the accident even though I did not push grandma, rope if I did not serve his words it would not happen.what about the space bang, what about the space bang, what he was about to leave me. Bad thoughts began to enter me, did not feel the time passed at exactly twelve o'clock bi minah come to pick me up.
" how is the state of non virgin, is it better ?what did Dr. Mira say? nothing serious, right?" bi Minah strapped me with a lot of questions.
" i'm fine" I said
" but there was blood" he said confused
" ordinary bi" I replied trying to relax
" ohh.bibi knows, it hurts when it comes ha.ha.aunty panics" she laughs funny laughing at her own thoughts.
I just kept my mind wandering, let this be my secret, a lot of things I have to take into account, the intentions of the grandmother trying to bring me down, the great-grandson was just an excuse, a great-grandmother, he was just trying to find a way for me to part with his grandson because he thought I was just a poor man trying to make the most of his family's wealth.
(my dear mother is strong, son, if you let us go, you will fight for all of you, you are the true soulmate of your mother) I can only murmur in my mind. let time decide where my destiny will go.
" let's go home non, don't think about anything, aunt sure young master won't think like that, after all aunt believes it's not the non that caused it to happen" said Bi Minah trying to make me strong and only I can reply with a smile.
we went straight home after I changed my clothes that had been brought by BI Minah, we were escorted by the driver of the family doctor Mira using his car. when I arrived at the Hartono family residence I saw they were still not home, there were only a few workers.
with lethargy and heart I stepped into the room, I sat on the bed and fell silent in remembrance of all my life's journey, I heard the door of the room that was open it turned out that there was a space bang standing in front of the door looking at me coldly and flat face, I was standing towards him
" how is grandma bang" asked me slowly.
" it's none of your business" he replied flatly.
degh's...
I just kept quiet, stood looking at him walking towards the bathroom, back the throb I felt from my stomach,
" it's okay baby, don't be sad you guys are strong, dad is just being sad" I said softly as I rubbed my stomach and wiped my tears, I sat on the bed staring at the bathroom door, I want to feel like I'm stepping but the pain in my stomach I can't ignore, I take the medicine that was given by Doctor Mira, I take, then I lay my body in bed soaking up the pain and struggle of a mother.
I heard the bathroom door was open, I couldn't move, even though I was taking medicine, but the pain was still there, I couldn't be selfish, I chose to close my eyes, I said, let my husband take his own clothes, he must understand my condition, confidently reassuring me that my husband knows me well when I am sick.
I heard footsteps approaching towards me, I smiled inwardly, the space bang still watching me.
" i didn't expect a virgin, when grandma was in critical condition you unsympathizedly chose to sleep instead of catching up with her. You really let me down, virgin,my habit of making you the queen of my life makes you cross your line" with a soft bang space uttered it and instantly passed without looking back, the door of the room was closed violently, I soon heard the sound of a car driving away from the residence.
" really have you bang, without asking you to judge me, hiks...hiks...i am not the one who did it bang, I just defended myself" murmured me along with a sob, it hurts so much I feel like I'm dumped.
the pain returned even though I had taken the medicine,
"daughter don't be sad, son, you have to be strong in there, mother doesn't want you to go, so hold on for mother son" I murmured while rubbing my stomach, my vision began to blur and also darken, I was unconscious in my bed.
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