Money Worship Or Custody?

Money Worship or Custody ?

Chapter 6

I kept crying until I forgot that the clock was 11. I have to pick up my son at school, usually he comes home at 10 o'clock.

I rushed over and polished my face with a little face cream to make my eyes invisible. Then after that I went out to the highway to look for public transportation, do not forget I key the house first.

After a few minutes an angkot came and saw Devano coming out of it with his friend.

"Ma, where's mom going." Devano asked with a plain face.

"Your mother wanted to pick you up, son, you've arrived."

"Yes ma. It's best that from now on you don't have to take me to school anymore, because my friends are a lot of ko, I always go with them all so you don't have to worry."

"Well, we're home in very hot weather today." I walked in to lead Devano. Coincidentally my house is quite far from the highway for public transportation, so after getting off the angkot me and Devano have to walk to get home, sometimes we also take an ojek.

My sadness was slightly lessened when I met Devano, he was always my encouragement. Even when our economy was thin because Adi often used his money without thinking about the needs of the house, I still survived because I did not want to make Devano a fatherless child.

But now Adi's mistakes are inexcusable. And I'm sure I want to untie my bond with her. Although just by imagining it this heart feels pain, but I must be able to be strong and sincerely accept all this.

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I reproach myself, as bad as my current situation, so that mas Adi can insult and torture me.

Tonight the moon and stars are so radiant.

I looked at myself in front of the big mirror on my dresser. My face looks dull because I rarely wear and buy makeup equipment, my long hair looks still messy even though I have often tidied it. My body that was originally slim high until, now looks a little filled because of the amount of fat in my body. Even my stomach was filled with many old black lines giving birth even though Devano had already stepped on 8 years, but the marks still remained.

If that's why you're suing me, I'll make you regret having dumped me.

After a long time I looked at myself in front of the mirror suddenly my head felt dizzy, my stomach hurt and I felt like I wanted to vomit. I ran to the bathroom to vomit my stomach.

Devano, who was doing her schoolwork in the living room, immediately approached me.

"Mama, why, mama is sick, must be because mama was hot when she wanted to pick me up." Devano seemed worried about my situation.

"No, baby, mama's just a soy sauce."

Suddenly I returned nauseous and continued to spit out my stomach. It feels like my stomach is squeezed from the inside. Finally the room was dark, my eyes slowly began to shut, I saw Devano crying and calling out to me. But I couldn't help it, until I fell unconscious.

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I slowly opened my eyes, and I was already in the room with white paint. The light from outside made me squint my eyes a little because of the glare.

I looked to the side, seeing that Devano was asleep hugging my hand.

"Inara, thank God you finally realized too."

It looks like Diana's sister is standing next to me and immediately called the doctor to check on me.

Devano instantly woke up and immediately hugged me while crying."Ma, mama don't be like this anymore, I don't want to lose mama."

"Honey, let the doctor check again the condition of your mother yes, let mama recover quickly."

I am helpless, it feels like my body is really weak right now.

"Dok how is my sister Inara doing."

Sister Diana asked my condition to the doctor who was examining me from the start of the eyes, then put the hearing device to my chest.

Then the doctor arrived to check the state of my stomach as an examination of pregnant women.

"Congratulations, Mother Inara is currently pregnant."

Like being struck by lightning during the day, I was surprised by the results of the doctor's examination. I fell silent without saying a word.

I'm confused between happy because soon Devano will have a sister, but on the other hand I am also sad because the baby in my womb will be born without a father because mas Adi has planned his divorce with me.

"What, my sister's pregnant doc. Thank God, dear Devano you will finally have a sister."

"Hah sister, yeeey so mama will have another baby and I have a sister. Horee" Devano jumped a little jump so happy.

"Oh yes, Mother Inara must take care of health, do not be too soybean, do not be too stressed and maintain diet. Now Ms. Inara can go home. Excuse me first."

The doctor left the three of us.

I was silent thinking about my situation. I'm confused what to do now. If I get pregnant, then my divorce process with mas Adi will be canceled, and after that I have to survive with the state of my household that is no longer meaningful.

"Ra, why are you, are you still limp? brother call the doctor again let you be put in here." Sister Diana gave me my daydream.

"Emmm, don't you, I'm better. I also want to rush home, it feels cramped to be in this hospital."

Finally, after completing the administration and redeeming the medicine, the three of us went home in a car that was carried by Diana's sister.

Along the way, Sisters Diana and Devano seemed so enthusiastic and eager to welcome the presence of a baby in my womb.

They prepare the name that will be given to the baby, and they will decorate the room that will be occupied later.

Meanwhile, I just stared blankly at the slightly open car window because I could not stand the car AC and the unpleasant smell coming from the room in the car.

Sister Diana seemed to be watching me. He was confused, instead of being happy I even looked glum and didn't even say anything.

"Ra, you are just doing the work, you are the spirit dong. Look at Devano from earlier excited and can not wait to welcome the presence of Dede baby."

"Yes ma, mama must be the spirit dong, right now at home we will be crowded and more fun. There's mama, papa, me and Dede, baby, who's about to be born."

Devano became the happiest person with my pregnancy, so I must not let her down, I must look happy and have to put my ego aside.

"Dear, we'll welcome Dede to her baby in our house. You're ready to name your sister." I tried to smile sweetly at her.

"Yes, my name is dong ma. But I don't want to tell you now, it won't be a surprise dong." He grinned while showing his toothless tooth.

"That's dong. The spirit."

Then the car continued to go through the traffic jam.