Me, You and Dusk

Irsan wiht dira

(As Irsan).

Irsan POVs.

" Why am I so afraid that after this I will no longer be able to meet indi, have I really fallen in charm?". A few days before their return.

The look in his eyes always drugged me, I realized and had to start where to tell my story.

I was initially very interested in Adira Humairah, yes as the name Humairah means red cheeks. Her face was too plain for the size of a girl like her.

Although many times he refused to let me into his life, it made me even more curious. Until one day when tomorrow is the day of KKN's localization survey, I got the news he entered the hospital due to seafood allergies that he accidentally ate.

You know, I rushed to him after he came home from the hospital, and tomorrow I'm leaving. Mysterious girl, she's the one. I want to know him more than this.

I believe I'll prove that this isn't just a curiosity, but I actually have a crush on him.

My motorbike unconsciously arrived in front of his boarding house, carrying some fruit, snacks, and his favorite fruit soup. I also bought a saleb drug that I often use to smear the inflamed part when my allergies are crumpled.

A very large jacket of dongker color that covers the entire body, he wears glasses and a mask. Honestly I would love to laugh seeing her appearance, you can imagine her making you laugh amusedly.

(As Adira).

" Hmm irsan what's wrong? oh, you're ashamed to come out, your whole body is full of red, swollen rashes!". Say it while lowering his head.

" Look at your hand!". Speak isan instantly, then dance their arms, so they can be closer to see.

The girl was just glued to see my very spontaneous attitude. I deliberately did not look at him so that, not found out was making him shy.

I applied the cream to the surface of the skin that is very severe due to allergies.

" How does it feel?" I asked right after I finished getting both hands.

" Hmm cold, ma'am.thank you?". He seemed very nervous.

" Oh yeah, take a break and this meal should be spent huh? get better soon, don't get allergies again!". After mandating him I handed him the crackle I brought to him.

" It's nothing, the important thing is that I have to recover. And I want to say goodbye, I'm going to our location tomorrow, pray I get there safely huh?". Said while stroking the top of his head, and turning the motor then gave a smile to him who was still frozen.

You know I really enjoy the expression of that girl, who can't lie even too easily see what she looks like. The hue of her cheek showed that she blushed at my treatment. I was actually too late, to be the size of a man who already had a lover.

Yes, you're cursing this uncivilized, heartless me, you know what I feel. You can only look at one side of your point of view.

Not knowing the story of what really happened in my version, I admired him with everything he did and said.

Maybe surely kaliam know, I several times went along with dira to meet the lecturer and other affairs for the kkn.

That day he said words that made me feel overwhelmed and immediately in a dilemma, whether he was too sensitive or indeed I seemed outspoken to have a crush on him.

" San, can I ask you a question?". He sat behind me while shaking hands.

" Tell me what you want to know!". I said while focusing on driving my bike.

" In fact, what is the purpose of isan nearin dira. Does the position have a boyfriend? isan ga, that's that dear? ". Said he plagued me with various questions, I think he wanted to issue a thousand hangers of questions that were struggling in his mind.

" I don't have a specific purpose, and I'm grateful that you've started talking to me and interacting with me, I consider a psychologist but have a psychic problem. I'm not sorry for you, but honestly your attitude and nature has attracted me so far. I don't know why I feel more for you than for a woman who has the status of my lover, I do love her and don't even want to hurt her. I no longer love him at all!". Jel explained.

" Wouldn't that be selfish, if you don't love her but stick around if it doesn't hurt both of you. Survive but only as a formality, out there you are free as if you do not have each other. I never know what you're going through, but I honestly don't want any more and more to be linked to your complicated relationship problems. I was quite caught off guard by the taste, fear and disappointment that still stuck in my mind to build a high wall to block anyone from entering. Including ...!". His words immediately paused, and seemed reluctant to continue.

" What does dir include? including me, right?". My words immediately blew a furious breath.

" Fix the relationship, not change the person. Your woman needs you much more, if it can be repaired then fix it don't be a coward to be silent and wait for this to end! I'm honest with you, I was a little uncomfortable with you at first, but somehow the stuffan managed to get in and understand me. But, I wouldn't have taken what belongs to another woman, I'm not that girl. At least I've felt pain and experienced it, so I hope you understand. I don't want you to approach me as your escape and selfishness!". Said too blunt, this actually makes me more valued because of his honesty.

" Good self, I will consider everything. But, I hope you don't get away from me! let me finish it according to my ways and abilities!". I said for a moment, without realizing we had arrived in front of the boarding house.

The girl came down and, with her sweet smile, she seemed to have managed to hide a prophecy that I myself found difficult to explain.

He waved to see me disappear from his sight. My mind was still muddled with the words he said so on target. I have to be firm with myself, I don't know how long I've been a very weak person.

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