Mayangs

Mayang 3

What the hell is going on? Is there anything I do not know beyond consciousness?

This fetus, should I abort it? No, it's a big sin. I don't want to take the sin of killing my own child. However, what has happened to me is truly beyond belief. It doesn't make sense. Whose son is this, if not the flesh and blood of my future husband?

I forgot to tell you last night. This mirror must be lifted immediately into the family room. If it is continuous here, the space of motion becomes limited. Afraid also if cousins come and play around here, then accidentally drop the mirror.

You sure that's just why I'm?

Actually, I was a fool with other bad possibilities. One thing that scared me enough. Yeah, who was that woman who looked like me back then? Just looks like his face, not his appearance. He was more courageous and a little scary. I never untie hair like that. Or use a red lipstick.

Really, it's not the usual Mayang. All this time people know Mayang is a simple woman. Soft and polite, not much to say.

***

This pregnancy should be visible. I've read that if I get pregnant because of adultery, that woman looks mediocre. No sign of a pregnant woman. God hides this sin, but the recompense will be even more painful. I know, and I cried when I realized this.

Lately, my consciousness has been lost. Often daydreaming and speaking unclear. Mother often caught me talking to myself, getting angry, or crying without a sound. When I woke up, I felt like I was doing nothing.

"Mom, I think May is really impregnated with demons" I said as my mother was cooking. He stopped his hand and looked at me deeply.

"Explain why you can be sure."

"Don't you predict it could happen? The proof of my pregnancy is strange. If it was Azmir who did this, my pregnancy was still a weekly age," I obviously did not dare to look at her.

"Yes, I know. From the beginning, I was suspicious of you. Who's the kid actually. You're asked if there's another play the answer is forget."

I completely forgot! Everything happened so fast. I don't remember what happened four months ago. It is impossible to cheat with another man. I just love Azmir.

"May often fainted suddenly. Waking up feeling tired. I didn't do anything" I said.

"Udah, I'll talk about it. I'm busy."

Yeah, correct.

I was confused and unexpected. Finally, I decided to find a middle ground. Believing superstitions like this is a trap. All the families are steeped in the supernatural, except me. Children who do not believe in the existence of other creatures in this world.

[Mas, let's meet you at the usual place. I wait, now.]

Send.

The blue tick was finally visible. I put that flat thing on the bed. Take a jacket and comb your hair.

***

"Why?" Worrying looks. Also the hand that grabbed my body sank into his arms. Warm.

Moments like this I miss. When the relationship is fine without any inhibiting problems. Before his attitude slowly changed. He is like a double personality psychopath. Sometimes romantic, it makes me fly to the clouds. Sometimes sadistic, dropping me in false hope.

"I ...."

"Hmm?"

"Take me to the smart guy now. There's something weird about me, Mom!" I said in a high tone.

"What are you talking about, anyway? Mabok what? Strange what? Why bring all the smart people?"

"I suspected. This baby is a child of the devil" I replied aloud. Unexpected response. Mas Azmir laughed loudly.

"What is there like in this day and age? There-there's you."

"If it wasn't for the jinn, how could my womb be four months old. Explain it," I said. He's speechless. I'm still confused about this. Please tell me a more reasonable reason.

"Yaudah, I'm a temenin."

When entering, the main room was filled with various dolls. The average doll had a creepy shape. There are also many keris, paintings, and antiques that seem to have a waiter.

"Take it straight, Mbah. My name is Mayang. Actually this is a disgrace but inevitably must be told," I said. Mbah Rondo did not reply, he only muttered a little while looking down.

"Me and the prospective fiancee had a forbidden relationship a month ago. When I checked, I was four months old. Am I impregnated by demons, Mbah?"

Oh my God .. My tongue suddenly shriveled. Telling my own disgrace is so embarrassing. Hopefully, Mbah understands what I mean because honestly, this room feels gripping.

Mas Azmir pinched slowly on my stomach. "Why didn't he do it?"

"Mas, he's mute" I replied slowly.

Mba looked up and looked at me deeply. It was like reading something and I don't know. I just want an answer yes or no.

"Change?"

"Hm .. hm ...."

"So, yes or no?" He nodded slowly. Either the nod implies yes or no. I was getting sick and giving up.

He gave me a handful of jasmine flowers. I accepted with hesitation.

"I think you were told to eat the flowers" said Mas Azmir. I'm a beard, but eating jasmine flowers is madness. Wh-wh-what for?

"Udah, at home you eat. I want to go home," he continued urgently. Mbah Rondo nodded quickly, as if Mas Azmir understood the sign language of Mbah Rondo. I let out a heavy sigh, why so runyam like this?

***

Kuremas this jasmine flower in the grasp. One by one the petals went into my mouth. It was weird and I almost threw up. What am I like this for? It doesn't make sense.

"Gapain you?"

"So May to the smart guy. Keep giving jasmine flowers. I think he was told to eat" I said and smothered his mouth.

"Make what?"

"May don't know anything. The Mbah Rondo, Ma'am. The mute one," I replied.

Mother did not answer, she turned around and passed. There's only one more petal left but I'm not strong.

Finally, I spit out all the stomach. The bad feeling came back. Consciousness is divided in two. If there really is a genie in my body, this jasmine flower will have an effect. My head began to turn dizzy and the surroundings looked white.

'Come with me.'

Wh-who?

'Just listen and come with me.'

I cleaned my mouth and looked for the source of the sound. Like the voice of a young woman. My body feels like it's controlling. My consciousness was almost gone, but I could still feel the surroundings.

"What's this?" You know, I was in the kitchen. Grasping a knife and I felt a tremendous pain in the neck area. Hurriedly throwing knives at any place and into the living room.

That mirror.

"God! Why is it hurt?" I'm surprised not to play. The scar of the wedge in this neck is quite deep. Even though the blood stopped flowing. Who did it?

I wept. Squeezing the nightgown I was wearing. It turns out to be true. There is a genie in my body. He tried to control my body completely. It was hard to believe but in the end I gave up.

I don't know who and what this genie wants in my body. One that becomes a question. Was he the one who attacked me a few months ago?

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