Me And The Past

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I can't say anything about my feelings right now. When you see him back from so many years did not meet it turns out the taste is still the same as before.

I still love him very much.

But when my sanity returns. Everyone remembers how she tortured and made me pregnant as if my baby had no father.

The man was as savage as a lion who would prey on his opponent alone. But I am indeed a prey.

Sometimes I feel disgusted and ashamed of myself. I betrayed my feelings and soul.

But when I see my son . I feel. That happiness is them. If I keep looking at the past . What about the present? the man married me with the love that I have been so filled with now.

Less what is he? He's so perfect. A strong body beautiful face and everything makes me more and more love and love him.

He never hurt me physically or mentally. I have all been through happily..

I was jealous when he was at work. I'm afraid she's fascinated by the beauty of other women.

I was jealous when she came home late and there was no news.

But I believe him. Because he was making a living for his son. But this anxiety is evidence of my soul being unable to stand far from him.

How's Zayn doing? I want to laugh if anyone asks me about him. It's been 8 years that Zayn and I haven't seen each other .

But a few minutes ago Zayn showed me his nose in front of you instead of wanting to question me and his son.

Physically nothing has changed. It is still the same as it used to be handsome and dignified.

Is there still love? The love is still there but only a little. The vibration was still in my heart. I can't deny Zayn is getting good-looking with the cinos shirt and jeans he wore a week ago.

Honestly, I told you, we met a week ago. I didn't tell my husband when I met him.

I purposely arranged our meeting in front of the crowd.. But I was wrong at the time it wasn't a crowd . Still feels lonely just a few people.we met in one of the hospital parks in my city.

There's so much we talk about. Zayn gave me a gift.

"Take it.. Here's something for you" Zayn pulled something out of his pants pocket. A small box.

I immediately accepted it. And open the blue square box.

My eyes glared at the contents of the box. And it turned out that it was the blue-eyed ring she gave me and it was clear. On the sidelines of the blue box there is the best diamond certificate in the country, namely Germany.

I don't know how much a blue-eyed ring costs. It must be very expensive.

"I can't take it this must be expensive" I thrust back at the owner.

"I bought you on purpose"

"Why?" my search.

"Either till when my life is still in this race. But the obvious. My heart can't be anchored to another woman but you. Accept this is your last gift from me" Zayn explained.

I'm speechless. My brain can't think straight.

"Do you still love me?" ask Tata.

"Very.. I still love you so much. I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable when I was with you first" replied Zayn.

A single tear fell on my cheek.

"Don't be sad. I want these tears to be the last to fall from your beautiful eyes" Zayn said.

I smile.

"Smile away. I want you to always smile. Then your beauty won't fade with age" .

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