MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage

The Fragile Bond

Mia opened the door, how shocked she was when she found Alvin standing in front of her right now.

This man who was a year old on it had presented a very painful nightmare in his life. Nightmares are like new wounds with incisions that are still gaping wide and deep. It can still be felt, so impregnated, so sore when reviewed again.

Not wanting to review, as much as possible want to think of it as a nightmare that ends only as a nightmare. But this is a true story. He was helpless despite repeated protests to God.

"Go home, I don't want to see you!" Said Mia.

"You've eaten? I brought you food." Lavin.

"Senpai, can you hear me? I'm asking you to come home! Please come home!"

"You're in the hotel. You want to go back home? I'll take you if I want to go back. Want me to help you get ready?"

"..." - ".Mia doesn't know what else to do. Alvin ignored every word. Alvin asked him things that he found difficult to answer.

Why did Alvin come here?

"I don't know why you're being so considerate of me. Feeling guilty about what you've done to me?" Ask Mia.

"..." - ".Now, it's Alvin's turn to shut up.

Alvin looked at Mia with his own eyes. A sad look that I don't know what it means. Is it sad because he accidentally raped Mia, or because he raped Mia so that means Alvin has hurt his true love for Melody?

Mia herself believes in the second possible meaning. Silent eyes which means Alvin has hurt his true love for Melody. But again, the content of the human heart where anyone knows. This problem, Alvin's sad gaze is only Alvin himself who knows what it means.

To Mia, Alvin's sad gaze also left her hurt.

Why does it have to be like this?

Why would Alvin rape her?

Why should he fall in love with Alvin who clearly likes other people?

All are just hopeless questions that can't be answered with simple, short, solid, and clear answers. It can't be like that!

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MIA'S POV

Stop looking at me like that, Senpai!

To be honest, I was uncomfortable with your sharp eyes, as if I was the villain you had to catch. Especially in this hotel room where there are only two of us. For almost an hour you continued like a statue sitting in front of me.

Do you think I'm not bored?

The umpteenth time I let out a heavy sigh, I leaned my head and closed my eyes. Trying to calm my own mind instead of having to keep seeing you like that.

I've been trying to remember everything since I first met you. It was in high school where you were so good looking when you were a member of OSIS and you were able to get new students to MOS. Your smile, your voice, the way you walk, the way you eat? the way you dress, the way you tie a tie, or the way you greet your juniors, all still remain in my memory. I am deeply patriated and cannot forget.

Aww..

No, the pain is coming again.

Oh my God.. Is this really what you did to me, Alvin-kun? Do you realize that I really love you? Damn again, I love you unconditionally.

No matter what you are, I will definitely accept you again. But why do you always just look at Melody who's clearly moving away from your sari? Which you obviously can't have anymore. He clearly has a new love.

Senpai, I know how Melody feels about Yudha?

Their love is as sincere as sharing the same ribs. You won't be able to separate them. If their physical words were separate, their minds would remain connected.

Their love is so great, your presence is worth nothing in front of them. It's rude, but this is what happened. This is a fact you must accept!

I know it hurts a lot. What else for a person who loves deeply. I feel it just like you too. Where I just always look at you and you just always see Melody in your eyes.

I get sick when you get sick, I get hurt when you get hurt. Sometimes it feels crazy. Frustrated, nothing, like being cornered and waiting to die.

Senpai, don't you want to be happy with the others?

What about me?

Did you not even look at me? I'm ready to accept you whenever you want.

Are you gonna think I'm cheap?

Is... am I not important to you? Everything I have given, does it not produce anything in your heart?

You're cruel, Alvin-sepani. I was like a kid who lied to an adult. I'm not even sure you're bad or good.

Ah, what am I talking about? I am at war with my own mind. My brain encourages me to think more logically.

The Alvin-senpai I love is the one who raped me so vilely.

I also feel disgusted at myself for letting you enjoy every inch of my body. I don't regret doing it with you, but still. If you're not doing it out of love, then how different am I from that bitch out there?

Really, I want to cry again. No way, Mia! Don't be weak! Just a little bit, I still believe that you will love me someday.

It's just a false hope.

END OF MIA'S POV

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Ah, of course, this was because it wasn't his wish.

How could he make love to Mia who was clearly never in his heart? Which he clearly did not love. Let alone that, terbesit to just glance at Mia in his heart only he never did it.

Because of that damn alcohol it all got really fucked up. He can no longer control what he normally controls. If it's like this, what can it be?

Responsibility?

Oh come on, the demon side won't do it. In his heart was still filled with Melody. He will take care of Mia without having to marry Mia.

Wait, in Japan free sex is not taboo. Many couples do not need to get married to have sex. Therefore, he does not need to marry Mia just because he took Mia's virginity? She and Mia are grown up and the sex she and Mia have had is natural

He admitted, he was a real jerk.

