Memories Sheet

*Carma 2

I saw that face looking, he was looking at me

Deep.

"What's the Bang?" Soft ulangku.

A moment of rising a smile had to be licked

Trying to disguise his feelings, though,

"Nothing, Arsyad just thought

Just a few days here, you should

back even if it's just for a minute

completing the task of the brother

just a few months ahead "

His words seemed to he breathed deeply.

"Abang just can't bear to leave

Mommy and Akhsan are here" he said.

I grabbed her hand gently, Dan me

rub the back of his hand trying

Smiling, though I had to, I didn't

Want to burden her feelings, Although

he has a task anyway

Which carried.

"Mother and Akhsan will be fine, all right,

You complete the remaining tasks,

Don't think of Us, Mother still

Got Akhsan, you don't worry

after all there is Mbok Sum, Mr. Kirman

Eyang and Dad's family are here"

Paparku.

Undoubtedly he held me tightly.

"I'm grateful to have a mother like you,

If My Mother were Mother, I would

very happy to be born in this world "

Sluggishly.

I rubbed his back slowly, though,

Slowly, give calm

In him,

"I am your Mother, and always will be

Become your Mother, ....Son, son,

I will always wait for you to come home,

I was always worried about the situation

Yourself, who always hoped you would

all right, no matter where you are"

I didn't feel tears falling when I

Remembering will be Mas Fakih and Mbak

Riana, my heart suddenly aches as if

A thousand hammers slammed into my chest, not feeling

Stifled sobs are just shaken shoulders

In Arsyad's arms.

"Even though I know their faults

it is inexcusable, but Allow

I'm with you to redeem yourself

their Land" Thoughtfully sad, He is very

know what I feel.

"Cry, I still have my shoulder to

make a place to lean, wait

Some time, I'll be back "

Her ink, though,

For a moment I felt a headache in my head,

Because of too much

ngis, I unraveled his embrace, Nodding

Slowly grimacing held back.

"Mother Why ?" Ask

"Mother just dizzy darling..." Answer me

gently turning around to mening

galkan Arsyad holding my head

It felt heavy, but my hands

Banned Arsyad,

"Abang deliver the Mother "She said

Holding my hand, and grabbing me

slow down.

Arsyad fixed my pillow,

And told me to lie down.

"I'll take the medicine first" he said.

As they pass out.

I closed my eyes beside Akhsan

Who fell asleep with me this time, Let me

Akhsan replaced Mas Fakih,

For a moment I closed my eyes,

But Arsyad came to bring

Medicine and a bottle of mineral water.

I took the medicine that Arsyad gave me.

After that I lay back down,

"Rest,...Mommy knows you're tired, man,

I haven't slept since I came

Not !" My love is soft, my,

He looked at me heartlessly,

"Mother is fine, Mother will be healthy

again after taking the "My neighbor's medicine,

Arsyad sighed, He rubbed

the back of my hand is soft, and I'm

limuti my body and Akhsan, after that

He replaced my room lights with

The lamp of sleep does not last as it passes

Door closing.

I closed my eyes to hold back the dizziness

My head is whack.

But the shadow of the smile

Fakih always imagined in my eyes, my eyes,

His smile, the warmth of his embrace, the,

And softly said he always remembered.

Romantic and affectionate.

The grown man always guides

My younger self, Our Age

A little too far away, he was very dear

For being aware of his status

A widower was riding at that time,

"I know this marriage was forced upon you,

But trust me I will make you

fall in love with me, That's my promise !"Her speech.

It was our wedding, because it was

I never accepted marriage

This is because I betrayed myself

Promise to Someone.

The sad face of Arsyad at that time

thirst for affection treat

I'm like I'm his mother and made

I'm a very meaningful person in his life,

Arsyad accepted me with open arms,

Our age difference is 7 years

It brought us closer, but

Arsyad is a polite Son, He has always

According to Our Commandments, Always be a Son

What We can be proud of, though,

"Al...You're okay, aren't you?"

Gentle rubbing Someone feels cold

To my face, my eyes are open

Sendu Mas Fakih in front of me, He sat down

Next to me was a bed

I just fell silent, scratched the wound still

It felt so deep in my heart,

"Sorry.....!" Parau.

I just closed my eyes, this word that

Don't want me to hear, but tears

Unobstructed slowly down from the end of my eyes.

Flowing slowly on my white cheeks.

"Darling...I know this mistake cannot

Excused, but Mas can't bear to die

galkanmu like this" He said,

Her cold hands wiped my tears

Gentler.

I sobbed in tears, these tears

can't be contained anymore, though,

"Enough is enough, though,...I hate you!"

I cried out sobbing, Let alone the sight of a hand

Mbak Riana outstretched with Mas Fakih

Go awayl.

I cried alone, sobbing slowly

Why should my happiness be lost,

I miss my husband very much at once

Hated her.

"I miss You at once I hate

You are Mas..." Lirihku.

"I hateiiiij.....!" My yelling.

"Mother ...Wake Mother!" Ask Someone

His hand patted my cheek gently,

Slowly I opened my eyes, Samar

I faintly saw Arsyad sitting by my side,

"Mother.." Lirih Akhsan on the left side of my body.

He looked at me worried, I was still imagined

The face of Mas Fakih.

Arsyad wiped the sweat on my face with

Slowly, he wiped my tears.

"Sorry ....Mommy just takuut" I said pilu, please,

The pain in this heart is still felt, it is still felt,

I hugged the pale Akhsan, Perhaps

I disturbed his sleep.

"I'm sorry, Mother Dear... Go back to sleep

Mommy is okay" I said raucously.

"It's okay, 'cause I'm praying soon

at night, I will wait and pray here, I will pray,

Mommy Rest" Pinta Arsyad.

"But....Mother is afraid you are sick, Son "

My word.

He smiled, he smiled,

"Mother forgot I'm a soldier, We've been

accustomed to Mother.

"Have rested again, I'm just afraid

You guys are sick, I was scared when Akhsan looked up

I'm in the room because I'm worried about you"

Reciprocity.

I hugged Akhsan tighter and tighter, though,

"I'm sorry Mommy....Baby !" I said softly

I'm feeling guilty about them.

"Sleep again, We're here"

Arsyad's Word.

Now I try to sleep while hugging

Erat Akhsan my son, trying to forget

My sadness and disappointment for a moment,

A small hand rub Akhsan rubbed

My back is like I always do

When I put Aksan to bed, I smiled

"Thank you dear.., all of you.

Mother's Son "Lirihku.

Arsyad took up Mas Fakih's work chair,

And put it beside my bed

"I'll be here, with you"

Her speech.

"Butie ....Bang !" Cut me.

"It ...Mother sleeps with Akhsan"

Reordained.

I tried to comply with his request,

Closing his eyes, after

berdo' a, Hugging Akhsan's petite body

It feels like hugging the body of Mas Fakih.

Because honestly the longing is tucked away

Between hate and disappointment.

" For a moment I want to forget when you

nyakitiku Masu's,...But sorry I didn't

I can, it hurts too much "Lirihku interrupted Do'a

The One who climbs for Himself, the

This became my Imam but in the end

He bore a deep wound

for Us.

"This pain is what I feel when you

Traumatize me Al, ...And now you

Feel what I feel

past ...." Someone's whisper

And I know that voice.

"Mas Dewa ..!"

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