Mother Merry Only Belongs to Us

Merry and Amar

The real Merry doesn't fall asleep hearing all of Mommy Tyas and Amar's conversations.

Merry's tears melted. She tried to control her cries so as not to break at that very instant.

Excuse me. One word kept appearing in Merry's heart.

Sorry for my son who is now in heaven.

Sorry, my dear, your Mother is stupid. Mother does not know that you are in the womb of Mother. Suppose Mother knows, surely Mother will take care of you as best as possible. Inner Merry.

Merry's feelings raged. Sadness, anger, and disappointment blend into one.

Why can't she understand being pregnant? Why should there be Ambar? True what Amar said, why did Daris not be firm from the beginning? Daris did give a rejection, but also still gave a gap.

Merry hates this.

Merry hates himself. Merry also hates Daris and Ambar.

Sorry to Amar too. It turned out that until this moment he was still hurting Amar.

Amar was sincere with her. He's nice to Merry. Always trying to make Merry happy. Yes, Merry understands about it.

But, the reply Merry gave was the pain in his heart.

Can Merry hug Amar? Merry wanted to apologize and say thank you to him.

The longer the sound of stuffing from Merry's mouth.

Mommy Tyas and Amar who certainly heard the sobbing immediately approached Merry.

"Darling, why are you crying?" mommy Tyas asked as she turned Merry's head towards him.

Merry just kept crying while looking at Mommy Tyas.

Her crying broke right then and there.

"Merry's stupid!" his voice was not so clear as it blended with his stuffing voice.

Amar immediately helped Merry to sit down.

"Merry stupid Mom. Sorry, Merry killed Merry's son!" said it.

Mommy Tyas who was also crying immediately shook her head. "No. It doesn't kill. You didn't kill him. You don't know if there's him!"

Amar's heart was tight to see Merry crying and blaming herself. It even says that he killed his son.

"Merry didn't take good care of him!" Tight, his heart was so tight. The memory of losing a loved one in his life also rippled back. Lost his father and mother.

Why lose again?

Mommy Tyas hugged Merry.

"Why did it happen to Merry? Why should Merry?"

His heart still did not accept this happening to him.

Merry kept crying in her Mommy arms. Spilling all the sadness, anger, and disappointment that had been stifling his chest.

As strong as Merry, no matter how good she is to be a mother to her three children, she still needs a mother.

Weak merry. In front of Mommy Merry is still a child who always needs his mother.

Suddenly the fear of loss appeared in Merry's mind.

"Mommy won't leave Merry, will she?" He asked as he looked at Mommy Tyas expectantly.

Mommy Tyas nodded.

"Mommy will always try to be there for Merry. You're not gonna lose Mommy, son."

"Never go Mom. If Mommy's gone, how's Merry?" lirih Merry while hugging her Mommy possessively.

"Sister Amar!"

Merry said as she stretched her arms to her Mommy.

Merry looked at Amar with sadness and also a look of fear of loss.

"Can you hug?" lirih Merry's.

Without saying anything Amar immediately hugged Merry.

Amar was sad, but he was also moved and happy to be able to hug his sister.

The cry of Amar broke. He hugged Merry tightly.

He missed Merry very much. Missed him so much.

"Sister, sorry!" the words came out of Merry's mouth.

Amar.

"It's not wrong why apologize?" reply Amar.

"The evil gue is the same Lo. And you are so good with me!"

"Gue it's so dear to you!" reply Amar .

All the good that Amar has done has sprung up in Merry's brain.

In the past, when Merry became a bodyguard, if without supervision Amar also Merry will encounter many problems.

Amar secretly asks his man to look after Merry. Merry knew that. Amar had always been secretly guarding Merry.

"Gue wants you to be happy, brother. What should I do to make you happy?" ask Merry.

Merry's heart was filled with guilt. He's hurt a man this good.

Amar let go of her embrace. He looked at Merry with a smile.

"If you want me to be happy. You have to be happy. Enough already. With Lo happy, I must be happy!"

Merry's tears were flowing more and more. Merry could not say anything. He just hugged Amar.

Couldn't Merry go back to being the little sister she used to be? Became Amar's little sister.

He just spends his time playing. Not going through life so exhausting and emotionally draining.

There is only a nosy Amar who always bullies Merry while playing.

"Sister, I'm tired!" Merry.

"Capek cry? Don't cry anymore!" amar answered by joking.

"Can I go home with Lo?"