
MEDICINE FOR MY HUSBAND
I rubbed my eyes more and more. I couldn't sleep on the beach with the waves crashing on my legs and stomach hungry like this. Desire to return to the resort. But self-esteem does not allow. Mas Danu would definitely think his wife was a weak woman with no standing.
I hugged my knees, the air was getting colder. In the darkening sky, there was a beautiful yellowish light in the eyes. Some people seemed to witness that beautiful bias on the dock.
"Is it a little quiet?"
I'm turning. A feeling of excitement and annoyance came crashing into my chest simultaneously. Happy because after a day, he finally searched. But also upset because he said as if nothing had happened. Maybe to him, I'm a worthless doll. No need to explain anything.
"Since morning I've been watching you from afar. Are you tired of sitting? Not hungry?"
What a stupid question. Where might not be hungry? All day stomach untouched food. What a foolish and insensitive man. It turns out, having a rich husband is not enough if not attention.
I turned my head back as he sat beside me, his gaze fixed on the sunset that was beginning to disappear. Breathe in deeply and then breathe out slowly. He nudged his shoulder to my shoulder.
"I really didn't see him."
"I don't care!" I looked straight ahead.
"If you don't care, you won't get angry" she said. I jerked my breath.
"Then, I was going to see him. But I changed my mind. I wanted to see him for the last time. But after I thought, it was useless. He's already married. Me either. So I decided to get out, go all the way from the resort so as not to be tempted to meet him."
I looked at him in doubt. Mas Danu took out his HP from his pants pocket, placed it onto my lap.
"There are a lot of missed calls. Also WA message. Still sealed. I haven't read it."
With a doubtful move, I grabbed his HP.
(If we don't meet, we'll get out of here)
(You're intending to meet no, brother. I was accompanied by Mas Ali. Mas Ali wasn't mad when I got permission. He wants to talk to you)
(Sister, I've reached the beach)
(Sister, I've reached the beach)
"Have believed?" Mas Danu smiled a little. What the hell, he. His wife was sulking instead of apologizing instead of acting like that. Just make me ashamed.
"Stay, while sleeping with me, all you imagine is that girl, right? Saying the girl's name over and over again was like being with her!"
Mas Danu sighed, seemingly trying to be patient. "Yes, I know I said his name. But, I'm not that crazy to imagine you're Syafitri. I opened my eyes, saw you cry, did you think I was heartless?"
"I can't believe it!"
"But why wait 6 months to do it?"
"That's ...."
"Why?" Pursuing me.
"I'm afraid to open my heart again. Fear of being hurt again. Even though you're starting to make me feel comfortable, I'm trying to hold it in. Until ...." He sighed.
I looked at him curiously.
"You're talking about the child. Doesn't a man want to have children from his partner, it means he really loves?" Mas Danu grabbed my hand, then kissed it gently.
"Syafitri is only the past. While you are the future. So, don't discuss him again from now on. There's only us. Don't you want to have a child from me to put in a stimulant?"
Mas Danu smiled in jail, making me look away immediately. How'd he know? Just sec. Just sec. Did mom tell him? I felt my face blushing.
"I found the package in the kitchen. I must have told you to. But you did. So, why bother with my unimportant past?" He grabbed my chin, forcing me to look at him.
I feel like turning away. I'm really embarrassed. Mas Danu smiled perhaps because seeing my warmed face had turned red. Instead of looking down, I ended up choosing to be careless.
"Exercise on whom until you can say this long, Mas? Usually, just say yes and no."
Danu smiled again. I hope it doesn't catch the devil. "That's because I haven't opened my heart yet. The real me yeah, like this." He put his hand on my shoulder. My heart skipped a beat as he looked like he was about to kiss me.
"You what, Mas?"
"Then you don't know?"
"What?"
"Kiss you." He looks at me softly. Duuh, why is it so embarrassing, huh? I slowly closed my eyes, with my chest rumbling waiting for what he said. Why didn't he do it?
I opened my eyes which immediately greeted Mas Danu's little laugh.
"Apaan, hell, Maas!"
"Not here, too, people will see. Yuk, home. You must be hungry, right?"
He was right, I was hungry. I nodded and accepted his hand. But not looking at him, I still feel ashamed of the incident.
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