
"Grandmother! Mayang wanted to ask something," said Mayang suddenly. His grandmother who was winnowing rice, immediately looked up. Mayang sat next to his grandmother, preparing word for word and then strung together into a big question for him.
"May's sure grandma knows all this. What exactly is going on? What's in May's body?" The woman's lips trembled as she let out all the question marks in her mind.
"Jin, May. Jin, there's nothing else" replied Grandma. Mayang was still not satisfied with the answer, choosing to ask again.
"Lying, there must be something that May doesn't know. New ... May wants to tell you something, something big and it's embarrassing. But please believe in May" she said. Grandma nodded doubtfully, then threw a glance in any direction; lazy.
"May .. pregnant," she continued. Grandma immediately turned her head towards him, throwing a sharp and frightening look.
Plaque!
One hard slap landed on Mayang's left cheek. The woman puffed up, her tears melted instantly. He did not expect, a loving figure other than his mother had now slapped his cheek.
"Grandmother ...," she wrote. Her grandmother's eyes were red, teary. The rice tray he put on the side, then got up and pulled Mayang's hand away somewhere.
***
"Who is the father of this baby? When did you do?" ask grandma.
"Sir, hearing May's explanation first. May never did that at all. May still feels holy. These bereaved fathers, Grandma," he replied lowered his head.
"This baby is not a genie's son. But May really never did, not at all! May knows this is a sin, Grandma. Suddenly it was like this," he continued with a whim.
The grandmother did not answer, she chose to be immersed in her own thoughts. Mayang waited for a second word to come out of his grandmother's lips. He hopes to be given a chance to find out the truth, even if it takes a lot of sacrifice.
"Sir, May promised to find out what happened. As long as grandma believes that May never had this blood relationship," he said again. It really is cuddling. I hope the sky loves you this time.
"Neeek .. replied Mayang. Help May find a cure. May may not realize when he slept with Father."
Silence between them for a while. Mayang has given up. Somehow he persuaded the grandmother. He chose silence, looking at the woman's wrinkled hands with a sad face.
***
Don't let her mother know about this. He had to keep and bury the big secret from anyone else, including his mother. His heart was crying, he was too weak to bear this burden alone. What sins did he commit in the past until God threw him out this cruel? How could he be unconscious when the depraved man was fucking Mayang?
It's still a puzzle. May wiped a tear and pressed Azmir's name on her phone contact.
"Mas, help me find a solution. My brain is completely dead-end."
The man who officially became her future husband let out a small sigh. His breathing was a sign that he was also confused. What disaster befell Mayang to cause a mystery as complicated as this?
[Yes, honey. They will help you, even if you have a lot of money. As long as you are healed.]
Calm down, Mayang relieved. Azmir was not angry, but supported him. He smiled in the wound. Survive in suffering.
"Mas .. isn't angry?" tanyakanya. Azmir chuckles.
[You're getting ready. Let's go for a walk. Meeting in a normal place.]
***
The two people who were drunk in love were sitting side by side. Mayang's hand, which always trembled if held by Azmir, made the man anxious. They face each other, until one of them melts the atmosphere.
"Mas, do you trust me?" mayang asked with clear-looking eyes. Azmir glanced at him at a glance, then clasped Mayang's right hand.
"believe. We've been dating for a long time, when I didn't know the nature of my future wife. It is impossible not to admit such a thing," Azmir replied shadyly. Mayang feels guilty, he has failed to keep his holy crown for Azmir. Those roars of regret and pain fell drop by drop.
"Sorry, Mas. I can't keep chastity, now I'm stained. Sorry ...."
The 25-year-old stared at the top of Mayang's head for quite a while. He saw the lover who was crying, suffering inwardly. Then, he pulled Mayang into the deck. The woman was surprised, but she did not refuse. This is what he wanted for a long time. Time both.
In Azmir's arms, he smiled shyly. Fad putting hands into Azmir's jacket pocket.
"Yes, honey."
"Now I know whose son this is. One by one this puzzle was revealed. But ... There is one more thing," said Mayang then took off his embrace. Azmir snorted softly, waiting for his next words.
"What?"
"Why didn't I realize it at all that time, Mom? There was no sign of him doing that. I've been living a normal life for the last five months."
"Maybe my father gave you what medicine so as not to be aware. Try inget, before it is given to eat or drink what is the same?" ask Azmir. He also wondered what had happened.
"Ng .. no, Mas," replied Mayang. Azmir pinched his forehead, then got up. He took Mayang by the hand and took her somewhere.
"Where are you going, Mum?"
While tidying up Mayang's jacket, Azmir said, "We went for a walk all day today. You want to eat what you say, yeah. So you don't stress." Mayang nodded slowly. It feels disgusted and unwilling to maintain this content. Had abortion not been a sin, he might have done it a long time ago.
***
"Where are you?"
Mayang was surprised by the figure of a woman who was none other than her mother. The rose put on a suspicious and unsightly face.
"Since the streets with Azmir, ma'am," replied Mayang hesitated. The rose pulled out her son's hand and closed the door.
"Don't like to go out! What if the neighbors know you're pregnant, huh? Put it where mom's face is!" snapped Rose.
"What do you say when asked who this child is!"
"Mom, already, Mum. Mayang is not wrong. I picked him up earlier, pity at home continues." Azmir came to try to break up. However, the Rose was in disobedience, he did not care about the presence of Azmir there.
Mayang was silent, he wiped his tears and went into the room. It's also free to explain, Roses won't listen. I don't know what punishment he's been going through lately. Tears easily fall and reopen old wounds. It hurts when remembering, Mayang who is smiling and always cheerful. Now, it's like a body without life.
"I live, but feel dead. What exactly is going on! I'm sick!"
She squeezed her own hair. No matter the pain felt, if it can relieve his emotions, it will be done. Then, the defense collapsed. He screamed hysterically, letting out all the emotions inside his chest. Falling with tears that indicate that he is tired.
Enough, just get here. Why is God so cruel? How big was his sin in the past until his karma was this sad?
He continued to hurt himself, smashing his head against the wall. For some people, this may be a stupid act. However, if it was in his position, this was a natural thing. He was tired, choosing to die if he could.
"Jin! That genie. He did!"
***
The atmosphere of the house that was calm became gripping. Suddenly, Mayang came out of the room with a terrible condition. He ran into the kitchen and ransacked it into disarray. The grandmother who saw the commotion instantly took out three incense sticks that were burnt.
"Darling! Be aware! Conscious!" said grandma. Mayang took a knife in the spoon and threatened to kill himself. The tip of the knife was already in front of his own neck. The panicked grandmother shouted for a Rose.
"Out you! Evil demon! Get out of my grandson's body!" his orders while continuing to spread the incense smoke. Mayang laughed loudly, like laughing at people in front of him.
"Get out or you'll die!" threatening grandma.
"Dead? If you want me dead, the owner of this body must die too!"
"What do you want to do there, huh?"
"Have you forgotten, Old Bangka? I'm not getting out of here because Mayang is my home. You stay there or ..your grandson will die!"
"Darling!"
"Amur ...!"