Mihrab Love Kanzul Arsy

Other life

After three months of my marriage, I was given the gift of God to be a mother, Thank God I was pregnant.Although this heart sometimes refused to want to have a son from a man I did not love. call my husband Fikri is a man who is very responsible, handsome, brave and has abundant wealth. But no matter why my heart feels so empty.be at home as big, luxurious and grand as this does not make me happy.

"so late at night Uda comes home?" I asked while opening his shoes.

"dug" he kicked my eel instead

"you have said so much!"

"sorry Uda, but can Uda not be so rude?" I hold my eel in pain.

"Prepare the warm water I want to take a shower!"

I did not obey his orders, but there was fear in my heart if I refused, I rushed to the kitchen to light the stove and boil water. I also wondered why he didn't install a hot and cold water auto faucet instead of telling me, not to mention if the water was too hot or cold he would be mad at me. What fate has befallen me like this.

"Azizah..Slow time you, I'm hungry, where's my food!"

"sorry Uda, I told you that my stomach feels so nauseous and I'm so dizzy that I can't smell the cooking!" my timpals answer as they are.

"you stupid basic Azizah, you can't order go food or ready food between hah!"

"sorry uda, but did you ever say that the cuisine outside does not suit Uda's taste. then I have to how?" I answered weld

"what are you saying!! you stupid woman!"

"There's enough!!!,"

I'm pregnant, if you can't appreciate me at least appreciate our child"

"pregnant!!!!" he glared his eyes while pounding the dining table.

"why Uda ???"

"female basis breng***!!!"

"why is Uda angry!?"

"Sleep who you are"

"swear to God this is Uda's son, I never slept with any man!I still believe"

"who is the verse then?"

my eyes turned to him and I saw that Uda's eyes were round and red. I was really scared

"who!!say quickly!"

"that's.i.that's my old college friend Uda, "

"why are you calling her name in your sleep?"

"maybe because I dreamed he was killed then I shouted "I tried to answer with anxiety, I was still reminiscing about the verse until this moment, but I tried to forget it, I tried to forget it,the more I forget it, the more I dream it.

"look if you're lying, there's no mercy.commit it!!!" her hands pointed at my forehead and tore apart the hijab I was wearing. I wanted to shout it felt. My heart ached so much, I felt my pride so trampled before her.

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"God I want to scream, lonely, longing and crying."

there's a sense of vengeance in my heart for Uda's fikri, really too.

I opened my memory box with my brother, there was a sense of happiness when I was with him, he was gentle and loving.he was never rude to me and never scolded me. a very patient and forgiving person, I love him, but I have to marry someone who does not love me at all anymore.

" s.tok....... Azizah quickly open the door.!!"uda fikri's voice called me.

I must immediately tidy up my memory box if it does not burn me and these memories.

"yes bang for a while I was tidying up my clothes first" I replied hurriedly storing the box on the bottom of the closet

When I opened the door I saw that Uda's face had turned red, her eyes were round glaring and her anger was almost at its peak.

"what kind of a wife are you!"

"Sorry, but I was tidying up the closet"

"step!!I want to fall, hurry up and get your food ready!"

"but it's on the table there's a food bang" I replied

"i don't want cold food"

"warm immediately!" his orders while scolding me

"Astaghfirullah.." I let out a long sigh.I was astonished by the figure of this man my father chose, why could this be the man he chose to be my priest. there is a deep curiosity about the attitude of the uda, I found ida fikri when I first met my husband to look so soft and sweet, but why at this time he could be like a wolf who was ready to stab me.

I immediately headed for the kitchen, and I warmed up the cooking again.Hopefully uda changed his mind after devouring my cooking.

"kring.kring..kring.."my phone rang loudly I immediately grabbed it, but unfortunately my phone has been grabbed by Uda fikri first.

"oh yes waalaikumsalam mother, well mother insyaAllah tomorrow afternoon we visit mother!"

"iya mother later fikri say hello mother ya"

I approached Uda Fikri and started asking her about who was calling.

"Sorry, who's calling?

"Mother!" uda set his foot towards the dining room, and immediately took the rice and side dishes.

"what did you talk about?"

"tomorrow we'll go to your mother's place, and you get ready, I'll report you to Dad!" uda's answer made me even more confused.

I was just fixated on letting Uda talk.tonight Uda chose to sleep in the living room and let myself sleep in the room.there was a bit of anxiety I had on Uda's speech in the dining room,but I let him with my own mind floating. Tonight I want to say a prayer to God so that I can be calm, so that my fetus feels calm too.

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