
All in Adam's family agreed not to talk about Anissa's biological mother when Anissa was with them, including Zara.
His encounter with Anissa two months ago was accidental, making Zara the person closest to him at the moment. Either Zara or Anissa they're both inseparable. Not to attract the attention of Adam, Zara did all things related to Anissa because she really loved him. For feelings for Adam gradually Zara can eliminate it.
Like the occasion after one week Anissa came home from Hospital something with the promise of Adam she would take her daughter for a walk in Dufan. No exception Zara he also took part in a father and son-style vacation, because Anissa's request continues to whine at him finally Zara followed Anissa's wishes.
Anissa eagerly tried the rides in Dufan, from the ringleader to the doll palace. Everything they explore, laugh together and make wonderful moments together.
Zara and Adam were sitting together on one of the benches watching Anissa who was playing with a child her age. The two of them guarded Anissa from a distance while enjoying the beautiful afternoon sky set her dusk.
There was no conversation between the two of them just a gust of wind and the sound of strangers tickling in the ears, they were both engrossed in their respective thoughts. And also argue with each other's minds.
Adam said, "Zara, you don't have a boyfriend?". The direction of his eyes is still straight ahead.
Zara who heard Adam's question looked up in disbelief at what Adam said "Ha?".
Adam looked at Zara, and their eyes met Adam's gaze, which Zara had never understood as long as she knew Adam. A sincere smile was imprinted on Adam's lips. For several days Adam kept thinking about what he felt for Zara, until he was sure that he did love Zara. With a determination that has been unanimous at last he will reveal his heart, after all he is sure Anissa also very fond of Zara see their greatness all this time.
Adam asked again."You got a lover?". Zara shook her head "You've been at people's sermons". Adam asked softly as he glanced at Zara's ring finger, Zara knitted her brows digesting Adam's question and then she shook her head again.
"Zara" Call Adam softly, making Zara re-conscious from the thought of looking at Adam not understanding what he really meant. "Will you be Anissa's mother and the mother of my children?". Adam said steadily.
Zara's heart pumped as if jumping from her space, Zara confused her tongue as if she didn't know what to say. His mind whirled everywhere he could only look at Adam blankly in disbelief at what he had heard five seconds ago.
The sound of Adzan magrib made Zara realize from her mind, she stood up and walked over to Anissa who was still playing with her new friend.
Zara's departure approaches Anissa, causing Adam's heart to wrangle whether Zara rejects him, whether Zara hates him, whether Zara is angry with him. The questions kept on in his mind. Zara's silence makes Adam even more unsure of his decision, what if Zara avoids him because of this. What should he say to Anissa, then what should he do to his heart and feelings if he is already convinced that love Azara Princess Haydar.
Now Anissa and Zara were wearing complete prayer equipment, waiting for the time Iqomah sat down to meet the Qibla. His mind wandered somewhere, Adam's question was like a broken cassette that kept spinning in his head. For years Zara tried to reconcile with herself to make Adam happy with another heart, until now when she tried to forget Adam but Adam said the very thing he wanted to hear first. Honestly, Zara's heart was worried about accepting Adam and Anissa, or staying like this.
After performing the magrib prayer now the three of them are in one of the restos in the area of Dufan, dinner only accompanied by the clink of spoons and forks and the sound of other visitors. Looks very enjoy dinner but they are again and again busy with their respective thoughts.
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Adam's black Audi parked in front of the gates of the Haydar family home, after almost five hours of travel Adam finally drove Zara home. No one talks about what Adam said they never heard or said.
Zara slowly put Anissa's sleeping position to be comfortable, positioning Anissa lying down and arranging a pillow to keep Anissa's sleep sound. Not to forget he kissed her forehead and stroked Anissa's hair before she shuffled down from the car and into Zara's house down from Audi's car, Adam follows Zara to apologize for what he said earlier, The atmosphere becomes awward between the two of them confused to start a word that each just hangs in the mind.
"Zara's".
"Adam".
Once again they called each other, and Adam invited Zara to speak first. Adam was very worried about what Zara would say about her impromptu proposal, whether Zara accepted or refused.
Zara played both fingers channeling her nervousness, after the magrib prayer earlier and during the trip from the dufan to her house Zara was steady thinking about what she would say to Adam.
"Emmm Adam about what you said earlier". Zara's pause made Adam a little stiff. Zara plays the tip of her hijab "Begging for permission from Daddy and Mommy". Zara lirih.
Adam blinked his eyes in disbelief at what Zara said, eager for him to hug Zara but he remembered that Zara would be angry if she did that because the present Zara was not the old Zara, Zara's a petty and super wayward. Incarnate into a warm, loving, motherly Zara.
Adam nodded "Well I'll come with, Mom and Dad too. Come in the house Good night. Assalamualaikum". End of Adam's words with spirit.
Zara smiled at Adam's words "Wa'alaikum salam".
Adam gets back in the car, Adam's car moves away from Zara's sight. Zara entered her parents' house, after a little chat with her parents and brother she headed straight to the room.
Touching her chest with an unrelenting heartbeat made Zara seem like she was dreaming, she could not believe what was happening.
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