Memories Sheet

Memories Sheet
*Episode 05



"Allhamdulillah the weather is good, please,


We don't have to worry" Arsyad said.


We are now boarding a ferry, though,


We were in the passenger room


Our car left below,


"The mother of Akhsan must be tired, rest


Only then, Mother can lean on me"


Continue Arsyad, while Akhsan begins


Fatigue and sleepiness in the lap


Arshad.


"Where are your friends?" Much


Because I didn't see two friends together


Arsyad, this is vacation time


Passengers are also a bit crowded.


"The other is outside, but only once


Singles' bias" replied Arsyad


Whiny, mangy,


I smiled at a sign of understanding.


"Keep Brother when to bring a ghost


Mother?" I asked to see the look on his face.


For a moment the handsome face fell silent.


He rubbed Akhsan's forehead which started


Slipping in his lap.


"Maybe one day, but not for


Right now" He said.


His face looks a little grim.


I feel bad, Is Arsyad


Have bitter memories in terms of


love or herself is traumatized by


Our Story.


"fr....There are times when you don't


afraid of your own story because


seeing the Story of Others for its true


The story of human life is different, different,


Like Mother teaching in school


character of a different child - different


And of course have a story


Different, and so is my brother


It must have a different story


Pula, Mommy pray Abang has


What a beautiful story, getting a soul mate


Best for Brother" Paparku.


Arsyad smiled Kelu, Then looked


Towards the wall clock, I was also sleepy


"Sleep ....When it arrives


Brother woke up" He said.


Watery matakupun resist drowsiness,


"It must be achy, let Akhsan be on his lap


Mother only "My love.


"It's been...It's okay, later Akhsannan


Wake up "His speech.


"Now Mother is sleeping !"Reciprocity.


I tried to close my eyes because of the


it started to quiet, just a little


Who are still awake and talking.


Because I'm tired, I don't feel I'm asleep, either,


Because it's past midnight.


I dream for a moment as in


somebody's embrace, I feel this


It was my shoulder that I often had


make a place to lean and light


In him,


I used to think at the wedding


We were the ones who were arranged,


I'll get that husband


Cold, haughty and cruel as the


I usually read from novels, but


ta Mas Fakih and family welcomed me


Well and treat me well


With warm, Especially Arsyad


He was a teenager with Arkhan


His age at the time was


A few years on me, the three of us


Being close, Because I'm very


Busy, I'm more with Arsyad


And Arkhan's home even though Mas Fakih


Very good, Warm and mature.


At the beginning of the marriage, we were not


Walking smoothly, my sinful feelings


To someone makes me unstable,


Moreover, there was never a word of breaking up for


Our Story, Until now Me


Never met when there was


An "apologizing" expectation from the lips


so that my heart may be relieved,


But Mas Fakih with his maturity


able to melt myself, especially when


Akhsan was born, They treated me


Like the queen in my own house, I'm free


With my dreams and desires,


They even helped me make it happen


My simple dream, to be a


Teacher and owns a cake shop, a,


The dream I actually knit in the middle


With Someone,


"Before I go, there's something that will


I'm giving it to you as a binder, though,


Even though I know your parents didn't


Ever agreed to our relationship, however


Can you be patient waiting for me to come home"


He then grabbed my finger after


take out something and wrap it


On my finger, ...


"I know it's very simple, I bought


it's from my own savings all along


By helping Dad get annoyed, however


Can you accept it, Before the Event


Officially later after I finish Education,


I hope you're patiently waiting for me"


His request was the last time we met,


And it turns out I can't wait for him.


And at that moment I felt like a person


The worst, Even though I feel


My world collapsed back then, up to this moment


We have never met, even


When my parents died one year


Then, Until then I haven't


Never come back, Only occasionally for Pilgrimage


And not for long, I couldn't


If you have to meet Mas Sadewa or


His family I'm too embarrassed, and it turns out


God is punishing me now,


I only pray once I want to


Meet him, apologize and


Return this ring to him.


Although I am afraid and


He felt very guilty to her


Never had the courage


To meet him, I'm too


Cowardly and very sinful at


Herself.


Now I understand what I feel


By him,


I opened my eyes, when I felt


Someone's hand is round on my shoulder,


Arsyad is still awake


His own soul took me so that I might


Not falling, but the right hand


his guarding the head of Akhsan who was


Slumbers.


"Sorry to trouble you !" Oversimplifies


Feel bad.


"Don't hesitate, I'll


"Sleep again ....!" Reciprocity.


The drowsiness that wracks me


make me feel comfortable leaning


At her.


