Maryati... Is True Love Struggle, Love And Devotion

Chapter 91 tells the story of dreams

The feast passed, Likes and happiness will soon pass along with the return of all Children Mar and As to their respective dwellings.

The thing Mar actually hated the most, when he had to try hard, hold back his own tears and sadness when his son-in-law and granddaughter said goodbye to come home tomorrow morning, As soon as it re-shaded his heart and mind, the sadness came back to haunt every night that he would go through after this, and what he fears most is the threat of longing that is ready to again gnaw and scrape and smooth slicing of his heart after this time.

But Mar is a man who is good at hiding all that, trying to smile even though it is broken, still though his heart wants to shout loudly that he wants to stay together longer in the story, jokes and laughter.

Another case with As who can clearly state everything he feels, is good at expressing what he thinks.

and strong in words.

Last night before returning to their homes.

All the residents of the house gathered in the family room around Mar who was sitting on a mattress, in one corner of the room.

While As prefers to lean on the corner of the other wall of the house Eni while still staring one by one his children alternately.

"I hate times like today !!!"

Chirping As suddenly, made all eyes look at him in confusion.

"Why Pa ??"

Ask Ana.

"Yes, since this is going to make me miss this time again, miss you in every minute of my life here, make me lose my appetite, and lose my passion to do anything, do you understand all that??"

As's heavy voice suddenly trembled, his eyes reddened, and felt hot, his lips flattened to harden his jaw.

A state of instantaneous silence, all lowered their heads, and deeply understood the meaning of the speech.

Suddenly it felt like a knife stuck in the corner of the hearts of all his children, a feeling of guilt emerged along with the pain of what was ejected from their Father's lips.

Then Ana reopened the sound of melting the atmosphere that suddenly became tense, full of novelty.

"Father, we all feel the same way, hopefully we are all given health so that later we can gather again"

"True Pa, actually in this heart would like to be here much longer, gathered with Mama and Papa, but circumstances do not allow, hopefully there is a time and opportunity someday"

Vin Timpal.

"Yes Pa, in this heart, not playing, really want every month to come to see Mama, Papa but distance and work force us not to do that, hopefully Papa healthy always, always, and Mama recovered, so we could pick her up to play and stay at our place and the other Mama and Papa's Children"

Connect Hen.

Win only took a breath, While Sari could only sit quietly with Eni.

As nodded, swallowing the saliva in order to hold back his grief and tears.

"Have it, don't be sad, hopefully next time we are still given a chance to gather like this again. Oh yeah, why have you been dreaming lately of meeting Nyai and yai yau"

Mar tried to divert the conversation.

Hearing Mar's words just now All eyes looked at each other, remembering the long-dead Masing and Bulromi.

"Ehm. Maybe they miss Ma, we just pray"

Ana.

"Yes it may be, but people say, if we often dream of people who have died, it's a sign of our lives soon"

Mar said with a flat face.

Mar's speech, making As approach and put his index finger in front of Mar's lips.

"Ma, can't believe such things, dreams are just flowers of sleep"

As kissed Mar's hand.

"What is his dream, Ma?"

Ask Win.

"Some time ago, Mama dreamed of being in a narrow house with Nyai and Yai you guys, the house was very dark, but the situation outside the house was so bright"

Gleck..

Again, As swallowed his saliva.

Likewise with his children who look tense, look at each other.

"Then, Mama also dreamed Yai you guys came in nice all white clothes, holding Mama's hand"

Connect Mar again.

Sari was trembling and her face was pale with sweat, inexplicably Mar's story about her dream became the scariest thing for Sari.

"And last night, Mama had a dream that Mama would visit Yai and Nyai's house"

Mar continues his story.

There was a great fear in the heart of As and all his children about all the dreams that Mar told him, especially As who had just dreamed his teeth were broken last night.

Now that his mind had become everywhere, his heart was agitated his soul felt extremely unsettled.

His brain and heart are compact wondering, will there be a connection between his dreams and Mar's dreams, seeing and remembering Mar's condition whose health is declining.

Likewise with Sari who was secretly holding her heart which was raging badly, between fear and not ready to lose mingled so one created a very terrible feeling for her, which was very terrible for her, of anything scary in this world.

"Ah no Ma, do not think that the dream is just a sleeping flower, it is not good to think too much about what else to believe the meaning is not necessarily true"

Entertain As to his true wife whose heart was also restless.

"Yes Ma. said Papa, we only believe in the same God, Ma.."

continued Ana who followed another nod.

Mar smiled, then turned back.

His eyes glared far through the ceiling of the living room.

His mind again struggled with the shadow of his dreams.

Questions filled his head.

Now he can only surrender and surrender, whenever God calls him he will receive it.

Wasn't destiny upon him.

Another case with all his children who are now even silent and look at each other, he said, like speaking through the language of the heart that somehow can be understood when the language of sound is not at all separated from their mouths.

Sari looked down, her heart was full of fear of the meaning of a loss, while Eni who understood the anger of her sister, embraced and stroked her shoulders calmed down.

Ana tries to be wise by staying calm, in the hope that her positive attitude can calm her sisters heart.

Vin, Win and Hen remain glued to his mother who is now curling her eyes shut.

As chose to sit next to Mar, one of his hands gently rubbed Mar's head, wiping the sweat that continued to flow, tidying up the white hairs that strands of visible hovering around Mar's wrinkled face.

While the other, still holding Mar's fingers that have never been rude to him.

Sari who stared at the beautiful scenery understood, that As's love for Mar is a recognition that true love is really in front of his eyes.

Connect***..