Marrying my Helper Girl
The Past Traumatizes You
"Whatever Difficult Your Problem, Believe It Will Soon Become Massalu"
"God Knows What's Best For You, God Won't Test Without Knowing You're Able to Pass It"
"If You're Close to God, Surely Any Great Test Won't Make You Weak"
"Test Given to the Servant Whom God Loves, As Proof That He Worth His Glory by His Side"
"How Can You Rise Up And Be Strong, If You Always Reflect on Your Past and Continue to Be Sad?"
"All That Happens Has Been His Best Suratan, So Don't Worry About Anything!"
(Rifqy Al - Furqan)
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3 Weeks later
After Good Intentions Rifqy wanted to preach Bela 2 weeks ago. The relationship between Rifqy and Bela is getting closer and looks fine without knowing what problems will happen for tomorrow that both people do not know what will happen.
In a simple house. A girl in a long hijab was lying down while looking at the ceiling of her room which was only white, slowly Bela slowly drifted into her sleeping flowers without eating anything.
The Flashback
Bela's Adolescence in Vocational High School is colored a love story full of question marks.
He became Bela's love that will never be forgotten for Bela, not because Bela still loves the Youth, but rather because of his nature until his vile deeds that make Bela prolonged trauma to this day, exactly 9 years have passed but still clearly visible shadows of fear on Bela's face at that time like a film cassette that was swirling in his brain.
"Meet yuk, I'll pick you up?" that's the message from Bela's boyfriend
Bela smiled to get a message from the person she loved
"yes sister" Reply Bela
After a long wait, the invitation came. And ride Bela to his girlfriend's motorbike, after riding the motorcycle drove to a music studio where friends from Bela's boyfriend.
Once there, the place was very quiet there was no one. Unsuspecting Bela followed Rifqy from behind to when in a room full of musical instruments, Bela's hand was immediately pulled in.
Bela tried to revolt by the hand of her boyfriend and tried to get out of the place that he thought was good but sacred, but no matter the door was locked by the youth ******* it. Even now He found no other way, there was only 1 entrance in front.
Bela confused how to? He can only ask God for a miracle! may luck still be on his side.
"What do you want? why are you doing this the same with me, sister?" bela asked with reminiscing eyes, holding back tears.
"What else if it's not your body! Hahaha" he replied with a booming laugh inside the room
"Don't.don't do it Brother! I beg you" Pinta Bela pleaded with her at the feet of the young man
"Try here, baby! don't be like that!" said the young man while developing a devilish smile on his thick lips
The young man who is still Girlfriend Bela was crouched to attach his right leg on the floor and hang his left leg to support his weight. He looked into the eyes of Bela who since when had been in a flood of tears. His hand gripped Bela's chin very firmly, on Bela's cheek press until it made Bela grimace in pain.
"Awww" cried Bela stuck as her hand pressed against her cheek with a blue bruise
"It hurts!" the young man snapped in front of Bela's face until it made him startled and dived backwards
PLAQUES
One slap landed on Bela's smooth cheek. Cry Bela sobbing when seeing the true nature of people who are very dear and very He believes.
"How dare you stay away from me!" pekiknya who began to grow furious with the attitude of rejection from the girl in front of him
In another pull of Bela's hand violently, pushed Bela to the floor until her head hit the wall
Syurrrs
Fresh blood flowed from Bela's temple about the hijab being worn, the white Hijab.
"Don't sister.. don't hit the hiks 😭😭" pinta Bela on her boyfriend
"In you, I will not hesitate to macemin You if not diem" said He while strangling Bela's neck very hard to Bela difficulty breathing. Bela held the hand to escape from her neck, but it did not budge the same
"Sir jang.. emmpp" Bela's words stopped because he had been silenced with the mouth of the man who did not know shame. lamaaa very longaa
"Your insolent ya!!!"
PLAKKKC... PLAKK... PLAKKKK
"Awwwww hiks hiks" 3 slaps landed on Bela's cheeks at the same time and made Bela grimace in pain and describe the palms on her cheeks that were red
"I'm killing you" her anger peaked because she was rejected
"Mending You kill Me instead of I have to lose my future" said Bela who also ignited emotions
"I'm not going to kill you before I can get your body" a sly smile reminisced on the man's lips
The man slapped Bela's body.
Without further ado He began his action.
All Bela could do was shake his head, because Bela's mouth had previously been silenced with the man's mouth, occasionally the man's hand which was precisely Bela's boyfriend squeezed Bela's strange object hard.
The man saw Bela having trouble breathing so the kiss came off.
While the Man was about to take off his pants, Strictly Bela kicked him later until he made the Youth complain of pain by holding his future by the hand.
"Awwww... Stttthhhh" said He grimaced in pain
"You will suffer the consequences! Aki will lacquer it to You rudely until You can't walk.. hahaha" a sneaky smile was on the man's face.
"Don't. don't I beg you not to practice it's a hymn" Pinta Bela
"Emang I thought!!" Said he was short and pulled roughly Bela's body
"You're this race!!"
PLACKS
One slap back landed on Bela's smooth cheek
But Bela didn't run out of me. It turns out that God is still on his side. There was a small iron but it was still quite strong.
When the man let his guard down Bela hit the head behind him with iron and made Him grimace in pain because of the blow given by Bela to bleed.
This opportunity in Bela used to escape from the place, he ran continuously running until he was safe.
A few days later Bela never saw and met the man who had been his girlfriend. I don't know what happened to him? are they alive or are they dead? He doesn't care now!
Flashback Off
Bela woke up and sat leaning on the head of the bed. Cold sweat drenched his forehead.
He picked up a tissue, and began to wipe away the sweat that began to drench his face with tissue.
Bela seems to be hit by the events that happened to him in the past. Why did He have to suffer such a disaster? but He is grateful because he can still maintain his holiness even though he must be constantly haunted with trauma.
"Hikksss Hiksss Hiksss why is all this happening to me? why O Allah Hiksss Hikss" said Bela crying in the middle of the night
"No, I don't want Rifqy to bear my sins in the past. I have to kill this, tomorrow I'll meet Rifqy's sister at the Hospital"
Bela walks to the bathroom to pray and perform Tahajud Prayer.
Bela seemed to ask God for guidance from the problems He was experiencing at this time, He also begged that he could forget the vile incident that made him feel guilty to his Parents.
After her mind calmed down, Bela went to bed to sleep again. It didn't take long for Bela to start sleeping again.
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