Maryati... Is True Love Struggle, Love And Devotion

Maryati... Is True Love Struggle, Love And Devotion
Chapter 69 Dreams



"You try to go ahead, in front of a very rame of children your age, it's fun to get new friends"


Mar sits among her children trying to tell her about her children's new friends.


Win quickly ran out after hearing Mar's words, followed by Hen and the three princesses.


Mar noticed his children's reactions.


At first they just looked from the porch of the house, shortly after a little girl waved, Eni moved closer followed by her two older sisters, as well as the case with Win and Hen, Eni was moved first, who then mingled with some boys who were playing ball.


In just a short time, the five Children Mar and As were already engrossed in playing and laughing.


Inside the house left Mar and As who were watching their children who were playing through a small window with a wooden terrace facing the spaciousness.


"I'm so happy I see them getting along so easily, Pa..."


Mar.


"Yes, they all inherited your sociable and sociable nature"


Answer As.


That's how their lives went on, As who continued to work as a construction worker who sometimes worked, sometimes unemployed, Mar remained a door-to-door laundry worker.


Day after day, month passed and the years were changing, Ana transformed into a beautiful teenager who was active smart and brave and a little tomboy, Vina still with a quiet and a little shy nature, and she became a little shy, Consistent with her grace and more basic feminine nature, Win grows into a loving, calm and reserved boy, while the youngest Hen who is almost entering the age of 5 years increasingly look gallant and brave Son who always touted As as a hero.


The night is getting thicker, As looks still awake when the whole house may be dreaming.


Mar flipped his body, and when he woke up he opened his eyes slowly, his gaze was still vague.


"Pa...not sleeping?"


Say hello to her husband.


"I was asleep at first, but I was dreaming and awake, and now I can't sleep anymore"


Answer As without changing his position that remains supine with his hands on his forehead, and his eyes staring at the ceiling of the room.


"the dream? What dream is Pa?"


Ask Mar.


"I'm a Weird Dream!"


"Any? likewhat?"


Mar shifted his body somewhat closer towards As.


"I dream, you walk by holding the crown, and peddling it here and there!"


As looked at Mar for a moment, then turned his face back to its original position.


"Hahhah, selling the Crown? I'm sure it's just a sleeping flower Pa. I've, for what to think, fast sleep again,"


Mar rubbed the head of As.


"Ma...I was thinking, is it possible that the crown you're selling has something to do with my current condition?"


As tilted his body facing Mar.


"Huh?? Meaning how?"


Mar asked confused by As's words just now.


"After I thought the Crown was the same as the most valuable thing from a woman, it could be said self-esteem, then in your dream peddling it intending to sell it Ma.."


"Then??"


Ask Mar again.


"Yes... I'm afraid, with my condition that can never be victorious again, which sometimes becomes unemployment that long time does not work, you sell your pride to striped men!!"


"Astaghfirullah Pa!!! What are you talking about?!"


Mar's eyes widened with his hands covering his mouth.


As's statement tonight really hurt Mar's heart, his feelings were broken, he bit his own lips held tightness in the chest that increasingly felt narrow, his throat felt like choking, along with the tears flowing, Tears flowed, and fall wet the pillow.


As looked at Mar with a cold gaze, and chose to change his sleeping position by turning his back on Mar, as if he did not care to make a deep incision in the heart of the Mother of the five children.


Mar's feelings were broken, he never thought, As the husband he respected and loved the most could have such a dirty mind on him, even though since long ago, he had, As knew that Mar had never even chatted with anyone other than his family.


As could not close his eyes, disturbing feelings were enveloping his heart, blind jealousy was ravaging his love for Mar.


He himself did not know why the curse sentence could slide from his lips, but to withdraw his words seemed to be useless, Mar was already crying, he said, even his sobs sounded more poignant than any grief he had ever gone through.


As took a deep breath, and closed his eyes.


Mar turned around, and now the two husbands and wives were fighting back, with their own feelings.


Many times Mar wiped his tears, but as if leaking, the tears never dried, continued to flow trying to wash the wound that had just been scratched by As.


Until near midnight, fatigue and headaches made Mar finally fall asleep with the rest of the tears welled up.


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The dawn prayer sounded melodious, waking Mar who was only asleep for no more than 3 hours.


He immediately rushed to start his day, Mar deliberately immediately took a bath to relieve his sleepiness, after the dawn prayer, he loosened his head in the room, seeing As still asleep as usual who would soon wake up when Mar Woke up.


Mar, gently rubbing As's shoulder.


"Pa.. dawn..."


Saying,


As squirmed and then rubbed his eyes.


Mar left the U. S. for the kitchen to prepare breakfast.


One by one the children got up and took alternating baths.


"Ma...Mama's eyes are swollen!"


Said Ana when she had just sat down for breakfast, making As gasp and stare at Mar quickly.


"Why didn't I realize that?"


Inner Us.


"Ah. yes, last night Mama's eyes itch, continued Mama Ichek, uh wake up early even so gini"


Mar replied lying.


Ana knows, her mother is lying, as a teenage girl she already understands and can distinguish the swollen eyes due to itching by crying, crying, he was no longer a little boy who could be deceived with a free wreath from his mother's mouth.


Not wanting Ana to ask more questions, Mar immediately dodged, he tidied the plates of the former breakfast Son and her husband then rushed to bring her to the kitchen.


As follows quickly, his steps are stopped, he stares at Mar from the kitchen doorstep, Wanting once he hugs Mar and apologizes for hurting, but his prestige turns out to be greater, somehow the shadow of his dream made As undo his intentions and then turn back to the front.


Mar who realized that, exhaled slowly, and returned to shed tears.


"What do you have in mind, Pa, until your heart thinks like that to me"


Mar murmured softly, then rubbed his wet cheeks with his sleeves.


This morning, shortly after the children say goodbye to go to school,


As left for work without a word to Mar.


Along the way, guilt haunted As, but his jealousy like more control of almost three-quarters of his heart, to make As can not control himself and his own brain.


While Mar, he really did not expect, just because the dream of As to not greet him even though just saying goodbye.


Mar immediately cleaned up all his homework, before finally he also left home to work.


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