Melt [NOT REVISED YET]

Cika or Nanami?

“I guessed ... It seems like I really like Cika more than Nanami.” My mutter continued to pay attention to Cika's back who was busy looking for something in her locker.

 

“Oiii!” Gebrak Raka surprised me, “What's the matter? pack gebrak-gebrak table everything?” I asked to be annoyed by his behavior.

 

“Loe is why? we waited in the cafeteria earlier as well. But you're not dating.” Raka said grumbling.

“Gue forgot, sorry sorry.” I answered while scratching my head that was not itchy.

“Loe outrageous yes Yud.” Adam said with his flat face while embracing me from the side and ruffling my hair.

“Ampun Dam pardon .. I forgot, sorry napa.” I begged for mercy and kept thrashing asking to be released from him.

“Yuda club chairman calling us.” Nanami stopped Adam, and I was very helped by that.

“Alright, I go to the club first yes.” I told Adam and Raka.

Arriving in the club room, we immediately joined with other members who were getting direction from the coach and the music club nursery, Pak.Arman.

‘It looks like the training schedule will remain tight even though the festival is soon.’ My mind is sweating coldly.

Time passed quickly, school was over but I had to go back to the clubroom for afternoon training today. and the kids in the class were still busy deciding what costumes they were going to wear and collecting them so that the girls could make them, and I forgot to tell Adam about the costumes I was going to wear later.

Arriving in the club room, Mr. Arman asked us to do their respective training. And I decided to practice on the roof, but when I got there I heard Nanami flute play.

“This is not the music we will bring in the competition show later, why Nanami plays other music?” I muttered while listening to his game secretly, “feelings to music ... and the music he brought this time ..” I continued when I realized Nanami's feelings that were poured into her game.

“Is he trying to tell me about his feelings through music? his deepest feeling will be me,” my murmur while tightening the grip on the trombone I hold, “ very beautiful and warm.” I continue to feel touched.

Then I decided to go from there and go somewhere else so I could start training seriously.

‘I'm really stupid, even though he's been giving me letters about his feelings for the past three years.but I still doubt his feelings and hang his feelings, does this mean I should accept him?’ My mind kept on thinking about Nanami, her sincere and patient feelings in loving me secretly for almost four years.

***

“Open face sketch stand?” Shouted Anya with her surprised expression.

“Yes. You can take care of it with Cika and Ayumi, you guys are experts in sketching and face painting. The rest we take care of, in addition to opening the stand. We also prepare some things that can be exhibited during the school festival later, such as items that have good art value. Anyway something that makes people not bored if lingering in the art space.” Obviously the club chairman.

“Haaa... troublesome, wait! since when did I become a member of your club?” Shouted Anya feeling surprised.

“Since you often come here and make a scene” replied the club chairman steadily.

“Heeee....?! don't want ah. I'd like to join the manga club.” Obviously Anya while lazing in Cika's lap.

“Forget those slackers, we continue on what costumes we will wear during the festival?” The super cheerful club chairman said.

"Obviously, definitely costumes related to Art. But school uniforms alone are enough, we can prove to the manager of the osis if the art child can also be a good example in dress." Ayumi continued while cleaning the canvas she just bought.

“No exclamation dong ...” Whine Dinda the club chairman, “what do you think Cika?” Continue pointing at me.

“From now on you just shut up and just nodded.” Anya.

“Whatever can. But if it's a costume, is the chairman sure we should use it? I mean we just guide the guests around and I'm in charge of keeping the stand and doing the face sketches should use an apron to protect my clothes from getting dirty from getting watercolors. And any clothes we use, definitely will not be noticed by the visitors.” Obviously Cika is as gentle as possible.

“You are right,” he said approving the explanation of the girl, “ alright we wear school uniforms only, and we prepare some new aprons for the visitors. Who knows if anyone wants to try to learn to paint, and we can teach him too.” Continue with sparkling eyes.

“It looks interesting, I can't wait for it.” Anya said she was excited after complaining about Dinda's decision.

Ting.tong...

The school bell has rang, the time has also shown at six in the afternoon, and all students/i who participate in club activities should immediately go home and at school there should be no other activities after six. So we decided to go home, and continue the discussion at the next meeting.

“Hai Cika.” Sapa Nanami surprised the girl

“Hai.” The reply greeted Nanami.

“So your direction home is the same yes.” Yuda said surprised Cika, because since then the focus of the girl was only on Nanami and her steps.

“Yu–yuda?” Cika said.

‘So they went home together, could it be that Yuda had already decided the answer .. but he said his feelings for Nanami had changed, could he have intended to reject her?’ Inner Cika wondered while looking at those who were walking beside her right while chatting.

‘But his expression showed no signs he would reject her, could his feelings change again? Arrgh... I got confused, why is he so hard to guess.’ Continue to blabber in the heart.

‘But .. shouldn't I worry about how I feel about Yuda? if Nanami is with him, then ..’ Inner Cika ended her chatter.

***

One month passed quickly, and Nanami looked familiar back with Yuda. I don't know what happened to the two of them, but I think I understand this situation.they are in the same club since Junior High, and it is not a foreign thing if suddenly they are made because of cinlok.

Maybe this is a sign that I should give up now, because it would be very painful if it continued. And again lately I always hear Nanami music games around the school during the break of his club activities, maybe he put all his feelings on the game. And Yuda heard it by accident, and then he realized his feelings.

I don't really understand the music and the feelings in it, but most musicians talk through the music and the play to make others understand the feelings at that time. They express themselves through music, and me? I don't know.painting is not my way of expressing myself, it may just be a wasted hobby.

Seriate...