
(Letter from Sky Alexander)
Hi my teacher .. how are you? you remember me? I'm the only student you taught dirty lessons on the balcony that day. That day I had a remedial and ended with an exam at the inn near the beach.
I want to tell you that I have got a diploma now. The school has two.
Javier widened his eyes, his hands suddenly trembling reading the letter. Two diplomas .. what his wife is pregnant with twins.
Javier ... I don't deserve to say this, but for the first time I want to be honest, I miss you ...
I miss us kidding at the mansion, I miss us having breakfast together, I miss when we eat the fried rice recipe from Daddy Ataric.
You always comb my hair every time I take a shower, you remember. You even dented it too. And I miss it when you're mad to see me play with Momo.
Javier ... Nobody plays my cheek anymore right now. No one is holding my hand now, no one is hugging me while sleeping.
I hate farewells so much. Farewell was always painful, I hated parting with my mother, I hated parting with Daddy Xander and now I also hate having to part with you.
I am confused, why in my life so many words separate. I even almost parted with myself when you kicked me out of the mansion.
I almost killed myself that day. I'm too weak, aren't I?
I thought you were the cure for the wounds I had. Actually ... You're the knife that stabbed me so deeply for no reason, the knife that makes it hard to breathe every second.
My heart hurt so much Javier when you kicked me out for no apparent reason. I almost gave up on living my next life until I knew there was a little angel in my body that was making me strong now.
You are right, your seed is so qualified that it is able to restore the lost energy in me. I live for it, for the little angel that grows in my womb.
Javier ... we no longer walk the same path ... We choose different paths, too many wounds we experience, before we strengthen each other, right? You remember, in your favorite room you said everyone was happy after getting through a wound. But why did our happiness all this time even bring back wounds?
We can't strengthen each other anymore Javier ... Because this wound came from a farewell. Now we are no longer two people who carve the same dream, no longer two people who step on the same path. We no longer hold hands to look after each other.
I've been trying to accept you well when I know you're a mobster who easily took someone's life.But as it turns out, you can't take me well as the son of a murderer.
I don't know how close my Daddy is to your Daddy. I just hope you can accept me well, because I don't know anything about their problems.
But let ... Everything has happened, you asked me to leave then I will leave. I just want to learn to be an adult ... Who is patient in any situation even though I am not able to.
I know it hurts, but I'm trying to be okay so I'll get used to breathing without you.
Javier ... You need to know, you're the great thing that's been in my life, even if I'm alone again, but that's okay. At least I've been the luckiest girl you've ever had.
We are destined to be together ... But only temporarily, not forever. You know Javier? meeting you is both a pleasant and painful accident.
Take care of yourself Javier ... Because now that my job of loving you is done, now my job is to forget you as much as possible.
Today I'm going to country X I'm going to stay there with Daddy Xander. I'm going to carve out a new dream there, I'm going to take a new path with Daddy Xander and my insect Baby.
If you think what our children are twins? the answer .. yes. There were two fetuses in my womb, there were two winners who managed to swim into my womb.
Don't worry ... Later, I will tell this boy who his father is. I will tell this child about your kindness and greatness so that he will grow up to be a strong child like you.
You must be happy here so that my departure is not in vain.
Goodbye Daddy insect.
We love you Javier^^^^
Sky Alexander & Baby Insects.^^^
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