
The sky from morning was overcast, as if mourning the departure of Mr. Bayu, the late father Nagisha.
Next to Father's corpse, there was a middle-aged woman who was endlessly crying over his disappearance. Who else, if not Nagisha's mother. Beloved wife of the late Mr. Bayu.
Neighbors around the house alternately came to Nagisha's house. They are sorry for the death of Mr. Bayu.
"Where are the teeth? How did it look from then on? " ask a neighbor.
Well, the question is just a pleasant talk or indeed sincerely ask about Nagisha. Only God and he knew what the question meant. You know, how the situation of the densely populated home village. Brotherhood here is still very strong, so strong sometimes people's family affairs become their business. Ck! Funny right? That's human.
"The body will soon be in Kafanin, is there anything still waiting for? " ask Mr. Ustadz.
"There's no Ustadz! ". Answer me firmly. It seems there is no intention to wait for Nagisha to arrive.
"Ayaah.
Nagisha ran in a hurry. His breath is still Ngos-Ngosan. His heart rate is now beating irregularly. What Nagisha had in mind was only about her father. Whatever happens, Nagisha will face. Most importantly, he had to meet his father for the last time.
" Ayaah." Nagisha's cry broke in the arms of her father's body, which was now partially covered with Shroud.
Robby stands up to release Nagisha from Dad's body. Jelita's hand stopped him.
"Don't add to the problem, we grieve. What people say later. Just leave him! " jelita said stop Robby.
Nagisha continued to cry, still not letting go of her embrace. Without Nagisha being aware, there were even gazes from the neighbors who were currently in his house.
"Gigi must have felt so guilty.. "
"Who, his father's men had a heart attack and died because of him!"
"That's a child, quiet. Uh, you know you've been bunting! where do you want responsibility! "
"Too sure, even though his late father Soleh"
And there are still many scorn from the neighbors to Nagisha. Not that they don't hear what they're saying. It's just that Nagisha doesn't want to add to the problem. If you can, it feels like Nagisha slapped it the mouths of mothers. His hands were too precious to slap their mouths as if they were the holiest.
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Nagisha finally gave up her first and last love buried with her broken heart. Slowly the sprinkling of flowers spread over the land of Father's tomb. There will be no more sweet smiles. No one will worry about Nagisha anymore, call her if 9pm isn't home yet. There will be no more delicious rendang cuisine that is always there on Hari Raya. No more warm hugs and kisses from Dad. Nothing else, a strong shoulder will rip this family apart. The head of this family, the Captain of this family is gone forever and will never be able to return.
Nagisha was still sitting in the maelstrom of the father who was still in the land. He hugged his father's Nissan Wood, as if hugging his father's body. Crying is all that Nagisha does without stopping. The Nutritional Park is now deserted, the mourners who came are now home. The family of the deceased is still in the cemetery.
"Go !!!" robby shouted while pulling Nagisha's hand.
"So, Sick! " Nagisha tried to put up a fight.
"You're shameless, you've made Dad die but still dare to come! Disgusted son! " Maki Jelita with Nagisha's Black Hair.
There was no fight from Nagisha. Nagisha had no strength to resist these two brothers. Nagisha only accepted, until finally his small body fell on the ground.
"Go, and never show your face again in front of us!! " Maki Robby again. In the thrust of Nagisha's stump body until he hit his body on the Nissan side of the grave next to his father.
Nagisha's stomach was bumped, there was pain but it was ignored by Nagisha. As if all that wasn't enough. Now Kak Robby's foot is kicking Nagisha's bare body. Robby did not listen at all to Nagisha's screams that repeatedly affected her pain. Jelita even her mother ignored Nagisha.
Wh why? Why are they so bad with me. Yes, I was wrong. I embarrassed my family for getting pregnant out of wedlock. But I'm still Mareka Khan's family? I'm still their sister, I should have been embraced, right? why even like this. I'm not even treated like a human being.
Mother, please this daughter of yours. Look at me mother, help me mother, I beg you. I know mom lost her Soulmate. Mother lost her lover's heart. I lost my mother's partner's life forever. But that doesn't mean you're ignoring me. I'm still your real son, Mom. Please just look at me this once.
"Already, Stop! " Mom will finally talk. "Here we come, we go home now!" Mother's Order.
No more heart, is this my mother? Just go and leave me in pain here. Is that how much you hate now?. Until I ignored me. Bathin Nagisha's.
Nagisha was still stranded on the ground, right next to his father's grave. Slowly his eyes grew darker. Dumphs... Nagisha fell unconscious.
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Nagisha's hand is now attached to an infusion needle. Her beautiful face was now covered in sadness. His eyes were puffy, his face was very pale. Anyone would be sad to see Nagisha's current condition. Unfortunately, none of his family cared about Nagisha. Even her mother ignored her. Nagisha was completely abandoned by his family.
"I where? " ask Nagisha directly when she opens her eyes.
"Alhamdulillah... You're aware of Gi? " Say Annisa was grateful.
"I where? " ask Nagisha again.
"Calm down, Loe's back at the Hospital now" Ochie replied. "So we met you at Dad's funeral. Loe fell unconscious there" continued Ochie with a heavy tone of voice.
Nagisha was silent for a moment, thinking about what had happened before. Why he had to be taken to the hospital. Nagisha remembered, his brother went berserk and blindly beat him without any pity for him. No one helped her then, even her mother ignored her.
"Janese.. " Nagisha remembered something. There was tremendous pain in his stomach at that time, the impact and kick effect of Kak Robby who hit his stomach nonstop.
Many times the man kicked Nagisha's stomach without the slightest of beatings. Nagisha felt that her stomach was very painful. Until he couldn't hold on anymore, then fainted. He doesn't even know who took him to the hospital.
"Calm down, Gi, calm down! " Anisa tried to calm her friend.
"Why is Khan Nis? " ask Nagisha very worried.
Annisa and Ochie's eyes looked at each other. There's something they're hiding from Nagisha. And they don't know how to say it.
"You answered donk! " Bentak Nagisha is getting panicked. The small crystal now falls back from the end of Nagisha's beautiful eyes.
"Janin loe can't be saved. Loe miscarried Gi.. " Ochie opened his mouth.
Hearing what Ochie just said, making Nagisha who was panicking now instantly speechless like a statue.
Is this God, especially? Wh why? Why should I be God?. I even lost 2 important things within a day. Is this not too cruel to God for me?. I don't really want this Fetus. But that doesn't mean you can take it again! I don't even know how many weeks the Fetus has been in my womb. But he has taken you again. It's not fair, God, it's not fair !!
Ochie and Annisa who saw Nagisha were silent, while dropping tears immediately hugged Nagisha. There was no word they could say to comfort this friend of his. Only this hug could they give. Minimal Nagisha knew, right now she was not alone. There are both of them who will always be there to accompany Nagisha. Accompanying Nagisha under any circumstances, including when Nagisha was at the lowest point of his life as it is today. They will always support and help Nagisha with pleasure. Maybe Nagisha's family could have died him. But unlike Ochie and Annisa, they won't leave her forever.
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To be continued...
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