Move To Another Title

chapter 22

one week ago I and the space bang were in his hometown, what I feel right now is really very painful for me, I feel my husband turned cold to me, I feel like my husband is, every question I ask is always answered briefly, the attention I give is only in the wind then. without asking and explaining anything to me he silences me. a series of bad thoughts began to cross my mind and I began to set a strategy for my life in the future.if he wanted to separate then I would grant him, a marriage that was a corn would run aground just because of this problem. it started two days ago

flashbacks

this morning I woke up earlier than my husband, I saw he was still sleeping soundly. I peeked him a glance and tried to release his embrace, he said, I saw the clock on the wall at four and thirty in the morning, I walked to the bathroom to wash my face and then I went to the kitchen, this morning I felt very hungry, I don't know at the end of this I became often hungry and if not directly eat then my stomach acid immediately rose I so often feel nauseous.

" morning bi Minah" my greeting to Bi Minah which turned out to surprise me.

" jeez kirain aunt who this morning is in the kitchen, young lady for aunty was surprised. fortunately aunt has a heart not made in china non" said Bi Minah joking

" ah the aunt could've" I smiled back.

" oh, what do you want to go to the kitchen this morning?"

" i'm laper bi, can anyone eat for a wedge stomach until breakfast time is not bi?" ask me while smiling shyly

" jeez the non-kayak mother of pregnant women only at this hour ask for food" he said

" let's pray Bi, may the junior spaceship be present quickly" I said with great hope.it has been almost two months my monthly guests have not been present, he said, but because the period never came on time I always did not touch it, but it was the end of this my mood always went up and down and my appetite was also uncontrollable. I rubbed my stomach slowly while chanting a prayer in my mind that I might be given the confidence to be a mother.

" amen, aunty pray that the little one will be present quickly so that Den Randy has a playmate" said Bi Minah with a soothing smile.

" thank you Bi"

" this is no leftover food last night non, what does not want, or want aunt masakin fried rice only?"

" don't be bi, this is enough"

" let aunty heat up for a minute, no"

" yes, pretty Minah"

"ah the non if it comes always seduced in aunty,"

Bi Minah started heating up leftovers last night, actually I don't want to bother her, but she definitely forbid if I heat it myself. I don't want her to be offended.

" let's not eat it at the dinner table alone" take aunt while carrying a tray containing food.

" no need bi, dara eat here only, if here dara so there are friends, not alone at the dining table" said I took the tray.

I walked towards the table in the kitchen, usually where the finished food was placed there before being brought to the dining table.

I enjoyed my meal, and it didn't take long for my food to run out, I went to wash the dishes and glasses I had used, I didn't mind that Minah forbade me, we told him at length in the kitchen, my eyes were fresh and did not intend to sleep.I saw the clock turned out to be six in the morning.

" bi.dara to the top first yes Bi, like the brother has woken up" said me slowly

" ok non" he answered while giving an ok sign with a hand gesture.

I smiled and passed from the kitchen. As I climbed the stairs I saw Grandpa Ratmi's grandmother from my husband's mother-in-law the man who stepped down.

" morning grandma" I said kindly

" hm." he replied just muttering.

I will continue my steps.

" hah.. did not grandma already have a great-granddaughter of Anisa's sister" asked me slowly. I'm sad this really hurts

" i want the great-grandson of my grandson whose descendants will carry on this family, don't be your selfish person" he said slowly but it was like a needle piercing the recesses of my heart.

" it is not a selfish grandmother, how can a grandmother ask a wife to give her husband permission to remarry, where the conscience of the grandmother as a fellow woman" I asked in tears

" you agree or not I will still marry Arum and you must not refuse" he said, not even looking at me

" what's wrong with me until grandma really hates me?

" it's your fault that you're a ja**Ng, in such a lowly way that you set my granddaughter up to marry you" she told me, this is really a real insult to me, really, I keep my honor only for my husband how he who is a woman humbles other women.

" if it wasn't for your fucking rules and your family's carelessness I wouldn't have experienced it" I snapped to her, no longer thinking that she was someone older than me.

" how dare you yell at me, you son of a bitch don't know yourself" he blurted loudly.

" don't ever test me madam, if you can get your granddaughter to marry that shameless woman then she's not the man I deserve" she said.

" i'll make her leave you a lowly woman, you're just a lowly Pela**r who hitchhikes life with my granddaughter" he pressed with a mocking smile

" and the woman of your choice is the real Bela**r, or don't you also the one who seems to enter and damage someone's household" I asked him

he turned around and tried to slap me, but ill-fated he could not balance his steps he slipped, I tried to reach him but I could not stand still looking at him with outstretched hands.

" ne.ne.k.." said a very loud voice that I know is the sound of the space bang.

he passed past me who was standing pecking on the stairs, and yelling calling the driver of this residence caused everyone to come out of the room.

"prepare a fast car" he said to Mr. Indra who immediately followed his orders

" what's going on, why you can do this" asked my father-in-law in a panic.

" sister get my equipment, I will try to give first aid first, hurry up" he ordered Anisa's sister who immediately passed to our room.

I felt my gaze spinning, but I kept stepping ignoring my head getting dizzy. My lower abdomen was also very painful.Softly I tried to get down the stairs, Anisa's sister also passed me, too, everything is already downstairs including bi Minah.

"a..My brother.me.." I tried to explain.

" hush Careen Adara" he cut off my words and did not even look at me, this really dropped my mentality

I just kept silent with tears streaming down my cheeks, I regret that I should have let my grandmother insult me. What I have done. Everyone ignored me, they left me still sculpting.

my head and stomach were getting sicker, I felt something flowing from the bottom of my body, blood...

" jeez non, non-blooded" said Bi Minah panicked

" bi pain, this.hah..this is very sick bi" I said stammered,

" wait here non aunty call husband aunty first we to the doctor near the house in-law aunt yah not far from here, hold it for a while non" he said in panic

I couldn't stand the pain anymore, my eyes darkened and I couldn't remember anything else.