Maze of Grief

A Little Story of Sari

Sari Indah Purnama's

My name is Sari Indah Purnama. Women who have been despised in the past. Women who easily give their precious crown to a man who is still a girlfriend. I embarrassed both my parents. My actions that have broken the norm and adab are like arrows on target that draw the hearts of my parents.

I think the shortcut I took so that papa wanted to bless my relationship with her was the best way. But once again I was wrong, it made me feel a lot of loss.

The man I loved left me because of papa's insults. Papa thinks that guy's had a bad impact on me. Without knowing that I was a bad influence on him. I was the one who willingly gave up my honor to her.

After his departure I lost again, the child I bear for nine months died without having seen the world, without having been able to hold in a decade.

Desperate for life? Obviously the answer is yes. Many times I tried to end my life but God always kind to me by extending my life.

God is the best screenwriter of life. Not only did I increase my age so that I could repent, he also met a man who could accept my dark past.

Dimas Satya Rizky papa's chosen man, maybe his God-ordained self became my soul mate.

One piece of advice from him that I always remember is "Arsi prefers to go back to His heaven and it is possible that at this time Prophet Ibrahim AS is taking him to play. Arsi's agony will forever be exchanged with Jerusalem Hamdi."

"Baitul Hamdi?" Ask Sari on Dimas.

"That means house of praise. You just need to be patient, Inshaa Allah Arsi will also be a field of reward for you. Keep praying for him well" Advice Dinas that became a reinforcement for Sari to rearrange her life.

Two years after her marriage to Dimas, Rani Indah mama Sari breathed her last due to diabetes and lung disease that she had dreamed for about a year. The deep wounds of Mama Rani's departure are very important for Sari, especially Papa Vishnu.

A year before the departure of Mama Rani, Sari had to return to breastplate mengikhlaskan departure Papa Vishnu.

My grief has not only reached that, the age of my marriage with Dimas will soon enter the sixth year but the fruits of our love are not yet present.

Is there something wrong with me? Why am I not pregnant with Mas Dimas's child yet? But if there's a problem with me why can I get pregnant with Arsi?

I tried to dismiss all the negative expectations about Mas Dimas, I doctrinated myself that God just did not trust me and Mas Dimas to have a child.

Then today what happened? God seemed to ask me to joke he brought back the figure of a man who once had my heart and love.

Not only my heart and love but also the owner of my honor. A little bit of homesickness came back to my heart. I looked into his eyes fixedly, it turned out that this longing did not clap one hand he I could see from his eyes emanated an aura of longing as well.

But my common sense regained control of me that I had belonged to a Dimas Satya Rizky this time and forever.

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