Masalalu Story

chapter 16

about mass experience for future maturation process

I am not a man who can be said to be mature or successful at the age of 22 years and honestly I still enjoy my half-baked period with the things that all women of the era always want now it's. Starting from going to the mall, eating good, hangout every day, install a good story or just order everything that smells like online shopping. Sometimes I wonder what I am looking for? And that question always sank along with my life in a big city that was sparkling and of course always successful to make me stunned, forgotten, and lost.

Blaming the past is sometimes free. I was born into a modest family and grew up without parents when they died since I was 8 years old. What can an 8-year-old understand? Maybe just thought they were going sailing and going back but it's too impossible not like the fairy tales I've always read. An uneasy struggle is sometimes very fragile, attention, and affection are lost along with an increasingly buried past, seeking escape is sometimes the best way to be happy.

The youth of everyone is always afraid of going through this period of maturity or they are too worried about getting old. For me youth is this time, this moment and this moment I always give good intake not only to my stomach but, my soul and mind.

The past and the long journey is the history of life and I know that all history has its own meaning as long as we still enjoy youth as a process of maturation. I want to be a good adult and think well. The journey of my life to this day is inseparable from all the people who always give positive energy and give a smile even a container when I need someone but it is not a guarantee that our awareness will be change the future.

I once read a slogan saying, “Two is for sure, young only once." Sometimes we forget that youth is not just a time where we have to go to the club and then problems disappear. I think the best way is to learn from our history and our past. I'm not a perfect person but I can be better, I'm not a successful person but I appreciate the process I'm not a rich person either but I feel quite what we get.

My dream of traveling around the world is too high but it does not matter that I have climbed two countries. Not bad for beginners, my love of nature is becoming my emotional channel now. Difficult and happy sometimes nature gives me a different aroma and more precisely urban now makes me dizzy I don't know maybe just bored with the crowd.

Reorganizing old wounds and starting to make peace with the circumstances should have started me wake up a long time ago. However, it would not be too late for me my achievements until this second was enough to make me a little sane at least not too stressed. Our sadness and happiness are created and as long as our mind is always good, good things will happen.

Passing through a happy and successful youth is everyone's dream but happy are all of us who still have the opportunity to carve good stories and memories in this period, because not everyone has the same opportunity. I am grateful to be “me” where good things will start to come, he said, the small happiness that makes me more excited is certainly more aware of me that my past is not a guarantee of my future at least I still try until anytime.