MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage

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YURA'S POV

I've been in a foreign country for a few weeks, a country very far from where I live, France. Chasing my childhood dreams. Become a professional model.

It feels great to have such a golden opportunity right now. Can get together, meet with many people with interests in the same field. Meet many other professional models, famous designers, reliable photographers, famous hairdressers, famous makeup stylists. Really, it was an amazing experience for me.

I will never forget this precious experience.

Thank God I became one of them. I can stand with them. My dream, could it be that I could call it if this all had already materialized?

Haven't..

Too early I claim it, I'm still nothing. I have to keep trying harder.

All my decisions to get this far, all my sacrifices, my efforts. I don't want to regret it. All for the sake of my dreams, my career in the world of modeling.

Regretted it?

Words that sound quite sensitive in my ears these end-akhi.

Wh why?

The nandesuka?

Nandesuka: Why

I'm glad I got this far. I'm glad I'm one step closer to my dream.

I love having lots of new experiences and learning to get better little by little.

Butwhy?

Why does it feel empty?

There's a hollow feeling that's rippling.

There was a feeling that ripped through my chest. It feels very stuffy.

That feeling of emptiness interfered with my happiness. Although only a speck of taste, but quite affecting as well. It made me lose focus even for a moment. I even had my final photo shoot in Paris a few times.

What was?

What's the matter?

What's wrong with me?

Could this have something to do with him?

Yudha-kun's?

Is it because of him?

Is it because of Yudha?

He didn't tell me, he didn't send me messages. Yes, basically he rarely plays HP despite having it. But he never forgot to ask me.

He never missed that. No matter how busy he is, he must have taken the time to just ask me for news.

It had been over a month since he decided to marry that ordinary girl. He didn't tell me at all. I'm a close friend, right?

Don't you?

Ne's?

I am still his close friend!

Even though he was married, he should have told me! What does he think I am for him? We've been friends for a long time.

It's been since childhood!

Is he that busy? So busy that I can't get word?

What do people usually do after a wedding?

A honeymoon?

What do newlyweds do when they are on a honeymoon? Candlelight dinner? Checking in the hotel? Having good time at the beach? Enjoying sunset?

Or the…

Whatisit?

Why am I so upset about that?

This is really shitty.

Even more annoying because it seems that I am now in the mind.

I want to go back to Japan soon. I feel like I'm starting to feel uncomfortable here. I want to get rid of. I want to see him.

END OF YURA'S POV

Yura stared at the sights of Paris tonight. A romantic city with a million stories in it. The city offers a backrest of various flavors. A city that holds wounds and is happy.

"The city of Paris is still the same. Just like yesterday when I first came here. Still beautiful and charming. City lights beautify the night view. It makes the heart refuse to forget. A romantic city, just like people say. However, I feel very lonely."

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"Uchiyama-san, you want to eat something?" Ask a cafe waitress who works at Alvin's cafe.

"Can you pack a glass of guava juice?" Ask Alvin.

"Yes can, Uchiyama-san." Answer the cafe waiter.

It didn't take long, finally the guava juice that Alvin asked for was made. Alvin received that plastic glass of guava juice. I walked out of the cafe and into the car park.

A porche car black color is beautiful in the parking lot of his cafe. Alvin looked at the car for a moment. There are good memories there. Of course the memories with Melody.

Who else?

In the past, when he just bought the sports car, he asked Melody to find him around Tokyo. There were jokes and laughter in the car. There are no wounds and suffering. All the memories painted there are happy memories.

Spending the day with Melody is a wonderful time in Alvin's life.

ALVIN'S POV

Do you know what, Mel?

The good times I have spent with you. It depicts a million love stories in the depths of my heart. You gave me all the beauty in love. It makes me lulled in the breath of love that you exhale. I feel so much more than just living. Until I die, I will never forget you. Although I know, your love for me is pseudo.

You don't really love me.

But you always try to please my heart. Although love is pretend, but your love and affection are so sincere. I can't ignore that fact.

Melody..

The new song you're writing right now is far from my reach. I didn't even put it in the melody of your new song. I can do what, right? In fact, I quite understand if we already have nothing to do but as a couple of friends.

You will continue your song with Yudha. The stranger who owns you now.

There's a luk in my heart. There's lara gaping in there. It felt so painful and made me helpless.

Because I can't deny my feelings for you that are still very deep.

I must admit, I still love you. I still love you. You should know, Mel, just about you. Only in you is this feeling out of my control.

I am very selfish. Even though we understand our current position. But I still hope for the cherry blossoms that are blooming, I still hope that in the night sky of Tokyo which is very beautiful, I still hope for the stars in the sky that are inferior to the lights of the city, I still hope for the stars in the sky that are inferior to the lights of the city, I still hope in the mercy of God Almighty, I want you to accept my feelings.

Accept this heart.

Accept this love.

END OF ALVIN'S POV

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have deserved this kind of wish. Melody is married to Yudha, my dear brother. Even though my love doesn't reach her, if she's happy, isn't that enough? Although I know, what I think is really crazy right now. Unbearable pain and full of rest. I pray for all your happiness, Mel.."

Alvin decided to walk around Tokyo. Occasionally it sucks up Melody's favorite guava juice.

The night view of Tokyo is always beautiful. Ap again in spring like this. The lights of the city lead to a lonely heart.