Missing Morning Star

Chapters. 102

"I have to get out of here so that Mas Veri doesn't see me again for good, I've made a fatal mistake in my life that I hope I don't regret everything" murmured Najwa Ayumi Ariesta Rizaldi.

Najwa left the hotel room quietly walking. Although in a state that is not okay, Najwa forced himself to pull out of a place full of memories that are enough to make him either sad or disappointed or angry.

Najwa wandered around, and there was someone who saw him coming out of the hotel in such a state in the morning.

"Hopefully I didn't meet the man, I was too proud to do what he wanted" Najwa said, hitting the steering wheel.

Veri is actually aware of and also sees Najwa's departure, but he has no intention of stopping what Najwa did the woman he started to love.

"You are within my grasp, for you are already mine" said Veri Ahmed Ali Miller.

Najwa turned off his car engine very slowly, so that the people in his house no one suspected if, he was staying outside the house.

"Hopefully Papi and Mami have not yet woken up, Siti's mother also who sometimes chattered that not kelulungan was still slitting in her room," said Najwa while looking for the key to her door in her handbag bag.

Najwa again walked into his house like a thief who was doing his act at dawn. After being inside his guest room, he did not see anyone waking up from his long sleep, he stroked his chest happily.

Najwa occasionally complained of pain when walking, but he kept trying to endure the pain.

"Ish hurts so much, why is it good with pain as comparable, if I knew like this I would definitely not fulfill Mas Veri's request," said Najwa who immediately opened the door to his room.

His body Najwa leaned against his door, the thumping feeling he had previously felt began to gradually normalize and improve. Fear, anxiety and worry at first he felt very much, but after being in his room it was like yawning into the air to make no use of it.

Najwa went into the bathroom, "maybe with a warm bath, the pain and the cravings were reduced,"

Najwa went inside the bathtub, leaning against the wall of the bathtub, sometimes smiling faintly if he recalled what happened to him a few hours ago. She sometimes smiled to herself and her face flushed red if, it should be remembered when she asked again for a man who was clearly not her husband.

Najwa stroked her belly, "is I going to get pregnant, but it's impossible because the doctor has already sentenced me if, I can't be a whole woman like the other women out there who are pregnant with the child of the man they love,"

Tears dripping down his cheeks, he could not resist his sadness and tears if, had to be faced with a situation of harsh reality that he had been covering up and kept secret from everyone, especially his family members.