I woke up wanting to feel


to the toilet, I blinked my eyes, I,


I asked Arsyad for permission and


Refusing to be delivered because


Akhsan who sleeps, and does not need


Long time I've been back, though,


Arsyad was chatting with


A pair of Parubaya in front of him.


"May your relationship last, then,


You guys look like a matching couple


No wonder your son is so handsome"


Said the Mother Parubaya.


"Amale, ... Thank you, Grandma !"


I cringed when I heard the answer


Arshad, I slowly approached Them,


"It's over ...?"Ask Arsyad,


I nodded, and sat there


the ping is back, and I'm joining


Talk warmly, Let me later


I'll talk to Arshad.


We finally arrived at the port


But because it's still our night


Continue the journey to the limit


The city is soon and about to rest


Waiting for dawn, when


It's a bright day we'll continue


Travel because during the day


be safe.


"Mother ...see many horses!" Akhsan


Returning enthusiastic.


For We passed through the field


Savannah and looks like a lot of horses there,


"Angt ...I'm gonna go on a horse later, please,


Can you?" His love for Arsyad


Arsyad smiled and nodded.


"Yes later Abang befriended ' Sahut Arsyad,


Arsyad's attitude never changed even


Now it looks very close to Akhsan.


"I just don't want Akhsan to be too sad,


Losing Dad, it's been so hard on me


Especially Akhsan who is still a child ", he said.


After a long time and


The terrain is winding and not easy, though,


We finally arrived, they reported


When We have arrived, And transport


The purchased goods


When in town,


The atmosphere was hot and a little arid


but We, the green painted house neatly lined


The atmosphere was rather quiet because the house was in


arsyad is at the very end.


"We've reached the champ !" Arsyad, said,


While the two friends Arsyad transport


the luggage they bell had at the post


Front while reporting,


Arsyad after reporting


take us to his house


"Sorry Mother, ...This is the mood here, though,


It's okay, isn't it?" Ask,


I smiled, I smiled,


"It's okay, Mother is also just a moment


Here, Great yes ...Soldiers must be ready


Under any circumstances..." I hang


Perhaps the same I am required to


Follow wherever the task of God if


I used to be his wife.


"What's wrong, ma'am? Not feeling at home?" Ask Arsyad


After Akhsan and I cleaned up, I,


And Arsyad has returned to buy for


Our Dinner.


"I'm sorry there's only this" he said.


"No - pa kali, ...Let tomorrow Mother


cook, Okay!" My words while feeding Akhsan, I,


"It just so happens that tomorrow there's a market, we're shopping there"


Bring along.


"Truly, the market is not open


Every day is that?" My toot.


"No, just twice a week"


The answer.


"Allah ...Tomorrow we go shopping and we'll


cook" I said,


"Abang lives alone ? " Continue me


Arsyad.


"No Mother, I'm here with Dika and


Chandra, they're just on an outside assignment


For the next few days "Answer


Arshad.


"No pa - pa, Mother and Akhsan sleep in


my room and I slept in Chandra's room "


Arsyad replied, Akhsan was looking at the lackey


To the screen hp, Untung was previously donloaded


before you came here, because it's hard


There is no signal or television.


And Akhsan the henchman alone, He


Not complaining because it's Akhsan


Quite quiet and irritable.


And tonight Akhsan and I slept in the room


Arsyad, and of course Arsyad has a report


And asked my permission to stay for some


The next day, the day before.


Looks newly replaced bedsheet, Order


It is as neat as the home that has become


Usually, Arsyad perfume fragrance is the same


Like Mas Fakih's, Because They


Tend to like the same thing.


"Mom....If Dad comes along, it means we're bobo


the three of them, yes,...Where is enough "Seloroh


Akssan.


I just shook my head while smiling, though,


I don't know what feelings I can describe.


"Dad can sleep with Brother ...We're still keeping


Both of them slept" I answered.


For a moment the face fell.


"What's humm?" Me softly.


""Akhsan Kangen Father,...Why Dad


Never come home ? It's not delicious


Bobok continues in the ground, meningan


Co-existing with Us "Switch.


For a moment I smiled bitterly, This is a phrase


The Often Akhsan uttered.


"Dad is happy in Allah's Heaven,


We can only pray about it, though,


That is why we will always pray for


Father "My answer is soft.


"Didn't Akhsan do a prayer for Dad?"


Me softly.


Akhsan nodded, Before long he


close his eyes with his lips


moving, Taklama Akhsan hugged me


Close-fitting.


"Mother ..don't ever go to our death,


Like Dad "Switch.


"No ...Baby, Mother will always be there


Make Akhsan "


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