Me And The Past
Heartfill
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Not Ready to Lose by Stevan Pasaribu
Sewindu is
I didn't hear your voice
I don't see your smile anymore
Who's graced my day
Sewindu is
You're not by my side
You disappeared from my sight
Don't know where you are now
It's not ready for me yet
Losing yourself
Not able to get away from you
Which is still in my heart
Sewindu is
You're not by my side
You disappeared from my sight, oh-oh
Don't know where you are now, ho-oh
It's not ready for me yet
Losing yourself
Not able to get away from you
Which is still in my heart
God, please help me
'Forget about him
All the stories about him made me
Then I remembered the love that had lived me
Ho-ho
(Sewindu is already)
Hu-hu (hu-ha)
Ho-oh
It turns out I wasn't ready yet
Losing yourself
Not able to 'get away from you
Which is still in my heart
God, please help me
'Forget her (forget her)
All the stories about him made me
I am reminded of the love that used to be
I am reminded of the love that used to be
Turn me
Hm-hm
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The song's chant echoed quietly in a car that was chauffeured by his own assistant. Because I was swept away by that song. One tear drop passed through Zayn's cheek.
Zayn understands what it is. Zayn closed his eyes tightly. His heart was eager to shout out everything that was in him at this moment.
"This is karma for what I did to you. I hope with this decision to make both my parents and you happy" Zayn said.
"I still love you. Very and still love".
After the song ended, the second song continued, which made Zayn's heart even more sick.
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The first time I felt
It's wrong in front of you
I don't know why I'm like this
Your face is too shadowy
We did not meet for a day
Restless my heart, want to see you
My longing is deepening
My love for you is getting smolder
At night, I embrace your shadow
Even in your sleep I dreamed
I was afraid to scream to call you
In the middle of the night, I was alone
Want to hug you
We did not meet for a day
Restless my heart, want to see you
My longing is deepening
My love for you is getting smolder
At night, I embrace your shadow
Even in your sleep I dreamed, oh-ho
I was afraid to scream to call you
In the middle of the night, I was alone
Oh-oh-ho-oh-oh-ho
At night, I embrace your shadow
Even in your sleep I dreamed, oh-ho
I was afraid to scream to call you
In the middle of the night, I was alone
Want to hug you
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Plus Zayn's heart is getting sicker. But Zayn strengthened his heart. If you stay with Tata there will be a lot of hearts that are hurt and Zayn does not want it to be enough.
"I will marry that girl even if there is no love in my heart. Because this heart has died "bathin Zayn.
Elsewhere.
"Deggg". Tata held onto her chest that felt pain for some reason. But as it crossed Zayn's mind.
"May he always be okay. Make him happy, O God, even without me" Tata Prayer in his heart.
Tata has established a heart that will no longer be related to Zayn. Because Zayn could have used the opportunity that existed when they were both. Tata does not want to hurt Irwan who is able to give love without begging.
Tata smiled happily. Even though his heart said something else.
Niel looked at Tata from where he played.
"Ma.. What makes you so happy?" bathin Niel's.
"I'll figure out who Zayn is and Uncle daddy is. Are they the same person?" muttered Niel.
Niel will look for who they are and the faces of their newborn sisters are not the same and not the same.
"Lala is very similar to him and everything I'll know later".
Zayn arrived at his office at nine in the morning. Because that morning Zayn had to lead a meeting with his business colleagues from South Korea.
Daddy and Mommy Zayn are preparing for their return to the Land of Water. Departure is expected at noon.
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