Naturally where? It was clearly he himself who forced Mia. Yes, he forced Mia to have sex with him. Although he did not remember for sure, seeing Mia's condition was very bad that morning, surely his actions were very rude. Is there rape that soft?

Alvin condemned his random thinking. He cannot think logically.

"If you come just to see me, then go! You've seen me." Said Mia who could not stand because Alvin had just been silent.

After all, he got a message from Melody if Melody wanted to come to the hotel where she was staying. It would be very awkward if Melody met Alvin who was in a hotel room with her. Melody's gonna ask a lot of questions and Alvin's gonna have a hard time.

Mia doesn't want to put Alvin in a difficult position.

Stupid huh? Because of being too in love with Alvin to the point that he still thinks about Alvin's feelings even though he has been abused in a very vile way.

Maybe if people say this is blind love, yes this is blind love.

"I'm sorry about last night. I brought you some food, please don't miss eating again! You can get sick." Alvin. He went back to talking about the food he brought. This was his initial intention. He asked the hotel staff he asked for help with anything about Mia yesterday afternoon, and the hotel staff told him that Mia did not check out of the hotel. Therefore, he chose to visit Mia.

Mia's body must not be okay after being raped by her.

"You care about me?" To be honest Mia did not expect, nor did she expect much if Alvin would notice her like this.

Alvi is indeed the male type of concern, not because she is the victim of the rape that Alvin has committed against her. But Alvin's nature is like that. Naturally, Alvin was a doctor. Alvin will pay attention to everyone. He could not expect much.

"I'm guilty of you, I shouldn't have done you any harm. I shouldn't have done what I shouldn't have done. Eat up! I'm going back to the office... Tomorrow I'll come again and bring you food like this." Said Alvin who passed away leaving Mia.

In his heart Alvin thought that Mia hated him so much and did not want to see him. He can only do this, he can't do more. There's something urgent he needs to do. The time he had was not enough. He has to finish everything as fast as he can. Time is precious to him.

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After Alvin died, Mia again cried. He does not know how to respond to Alvin and all forms of attention Alvin to him after what happened between him and Alvin.

The problem of rape that Alvin had difficulty doing against him was not as simple as people imagine where the rapist was reported to the police and then imprisoned. It can't be like that.

Mia can't, exactly, not report the rape Alvin committed on her. In addition to embarrassing the family, but also he thought about Alvin's feelings.

If his family knew he had raped someone, then his family would not stay silent and would sue Alvin to the end of the world though. But he won't. He did not get the stamp of rape victims in the community.

Remember, Alvin is quite famous in the world of social media because of his achievements and good looks. It would be a great shock if Alvin's rape scandal against him was exposed. Everything will be very chaotic and chaotic.

Mia doesn't want that to happen!

He loses more than his profit.

"Oh my God, what should I do? Should this tragic story be alone? Till when? How long can I go through these tough days? ... I want to live my love story and my life in a normal way. But why so silut? I'm almost crazy because my mind just keeps going around in circles in there... God, I want to end it.. If this is the case, is my beautiful destiny still there? Do You leave it for me, my Lord who is never wrong?" Mummed Mia.

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Alvin leaves the hotel room where Mia is staying. In the parking lot he meets Melody and Ayane.

"Me-Melody?" Alvin Mumbled. He looked at the woman he adored half-dead. A pregnant woman has a child with her own sister.

There was a cold look there. The look that came from Melody of course.

The most painful thing, when Melody passed him like a stranger, was like a lifeless inanimate object.

Alvin can only stay in place. Freezing in a painful dwelling.

The bond he has is very fragile. Not with Mia, not with Yudha, what else with Melody. In this miserable life, he had absolutely no strong ties. How many ropes he collected and put together, but the ropes would still break easily. Like a kite breaking its rope. Flying erratically carried away by the wind that blows. If lucky will fall and be picked up by people. However, what he experienced was actually stuck and then damaged and abandoned.

Such is the picture of his life when getting a rejection of love from Melody. He recalled the incident where Melody said that love from him was disgusting love.

Melody completely ignored him and did not consider him to exist.

Ah. This is so stifling the chest.

"It's only natural that you're angry with me. I have made a big mistake with you. However, I cannot do much when they want you to overthrow Yudha's domination. I couldn't see you getting hurt because of them, I traded you for Yudha... Yudha is replacing your current position. Gomen Melody, women. Honto ni gomenasai! I can't tell you. I, too, enjoyed this when Yudha was far away from you. Saite desu ne ore wa? I'm really disgusting." Inner Alvin.

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He wanted a long pulse, but today I had a fever twice. This lemes body. So I cut the update first. Gomen.. Just straight ahead really, although yes, the feeling I want to convey is too detailed. It just wants logical not to leave the plot hole alone. Being harassed can't be passed quickly, right?

This chapter actually contains klu, including previous ones. Far back counted since the Sewage Koma arc, let this be a surprise at the end yes. 😉😉 until later.