Melt [NOT REVISED YET]

Lousy

After talking to Nanami this morning, she looked glum. I may feel bad about myself, and I'm starting to feel awkward. I don't know what I should do? stay away from him or act like nothing happened this morning.

‘Yuda is also getting closer to Nanami...’ My inner self is envious of the girl, ‘Wait! doesn't that mean they like each other? Nanami confessed her feelings to me, and Yuda also always talked about Nanami when exchanging messages with me.’ My follow-up is still in my heart.

“Already ...” I murmured as I stared out the window, trying to accept everything and forget the things that made my learning concentration disappear.

Shortly after the school bell rang, all students/i began to occupy their seats, and the lesson began.

It started with a history lesson, and while I was focusing on summarizing. Suddenly Judah's hand gave me a letter, and when I opened I saw the picture that was, yes, funny. Then there were two words that caught my attention, made me laugh, “History \= Drowsiness”

“Finally you laugh too.” His whisper made me reflexively look at him who was smiling at me like always.

‘After a long time I did not get a letter from him ...’ My mind is watching the paper in my hand.

Then I replied to her letter and she laughed at it, until finally we exchanged letters while the lesson was still going on. Lucky sir.Budi is not in the classroom, because a few minutes ago he went out.

***

The bel break went off, everyone flocked to the cafeteria and I went to the art room to pick up watercolors requested by Anya. And then take her to her class.

“A–” My speech stopped when I could not find it anywhere, “Anya where ya? is he having lunch on the roof with Raka?” Mumbled wondering.

“Excuse me,” I said to a girl who saw me at the door of her class, now the girl comes up to me and looks at me with questions, “may this drop for Anya, she asks me to deliver her watercolor to her class. But it looks like he's not in the class” Obviously I made him smile.

“Yes, of course. I'll give it to her when she walks into class” she said while receiving watercolors from my hands.

“Thank you” My reply to her smile.

After going to Anya's class, I bumped into Nanami in the school corridor, and she looked depressed every time I faced her. Then I thoughtfully started talking to him, “Nanami ...” My words stopped his steps and turned my body towards him who had passed me.

“Let's compete fairly.” I said with a smile to make his eyes sparkle and smile with me.

“Cika.” His murmur held back tears.

***

The time passed quickly, and today I went to Nanami's house to study group together. But all we talked about since then was about Judah, and he was really excited about Judah.

Shortly after, I got a message from Yuda.

From : Yuda

Cika \(>///<)/

I got a love letter from someone, how is this ? x_x

‘What Nanami wrote that letter?’ My mind kept wondering, then I got up from my sitting position and said goodbye to Nanami.

“What's up? why come home so suddenly? we haven't started learning yet.” Nanami looked confused.

“Eh it .. My mom just sent a message, she said I should hurry home. Maybe there's something important to talk to me about.” I answered with a smile and grabbed my school bag.

“Thank you for today, I went yes.” I said with a smile.

After leaving Nanami's house, my heart kept wondering why Yuda told me about the letter, and why didn't Nanami tell me her plan? is it because he feels bad for me? even if he told me, I would definitely understand and support him.

But it seems she didn't want me to know about it, before she managed to date Yuda. I don't know why it hurts so much, when I know I lost to him. The prettiest girl in my class, and she liked a lot of guys even from other classes too. I was just a normal girl and .... “Why am I comparing myself to Nanami?” I muttered as I entered the house and went to my room.

“Eh Cika? already home ?” Ask Mom I don't care.

I opened my door and closed it, then walked over to my bed and buried my face on the pillow. Then my phone rang again, and I opened the incoming message from Yuda after pulling my phone out of my jeans pocket.

From : Yuda

Cika ???

Do I have to see him on the roof tomorrow?

I'm really nervous >///<

“Why did you ask me ?” I muttered while burrowing my face back, then I restarted my phone and replied to a message from him.

Dear : Yuda

If you're curious about her, why not try to see her tomorrow?

“Send.” I said while pressing the Ok button, Before long Yuda replied to my message.

From : Yuda

But I don't know what to give him? and I'm really nervous now \=_\=

Dear : Yuda

Fighting! :3

Then I turn off my phone, and start learning for tomorrow. Because tomorrow there will be an impromptu quiz, and pak.Handoko is unforgiving to students/i who get low grades. He will immediately give a remedial on that day, of course, when school is over.

 

An hour later...

“Free,” I said in a complaining tone, “that is in my brain is only about Yuda and Nanami.” I continued while playing the pencil in my hand and staring blankly into my notebook.

“It looks like it should find a new atmosphere first, make lemon tea first deh ..” I said as I hurried to the kitchen, and returned to the room with a glass filled with lemon tea that I had made.

 

“Next, let's learn Cika. Spirit!!” I tried to encourage myself again, and began to focus on my lessons.

Seriate...